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SINCHON MASSACRE in North Korea, between 17 Oct & 7 Dec 1950 What is True, What is False

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Not to be confused with Sunchon tunnel massacre. Sinchon Massacre Part of Korean War Location Sinchon, North Korea Coordinates 38°21′16″N 125°28′50″E Date 17 October 1950 – 7

December 1950; 73 years ago[1] Target Sinchon residents[1] Attack type Massacre Deaths 30,000[1]–35,383[2] (North Korean claim)

Accused South Korean Army, United States Armed Forces (North Korean claim) [and this is the part, American military involvement which is the focus of his patient, a command rank officer, who was being treated by Dr. Harte, when he was working with adults. The American soldier was being treated by the doctor for trauma and deep depression because of what he had done (Dr. Harte's letter to me) ]] 

Anti-Communists, Communists (South Korean sources)[1] The location of South Hwanghae Province. The location of Sinchon in South Hwanghae Province. The Sinchon Massacre (Korean: 신천 양민학살 사건; Hanja: 信川良民虐殺事件; lit. Sinchon Civilian Massacre[1]) was a massacre of civilians between 17 October and 7 December 1950,[1] in or near the town of Sinchon (currently part of South Hwanghae Province, North Korea). North Korean sources claim the massacre was committed by the U.S. military and that 30,000–35,383 people were killed in Sinchon.[3] According to Dr. Harte, the death toll was very large and the patient was struggling to handle the guilt - many years later.

South Korean sources dispute the death toll and accuse right-wing security police {and today, 2024, people such as Lindsey Graham and Herr Biden would call them RIGHT WING CHRISTIANS and communists  [and today virtuous men of keen insight such as pROPHET_Flash Gordon Geewiz Chang and his Jehova Witness bible,

The Coming Collapse of China (1st Ed. 2020) . . .    to be centered later

Get ready for the collapse come December 2011, when peace and good will to all men shall come  and when Herr prophet_Flasher_Gordon_Chang  Comes, there shall be everywhere   -??-        ] of the killings.[3]

The event took place during the second phase of the Korean War and the retreat of the North Korean government from Hwanghae Province.[4]

This patient of Dr. Harte when he was treating adults before he switched to child psychiatry - - was an American army officer of command rank in the "Police Action" in Korea (N & S) and would now be, if still alive, well over 100 years old - or he is DEAD; and of this - I am certain as I tend to trust the Actuary tables over the more wishful thinking that comes over many of us as we near our journey's end. 


My correspondence with Dr. Harte began about a year after my Jewish Hospital stay (age 14) when I received a letter from the doctor wishing me well and saying in closing that he would enjoy hearing from me again ( see links ) when I had time. During the time he was practicing in Jewish Hospital, St. Louis on Kingston Blvd (now, 2024 they are cojoined with Barns Hospital I believe) I continued seeing him on and off. When Miss Downing moved to Memphis to take up another job with a Family Service of Memphis - doing essentially the same thing as she did in the St. Louis Family Service . . . I never saw him again face-to-face until I took my trip to Kansas City, MO wanting a convenient commital to the KC psychiatric hospital in hopes that the court issue regarding my driving with a suspended license would "blow over" as I was " under treatment " and when you have been so annointed you can murder three people, take it easy in the psycho hospitals (Nash was terrified of ever going to a prison. The medial industry came through for him. 

I have much to contribute to that aspect of my journey in life. But at this juncture I wanted to give you in brief the background to how I came to know about this army officer and what had happened in Sunchon, North Korea. I am hoping to find the specific letter.  </aside>

North Korean claim 

According to North Korean sources, approximately 35,000 people were killed by American military forces and their supporters during the span of 52 days. This figure represents about one-quarter of the population of Sinchon at the time.[5] The Sinchon Museum of American War Atrocities, established in 1958, displays the remains and belongings of those who were killed in the incident.[6] In schools, North Koreans are taught that Americans "hammered nails into victims' heads" and "sliced off women's breasts." Officials "copy all the images from the museum and plaster them all over school corridors."[7]

According to a dispatch, titled "Sinchon simmering with rage", released on 3 July 1998 by the Korean Central News Agency:


After graduating from Big Orange with my engineering " union card " for that's how I saw it, a way to get into a " professional " guild - more in the sense of Guilds of Florence  [ a 0 beacon of light, remove after upload]- which I had studied about when I was into painting landscapes in oil, since you cannot study Leonardo Da Vinci or Raphael, Michael Angelo, etc., without learning about Florence and that period of time - Dr. Harte and I continued to correspond but now more frequently - and some I have posted, and just a few of his lecture notes to the newly minted M.D.s who wanted to go into that line of work. 

According to a dispatch, titled "Sinchon simmering with rage", released on 3 July 1998 by the Korean Central News Agency:

The Yankees separated the mothers from their children before pouring gasoline at the children and babies who were crying for drinking water and milk. When the children and babies sucked gasoline and were crying, feeling great pains, the Yankees threw flaming torches to kill them. They also threw explosives at the mothers. The American soldiers drowned over 2,000 innocent people by dropping them from Soktang bridge. They also drowned more than 1,000 women in Sowon reservoir. Upwards of 1,200 patriotic-minded people detained in an ice warehouse were bitten to death by military dogs. The head of master Yun Hae Won of Jungsan Primary School was sawed up alive. The eyeballs and breasts of chairwoman Pak Yong Gyo of the women’s union of the Sinchon Tobacco Factory were gouged out. The enemies disembowled a pregnant woman to hold up a 9 month-old embryo on the end of a bayonet, laughing aloud. The yankees massacred 35,383 innocent Koreans, or a quarter of the population of Sinchon in 52 days of their occupation of the place. Exhibited in the Sinchon Museum are 6,465 items of evidences and some 450 pictures showing the man-hunting of the U.S. imperialist brutes. A survey group of the International Association of Lawyers published a joint communique in 1952 bitterly denouncing the U.S. imperialists’ massacre in Sinchon as an unprecedented-in-scope murder. The Korean people will remember the massacre for all ages and requite blood with blood.[8] 

Kim Jong-il visited the museum in 1998. Kim Jong-un visited in November 2014 to "strengthen the anti-U.S. lessons for our military and people... and to powerfully unite the 10 million soldiers and people in the battle against the United States."[9] In July 2015, Kim Jong-un visited again with senior military official Hwang Pyong-so, revealing a major expansion of the Sinchon massacre museum.[10] 



dr.harte.txt.medical.lectures.1  { 1  }  { 2 }  {3 }  {4 }  { 5 } This ends the medical stuff in this batch. #5  5:54am Chicago time.  I see that these links don't work. And pgs missing, our of order, etc., I still have some stacks of both the med. lectures and some 150 pgs of Margaret Mahlar's unpublished lecures under whom Ruth did some training, and also the personal stuff.  But with possible thermonuclear war approaching I am wanting to focus on that. Thank goodness for people such as Ray McGovern  The Duran II;( aDanny Haiphong   Dialogue Matters  and this new guy, Scott Ritter  whose retired out of the marines but before they let him go they made sure he was domesticated enough not to harm anyway.  I'm not afraid of marines in general, my best friend in this small town is a retired marine (9 yrs) Vietnam vet and all that, but 4th Dan in TaeKwonDo via Kukkiwon, 3rd & 4th Dan  (2nd in Shotokan) when you ask me what's the real bottom line in a fight to the finish - SIZE DOES COUNT BIG TIME . And he's a big guy!  Fact is, one of my sensie was Jerry Brown, genuine marine who got his 2nd Dan in Japan following getting 2nd place in All Japan Karate Federation Kumite tournament - and with a broken right arm, which after the fight was over - he did get compassionate medical attention from Japanese doctors at a local hospital.  From that same school in Japan where he trained while stationed in Japan - is where, through Jerry, I got my 1st Dan.  Well, Jerry was also about 6'2" and a hell of a roundhouse.  But he lost against a very much smaller opponent, as he told me, which you could construe that I'm just chicken of guys who wear size husky and are also combat marines too. But I'm near 79 now so Scott would be merciful I'm sure if push came to kick and punch.

That's were I get my insights from, those links above, and a few more.  But frankly I don't watch TV and haven't for years.  The Walter Cronkites, Sander Van Oker, Howard K. Smith, etc., are gone, but not necessarily forever. I've heard it on the internet said that CNN stood for Colonic News Network, but when Ted Turner had CNN it was The Greatest news service source on cable.  The Networks are screwing themselves because they are no longer independent but are owned by just a few giant corporations.  They are propaganda machines and Americans know it and are leaving them in waves.  CNN Neilson rating is like, 200,000 avg per day.  Hells fire, The Duran subscribers is now over 500,000, and Danny Haiphon - now > 200,000.  You know what made Apple great?  Steve Jobs.  He didn't know anything either on the software end or hardware.  He left that up to a EE named Wazniak (sp?).  Steve Jobs genius was that he could and did put himself into the  customer's shoes - he could see how the customer would see the Apple products.  And. like Sam Walton, Apple delivered what the customer wanted, NOT WHAT THE CORPORATION WANTED and figures that the key to maximizing profits was professional manipulation of the customers - manipulating them to what the CORPORATION wanted to PUSH onto the public.  Doesn't work!  American's may not and are not very well educated (not all are ignorant, I'm not being catagorical, but look at the dropout rates and ask yourself, WHY  почему.  It ain't from a small cerebral cortex, gray matter.  It's something else.  States don't have enough money because the FEDS are taking over 25% of the nations wealth just to feed what Dwight Eisenhower called THE MILITARY INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX. This and congress are destroying this country, bit by bit and now faster than ever before. The money, actual productivity money, not the FIAT debt, comes from the states' citizens - - > which then so depleats the state income that they no longer can subsidize higher education as they did when I went to engineering school, UT - - compared to say, Chinese, Russians, Indians (Asians), Israeli ----> they worship education like I do, it's the Jewish side of them),

I've got to get me some coffee to stay awake since its 7am now but it is only during the darkest of night that I can do much thinking.  I'll close this free association soliloquy by issuing a warning to these American companies what thinks AI is the way to expand and grow your profits during hard times. (We are in a depression despite all the lying coming out of W.D.C. and the main stream lying media.) You bloated corporations - you forget something.  You depend on Madison ave bunch and the experts in Houston, the McKoozie crowd, to solve your financial and managerial and projection problems.  You go AI and you will really accelerate your losses (lost customers forever).  I dropped ALL my contracts with AT&T (& the baby bell leftovers) when I had to spend near an hour trying to get a simple answer via their AI driven Virtual Human.  That ended my AT&T cell service (gave the AT&T Apple Cell phone to Catholic Charities.  And several weeks ago when I went into Taco Bell to get me a taco (naturally) and some girl looking everybit like her mother had died, told me that I would have to use the Kiosk but she'd show me how to do it.  Sorry, but I had a good share of Fortran IV in engineering school, put together an IMSAI and programed first in Octal (means screw you in Chinese) then assembler (so I could learn this new technology) and followed that industry all the steps along the way to the great stuff out there today. I AM NOT AFRAID OF COMPUTERS OR PROGRAMMING.  I am only afraid of Marines bigger than me and the crazy's in the EU and the white man's house and its bleed over, the congress - that is leading us to THERMONUCLEAR WAR which USA and EU cannot survive but I guarantee you that RUSSIA and CHINA and NORTH KOREA and BELARUS CAN and WILL RIDE AN ATOMIC WAR - RIDE IT OUT, and Russia will experience LESS loss than what the NAZI did to them, much less, and so too China and Especially N. Korea and Belarus.  If India was not non-aligned (smart move, keep it going) but aligned with Russia (who, USSR then, helped them BIG TIME without strangling them with strings, ala USA modi operandis.  If you can't figure out The Why - go to google satelite and look at the earth at night over those locations.  And that is just ONE reason, which should be obvious. 


No more Taco Bells for me,  No more Kentucky Fried Chicken for me either. Etc. to all those who replace my social being cousins with machines. AI is still a machine.  As Victor E. Frankle quoted (paraphrase out of time needs, Alport, who said "Man is NOT a computer, an object, a table, HE LIVES and when he sees that his life is reduced to mere chairs and tables, (being an OBJECT which is how you are treating your customers) he commits suicide. 

Did that bunch of overrated "consultants" tell you to go read your Margaret Mead ?  or Franz Boas (a good pure German like the 50% of genes in me, my composition, the other half is the artist and poet in me, the Serb = Pure Russian Crimson Red Blood.) 

Human being share something important with the mighty Bengali Tiger, the Indian and African Elephant and the King of the Jungle when he is not locked up in the Bronx Zoo.  Humans are by their genetic composition, social ism creatures.  They are social creatures who also happen to think.  And as with Maslow's higherarchy of needs, and the highest in the Maslow pyramid is NOT Self Transendence  [this wiki has the whole article wrong. Also Victor E. Franke was first an M.D., neurologist, then first a Freudian trained psychoanalyst and then founder of the School of Logo Therapy  but Self-Actualization which Maslow attributes to what he called the " peak experience " which I think is an actual physiological condition which we sense in the " ah ha moment " or the Eukreka effect, I've found it! "I see it now" etc.  Read in the above "peak experience" link, the reactions to this phenomena, moving, exhilarating, elevating, etc.  which leads me initially, a tentative brain dump, that the peak experience is also a physical response - that it the brain centers - possibly in the cerebral cortex but my guess is that it would be in the RAS, recticular activating system which originates down near the modula oblonggotcha and like electrical conduit channels - eminates upward into the various areas of the more abstract thinking regions in the frontal lobe.  Because the "wake up" effect does originate in the RAS, yes?  And you ARE waking up suddenly when you suddenly hit upon a new idea, discovery, (to you. others may also have done so too. As with for instance, Lorenz transformations and the special theory of relativity.  The special theory is essentially a physics application to Lorenz transformations.  In a meeting of fellow physicists, I think it was in Copenhagen in which Neils Bohr attended also, (I see the photograph of them all, most sitting but I can't remember at the moment, well ) Einstein gave credit to Lorentz and his transformations  for the special, but it was Einstein who had the Eurika moment.  Connecting the one with the other, the mathematics of Lorentz with physics application.  So tell me you folks in Houston, who has the higher IQ, Einstein or Lorentz ? 

Since the esoteric is causing an actual physical reaction, I mean, at least I bet you Einstein grabbed his chin (does medicine know why that is a common occurence when someone figures something out) why is it not possible that an action potential or perhaps a spurt of them as when sudden physical pain induces up to four of them (I don't know why,they just do, perhaps that speeds up the signaling since pain is signaling a danger of something, and so greater response time is needed. 

But I don't think, and many would concur, that discrete computer systems, that are digital based, are an adequate model for the brain in how ideas come about.  We know that the brain is both electro-chemical and produces an electrical, probably electromagnetic field all in a blob of mostly fat "lipid" cholesteral and I will bet you a kopek that the reason today's politicians in USA, EU and Western Europe and especially Canada are so stupid is that their brain's cholestral has been chewed up by too many statin pills and most all that is left is hollow space.  And that is why T.S. Elliot was referring to politicians as The Hollow Men.  

Getting back on track, Marx and also Dr. Harte in one of his letters I have posted, talked about ALIENATION, and Dr. Harte's letter was, I think in 1972 and he said he was concerned about what he perceived as the increasing alientation and distancing of people from each other. 

I think Tacobell is getting bad real bad advice.  I think it was Milton Freidman who said that a corporation's primary responsibility was to the share holder.  Listen to me.  China is now #1, Ichiban to my fellow karate students, No. 1 economically - because for the PRC the number one responsibility of both government and private industry is the welfare of the society - not the individual when that is at the EXPENSE of the society.  If everyone goes his own way - then like Einstein Brownean motion , you get random jagged jigsaw movement all of which becomes wasted energy.

I've never claimed to have had an original thought.  Doesn't bother me.  I'm still that kid who wanted to be another Van Gogh because I like to see the whole landscape.  I think I could have done OK with portraits and figures, with some pro lessons, but I have always found that looking at other people was boring and American's figures, bodies that is, ain't much to brag about, 'cludding my own.

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2024-JN-18 3:40am Chicago time.  I am going to have to get some sleep so I will break it here.  Except for one or two of the lecture series (these batch above is not that group) is quite a lot, but on one article dealing directly with this prof. from I think it was the Univ in Ill Urbana, something like that, I have written somewhere in all this I think she was totally wrong in her approach to teaching learning handicap children & teens.  She had it all wrong because - she " hasn't been there " actually knowing from personal experience what goes on inside of you when you find you seem not to be able to learn and then you get tagged as either dumb, slow, etc., and when it comes the the negros living in the slums of Chicago, Harlem, LA, etc., and this dip S&#* ( The Bell Curve) and others actually believe that God discriminates, is choosie in who he gives his best designed cerebral cortex to (usually white people, you know).  Fools believe that IQ tests demonstrate that the negro race, at least here in the land of opportunity for the "chosen races" confirm that negros are across the board 10 or 15 points below whites.  It's a bunch of crap and nonsense man.  You can't show it at autopsy and never have been able to.  Neither by weight or brain juices. I support the position that speed of learing, how fast we grasp new information - exists.  But rate of learning is NOT a function of intelligence if we want to call "the bright ones, the "gifted ones" intelligent. You brain dead people want to define it as based on IQ tests.  Yet they are useless except for getting a job as a psychologists administering  IQ tests for a living. I can understand just why you want to cling to your ignorance.   

I can't do [ academically ] what my NASA scientist friend, and teacher in a class in Sr. year, friendship of 50 years now, can do [ in higher math, physics, and all that stuff ] But I don't think he can do what I can do with - give me a canvas, some oil paints and a landscape that Van Gogh would like to have painted, or he might have given it a try.  I think it is more like - he gots his jolly's playing with Maxwell's equations and I didn't. I wanted my " Union Card " to get a good job and I got it. 

2024-JN-18 10:33 I've got to visit a friend in the nursing home.  Will be back in a few hours in the dementia doesn't get me down., come to think about it, WHY DON'T I JUST RUN FOR PRESIDENT, I AM QUALITIED NOW

There was this plant manager who said I was un_professional meaning "beneaf him and other life forms like him -  " because I was a member of IBEW (Knoxville).  These types equate being "professional man" the same as Herr Hitler did with, with the Jews for one, {the Jews were Unter mensch, means under, beneath,"unter" humans and in his book Mein Kampf  (My Struggle)  and exactly the same with the Slavs, ie., Russians, Ukrainiansm except those on the extreme Western side, and their big thing is to say, "  Slava Ukraini " which means "  Glory to Ukraine  " and if someone says this to you, you reply" Героям слава! Heroiam slava! or 'Glory to the (these in the link) heroes '

But the heros of those in the far West of Saliva Ukraini is reference to the Ukrainian NAZIs who collaborated with the NAZI SS in exterminating possibly millions of Ukranian Jews - because they were Jews and the NAZI had been TAUGHT TO HATE JEWS - IN THE SAME WAY the Cabal in the White Man's House are trying to TRAIN (as you train a dog and the Haarvaard psychologist, B.F. Skinner taught his pigions to be expert peckers in sorting pills in a pharma factory. That is also why this Cabal who is actually controlling President Biden with a long leash are desparately trying to convince the American People that the Russia of today is no different than when Stalin ruled the Soviet Union. 


YI really like art (paintings), music, reading, writing, karate, judo, aikido, but NO to arithmatic.  But having materially a comforable life - sure I'm capitalist enough that I want sufficient $ to get me the American dream (as measured by THAT standard, but there are many more dreams that can be realized in America (USA) that still makes this country the land of hopes and dreams because it does give you the opportunities if you are willing to put out the SWEAT and LONG HOURS and, as Roy Longstreet (Ranch Roy_L) commodity trader and expert at the art of teaching young teens  - asked us that summer evening around his campfire on his ranch near Jonesboro, MO,  "Boys (and today he would say also girls) - what is the one thing you need if you want to become successful (and he belonged to the millionare class) in life?" That is, to realize the dream of what you want to become.  Life is more than a bowlel of cherries and dollar bills. We each gave our opinion.  I said, "education."  He replied, "You're right Nenad, education is important. But that is not the secret to real success.  It's a single word. Keep trying."   And we boys all did, but we were also in a hurry because the ranch foreman was making "home maide ice cream" which none of us had seen done before.  His answer, and you know, I have read a lot about FDR and have many books about his, and Mr. Longstreet looked so much like FDR, a " muscular head ", and if you want to see him and how he looked, just click here  GOOGLE_ME_PLEASE 

The secret word to memorize:    PERSEVERANCE    What is the simple meaning of perseverance?

Perseverance is not giving up. It is persistence and tenacity, the effort required to do something and keep doing it till the end, even if it's hard.

Click me to see what all perseverance means

But why is this land of hope and dreams turning visibly into the "Sh*$ Ho9* that Herr John D. Trump called that "low IQ place place down in the Carribian lake, 'cause that place sure is poverty stricken and how else can you explain why thems people are like that, poor and uneducated unless it be 'cause they gots them a LOW IQ or what many in Memphis told me when I first moved down there, deep south you know, " They are like that because of their sins."

Sure did.  Because many of the white " well off "  folk really did subscribe to the verse "I've never known the righteous forsaken nor their seed begging bread." Paraphrase

Here is the Law:  25 I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.   

Ref: 25, the whole thing and its KJV too, so its got to be right

Before I started thumping on the keyboard yesterday evening - I looked up the percent of GNP goes to military expedatures:

The Russian Federation  3 to 6 percent

People's Republic of China   7 to 9 pecent.  Of course you know, don't you, you can't believe the Chinese or the Russians. 

The Republic (for better or worse now) of the United States  (assumes that the states are soverign BUT united in a common cause such as security ) of America (there is a North, in the direction of Alaska, Central, in the "middle" and South, i.e., south of the exceptional nation, US)

GNP expendature?  Approx 25% of GNP of that which is published. 

And now, near one Trillion $ is going to pay off loans to a very very small handfull of coupon clippers and those countries snookered into buying U.S.A. debt, believing that the USA were honest bankers; caugh, caugh and gap.

Is higher education in China Free (google that question) 

Is higher education in Russia free

Is higher education in India free

Is higher education in United States , land of hopes & dreams and opportunity (2024) free at last

We reap what we sow.    Judgement day is coming. 

More later depending on if there is to be "a later day."  If these ignorant people in the white man's house, and in the congress take on China, Russia and North Korea and Belarus   a nuke power  and Germany because they know they were F*%#@D  by Biden, et.al.,  (for those who don't know where these two countries are on the map)  United States is NOT going to even come close to winning anything at all. 

- later -


continue with  SINCHON MASSACRE in North Korea, between 17 Oct & 7 Dec 1950 What is True, What is False 

I do have the letter from Dr. Harte mentioning this masacre (and I will post it) which is an historical fact. In the letter where he describes the "torment" (his words)  that this soldier was going through

I am certain that this combat veteran of the Korean "Conflict" i.e, WAR [ When it is YOU who has your guts spilled on to the ground on "the glorious field of battle" YOU, if you somehow survived this war, or your surviving loved ones whom you "Left behind" - - - >  will call this "police" action what it truly IS ---> a WAR, and very much a war to the death it was by soldiers on both sides and well as well for the civilians  -  who are often killed, slaughtered, massacred - - - how ever you want to call it, by an opposing force who, in this case of Korea War - is out to free the world of the scourge of Communism [another one of those evil . . isms , you know; [ this scourge from a previous century inflicted on a people who would not obey their "Masters" command, who would not take an oath of loyalty and obedience in consequence, in consequence of which they too knew the meaning of  the scourge - THE SCOURGE.

And by way of illustration for today [ 2024 ], based on indirect evidence via internet from sources which I trust

The Duran I  &

The Duran II  ( a

Danny Haiphong  What does that name, Hai.ph.ong sort of ryhm with?  Clue C + ong = ?  remind you of?  Jus where is Haiphong ?  GoogleMe   Need I say more?

Dialogue Matters - Russia (Them Commie's you know)

and meet Ray McGovern - CIA man (27 years) Grew up in the BRONX!  I knew I'd heard that accents before.  But the really intelligent ones was raised some - in UPPER East Side of Manhatan and got them some good education at PS-6 real near the Metropolitan Art Museium;   Cuba Missle Crisis Stuff , speaks fluent Russian, German, and what else does he known.  Why was he an intelligence officer for U.S. Army on Soviet Union/Russian stuff.  And GET THIS.  Ray McCovern [absolutely NOT related to George McGovern - I also voted Nixon over McGovern, and think the WHY ( of it, he, Ray, thinks George HERBERT WALKER Bush was a real hero of the U.S.A.  ME TOO! You can't be keep getting shot down into the ocean by Jap Zeros and demanding you go back up into the air to fight them, the Japs, again and not be entitled to be called a HERO when you could have gone home after the FIRST dunking.  George H.W. Bush was every bit an American WAR HERO as was J.F.K. (and read the bios of both.  I am a fanatic FDR democrat, always will be but I want to U.S.A. to survive for the NEXT generation.  I am pushing now 78.5 yo.  Ray is at (d.o.b. 1939) now 85.  It's not HIS future that he is worried about. It's his grown children and their kids, grand kids, etc. I hate to say this, I really am a Union Man.  But Reagan said it yesterday when I was still a very young man and then working for YOUR government, TVA, 1976, and what Reagan said then it holds true today and is WHY you and me really have no other choice but to VOTE FOR THIS MAN - once again the AMERICAN PEOPLE'S CHOICE for President of The Republic of the United States of the of America.   With God's Help  -  He WILL Make America Great Again and Keep us out of a War that will Destroy our country.  What CHOICE do you really have?  Compare the differences between the two candidates.



1. Col. Black. nato prepares for war https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ET5ZjNIU0dg

You really ought to read THIS colonel's BIO before you smear him.

2. Russia offers peace 4h 14M https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5wcCAqgQBA


3. West Sleepwalking into Major Wars 1h 20m. The Duran. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56I0fq0NZ9o


The rest of the pics later today because later today is still today.

4. Russia Offers Peace Proposal to Ukraine John Mearsheimer 15 m "IF BIDEN IS RE-ELECTED, NOTHING WILL CHANGE" John Mearsheimer .jpg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2hXtyyKhec

5. EXPLODE ALL F-16S NUCLEAR - LARRY JOHNSON. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYSCM5kkhHc

6.  Scott Ritter [Capt. U.S. Marine Corp. Warns that Nato IS MOBILIZING Hundreds Of Thousands Of Troops! Great War Will BREAK OUT?     Very illustrious career.

7.  ColonelDouglas Macgregor Reveals SHOCKING Escalation In Israel After Lebanese Army Launched A HUGE ATTACK! Egyptian army is ready to strike (23sec) Hezbulla (sp?) "Has the capacity to destroy a large portion of Israel"  Other sources, including recently by Scott Ritter, that Hezbulla has enough rockets and missiles to destroy basically amost ALL of Israel infrastructrure. 

[Pause ] Question. Is this, what is now happening in real time, the PRELUDE to WORLD WAR III and ARMAGEDDON

Things may cool down or they may expand.  World War I came about step-by-step. None of the leaders of either France or Russia or Austria etc. wanted war.  Britain came in to "help save France" because if France "folded" then that would automatically mean that the then equiv. of a near trillion dollar debt today would be subject to immediate default; bonds, notes, etc. of France .  That is also why America, bastion of Freedom, rushed in to help save France, from DEFAULT.  (MY opinion but also that of quite a few others too.)

The battle between the forces of good and evil?  Who started this war, soon to be a conflagulation?  Who kept offering to negotiate? When Ukraine and Russia came to an agreement for a lasting peace - who blocked that decision - flying by Britains fastest jet, was it old reliable F35?  or the new British Air Force "Spitfire" The reliable Cessna 150 ?  I don't know. 

Let's see.  2:30 am Chicago time.  I better call it quits before my left ventricular chamber goes into fibrillation and I die in my prime (a new prime zone of life expectency for seniors over 75 & UP  set up by Medicare for Seniors, they really care for their seniors you know.

Later today I can return to the Sunchon tunnel massacre that happened in North Korea where some 35, 000 civilian citizens of all ages, both men and woman and children, were slaughtered  by American Army forces.  A senior commander


Larry Johnson REVEALED: Putin Announces EXPLODE ALL F-16s, WEST Panic Cry Over Russia Nuclear Move

This is a Dialogue Matters interview with Larry Johnson,

42,737 views Oct 1, 2023 Interviews    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUQH5GG1dnI  

Empty Actions, No Victory Odds | Larry C. Johnson

Larry C. Johnson is a veteran of the CIA and the State Department’s Office of Counter Terrorism. He is the founder and managing partner of BERG Associates, which was established in 1998. Larry provided training to the US Military’s Special Operations community for 24 years. He has been vilified by the right and the left, which means he must be doing something right. You can also follow him on telegram (t.me/sonar_21 (https://t.me/sonar_21), Patreon and Substack (https://larrycjohnson.substack.com).






Scott Ritter REVEALED: North Korea Sends Millions of Shells to Russia, WEST Cries of Panic





BIDEN "WE WILL NOT FIGHT A WAR AGAINST RUSSIA IN UKRAINE."  No. But now wars are starting in Serbia with Kosovo entering the fight.

IT'S HAPPENING  Russell Brand https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ORNvDUYgdk       2:35am today.  Read this on Russell's website

This was earlier on June 7, but now it appears to be happening.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBJsba79YJ4      This site is continuous but u cannot download as result. 


NEW FROM LARRY JOHNSON ---> Larry Johnson REVEALED: Putin Orders Ceasefire in Ukraine, Prepare Missiles Rain to Target U.S Also includes Ray McGovern adds comments too. 




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[ and I have been pecking away on the keyboard since about 1975 when these Mosfets from this planet hich they called The IMSAI { which orbited around the brightest of the stars in the constellation of Aquila -[ and Imsai later burned up from too much gas emitted by these Mosfets which gas then caught on fire followed by an epic explosion which resulted in the demise of the Mosfets preferred planet. .These Mosfets brought to the Earth a new revolution in what those humans who were given the secret Primer by these Mosfets [and I suspicion then, and even today, that these earthing who were "in the know" were, to tell you the truth, actually MIT scientists on the payrol of the CIA - and his their true identity by signing up to be members of the MIT Mickey Mouse Club.  And what did these CIA nutured scientists do anyway?

From the secrets inside the PRIMER - they gave to the earth people the very FIRST computer that you could litterly cuddle up with - - even when you went to bed, because you could continue to, if you wanted, to peck away in that bed, not initially with a keyboard, but with switches through which with a simple flick of the wrist - - turn on and off as your heart desired.   

2024_ June _ 16, Saturday, approx 2:10 am. I will have to close things down until later today.  I might be Ray McGovern's junior in age, but I don't think so in vigor.  One thing to remember is this: If Russia strikes us with uranium 232 (what smashed Hiroshia) if you can hide in a basement and stay put for about 14 days - and you are not in the large NUCLEAR BLAST ZONE - you will probably survive, initially,

half life of uranium 232 is just 69 years, give or take a few years up and down. If we get hit with a nuc of U-235, well half-life is 700 million years. I.m not shi7348g you. 

Plutoneum gives us a little better deal of sorts.  If the nuc is Plutoneum 239, well the half-life is only 24,00 years. Hey, what did Spoke say, "Live long and prosper."





2024_ June _ 14 reposted i.travel.to.kansas.city.mo.html with significantly new corrected code, format, etc. LINK

2024_May_26 2am, I Posted a web page On Prejudice_Ignorance_Fear . This page is about my having to give a speech at the Brentwood Jr. High School, in what was then a rather small back-water type of village of sorts which St. Louis Missouri (the "Show me and I'll show you" something like that; I think it is this state's { Missoura moto thing } some kind of moto or macho but back then I figured they was just being vulgar with me 'cause I had one of them accent thing that made me different.  They was just being vulgar. Some sort of challenge to me; put it up or shut up kid. But when I posted this Revision last night I gets this call from Scott Ritter   telling me I got it all wrong.  He gets this call from a Colonel Larry Wilkerson , I think that was the name, who was in Leningrade on the top of some hotel and to tell me that Putin wants Biden to show HIS first (not that, but his NUKES) and he Putin would show Biden HIS (Nukes) But I don't know. I think President Biden is either trapped by his own past and is being PUSHED into reckless behavoir - or he really does want to start a war with Russia to turn down the heat that's on HIM, Biden, and get everybody focused on the New War to save the world from the Spread of Putinism.  THAT'S IT.  ANOTHER AMERICAN ...ISM TO START A WORLD WAR OVER.  Except this time, if this thing does go nuclear - go ahead Joe and hide in your own BUNKER - but when you crawl out of your whole all you will see is a world full of ashes and YOUR family will also be part of the ashes to ashes.

Much more revision but again it is late and I am hearing the shooting HAS started and missiles are going into Russia.

In 1960, A.D., in partial fulfillment of the requirements to graduate from their 7th grade {the road ahead to academic achievement was their moto} to the next higher shell up to the 8th grade. Go to On Prejuduce & Fear - to memory from the past

2024_May_27 Rev, added some bits regarding Donald Trump. He is now below Joe, but that may change soon, come Nov. 5, 2024. All that is in constant revision, or as Dr. Macoy said in "Star Trek" 'I know about engineers, they always like to change things." Not quite Doc. It's like they are more honest than politicians, who lie all the time. When engineers make a mistake they simply put an R in front of their work and call it another revision. We don't gloss over our mistakes, like politicians do. We correct them through revisions. Now back to Joe and Vlad. I think I've got it where I can keep he two on equal levels through incorporation of "Display" property of CSS. I hadn't come across that property, tag, until I went to Prof. Google and, stating the search question correctly - may have found the solution. A SOLUTION to a problem is the process of correction, of reversing mistakes (not holding on stubbornly with want's failed - fearing a loss of face - but changing what doesn't work with what does work or edges us closer to moving in the right direction to a better solution. Engineers figured this out long ago - don't appologize (like John Wayne said in one of his old movies, ''it's a sign of weakness'' just make a REVISION, smile and move on to the next step. That's how I do it. And I don 't have to take valiums throughout the day to get through a long day.


CEO Col. Douglas Macgregor & Lt. General Michael Flynn

And you wonder to yourself, what might symbolize the great concern that the Colonel and Lt. General (Both combat veterans) have for this county, The Republic of the United States of America.

Response to the American People - to the Donald Trump Verdict




Colonel Douglas MacGregor's own State of the Union, recorded for his Our Country Our Choice organization. 10min

Col. MacGregor's address in audio . . .

Text of the Colonel's address for download in web format

text format suitable for Word . .

Video [mp4 format] at the Rumble link if the Colonel's message is expunged (via due expungement process.)

Our Country Your Choice recently a video message to members of this organization, Our Country Your Choice

CEO Col Douglas Macgregor of Our Country Your Choice.

Members update video CDMReport 37 min on JN 13, 2024 now available for general public

1 Report No. 1 Start 3:24 min  Ends 18:14     Transcription in text form

2 Report No. 2 Start 18:16   Ends  27:00    Guest is  Former Air Force Colonel Richard Tatem ( Photo ) ( Photo ),   Transcription in text form

3 Report No. 3 Start 27:04     Ends x:xx          Guest is Greg Folley ,    Transcription 

Start 27:04 Greg Folley, State House Candidate, District 81, FLA., former executive with Catapillar Corp., American company whose products are " Made in America " Caterpillar Inc., an iconic global company with over 100,000 employees and the world's largest manufacturer of construction and mining equipment and large engines. NRA Member, he is an attorney, He holds a Juris Doctor degree ( JD ) from the University of Notre Dame Law School and a Bachelor of Arts from the University of Notre Dame; He also served on the Boards of Catholic Charities and Eureka College.

Greg, who is married to his wife Margo and enjoys his role as father of 9, stepfather of two, and grandfather of 11, is also a parishioner at San Marco Catholic Church.

Psalm 127:3-5 KJV Lo, children are an heritage of the LORD: And the fruit of the womb is his reward. As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man; So are children of the youth. Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them: They shall not be ashamed, but they shall speak with the enemies in the gate.

Psalm 112: 1-3 KJV
3 From the rising of the sun unto the going down of the same the Lord's name is to be praised. 4 The Lord is high above all nations, and his glory above the heavens. 5 Who is like unto the Lord our God, who dwelleth on high.

Note" A quiver, as mentioned in the Bible (KJV) , is a sheath for carrying arrows.

Colonel Macgregor, "We will come together to discuss and strategize on the most pressing issues facing our nation."This event will provide a unique opportunity for you to connect with like-minded individuals and actively participate in shaping the future of our country."

2024_May_26 2am, Posted On Prejudice_Ignorance_Fear_to give a speech at Brentwood Jr. High School, MO. 1960 in partial fulfillment of the requirements to graduate from 7th grade to 8th grade. jmp to to memory from the past

New additions:

Peace In Our TIme? . . . 

If peace is not possible because of the many self-interests on the politicians, then:

And this is what America has become

The War Eagle

See also  The Great Patriotic War Part II     Will The War Eagle take on   The Russian Federation ( Tourist Info )   and The People's Republic of China               (  PRC  The People's Anthem  ) and The Democratic People's Republic of KoreaDPRK  ) and can it win? And if it can win - just what will it win?

Katkusha . . . What is this katusha thing about, anyhow? Katkusha at its most fundamental meaning - was a rallying song of the Soviet people, but especially the soldiers actually fighting the NAZI Germans - most often in hand to hand combat - and too the sailors of the Sovet navy - to literally fight to the death against this Nazi invasion of their country.

2024_ JN _ 13  Notice.  I have deleted on content on the dedicated servier for thevaccine.net and in a few days will post a message to that effect.  The vaccine.net was my kindergarten to 8th grade enterance into html & css from 0 knowledge to this site, which is my actual name.  In In Jan 2010 the preacher of the Baptist Church I was attending to learn that view of Christianity - the preacher asked me if I could find out what it would take to put up a website for his chruch.  I looked into the matter and I was appauld at the how much money the few people who knew how to do this web programing in this rural area of Kenutcky - wanted - to start, several thousand dollars. 

So I decided to find out for myself what web programing was about and to teach myself, via used books from places such a abebooks.com,  thriftybooks.com etc. and very very important - YOUTUBE.COM [ which for me, youtube has been fabulous in learning in depth, html & css; and the electrical aspects of the heart. But certainly not at the level a person wishing to make his living at this job, web programing, would need to have.   Or the level of knowledge that an M.D. or RN would have regarding the mysteries as "What initiates the heart beat?" Think about it sometime when you have nothing else to do that is more pressing.

As regards medicine, I have have never had any interest in exploring the world of intestins or where they lead or the practical side as for instance - perfecting the perfect DRE, or as for instance a freshman at UK (Big Blue) who goes out for this fetchism with basketball in Kentucky, seeks to perfect that, whatever it is where you loop the ball into the basket with some kind of a half-moon trajectory force with a circular motion then somehow the ball seems let lose tangentally from that curved trajectory orbital throw - right into the basket. Woopie.I guess in some way that is good for the brain since the prime function of a university, I always thought, was to acquire new knowledge and learn how to think so that you could collect a good bi-weekly paycheck rather than collect garbage, junk cares and cut grass (not pot now) for the rich folks. 

In about 3-4 months I had learned enough (and there is actually a lot to learn - even just to know how to get the stuff up into stellar space) to post a nice website with over 1000 mp3 old Baptist preacher recording.  Mp3 and mp4 came later, a huge improvement and simplified things greatly. At any rate, I was then 68 yo and mentally still in my prime though I do allow that many would disagree with me on that - hell I don't care.  Initially I used tables (such as you see in an Excel spreadsheet).

After finishing that task I went on to other things. It was not until the advent of the Covid-19 Pan_Scam_Demic [as in deamon] in late 2019 that I was invigorated by curriosity to think that this new scam on the public provided a good opportunity to hone new skills - again focused on web programing.  So I grabed thevaccine.net url while I could (yahoo blocked every attempt at using any "vaccine" type name for an email.  I did actually manage to complete one email application with a user name that had the forbidden "vaccine" in it.  Lasted about 50 minutes.  Worked.  But then yahoo "clawed it back". 

My motto for this site was "The Vaccine.net  where the best vaccine is the truth" 

The only real abiding truth I discovered was the Catholic teaching (in the St. John Paul II Catechism) of Original sin IS TRUE ---> Man IS born EVIL, or to be kinder, born with an evil inclination, bent that way.  My Moslem friend of over 40 years still holds to the belief that each new born child is born "an empty slate" what's that term,  emaculant, clean as a whistle (what ever that ever meant) and it is from external factors to him, the child, such as the environment which pre-disposes the child to cetain patters of thinking - and behavior which may lead him astray. 

Sorry.  I don't buy that at all.  Real life has taught me quite the opposite.  I think people like this Colonel MacGregor or Col. Wilkerson mentioned above - have seen the real gore and guts spilled that is the objective reality of this world. 

;Evil is everywhere present.  We cannot escape its will, its desire to entrap us and capture us - to first debase us and then to destroy us.

The "US" being those who intrinsically know that the spirit world is real and it is composed of the good and the evil forces.

There is only defense against this evil force, this reality - its constant grasp to capture us - to "pull us in and make you, me, "one of them." And that defense against this constant enticement to lure us into their trap?

  Become "one of them." Surrender to them. 

When you give in to them, become  one with them - this evil side - which produces your struggle in the first

place - your constant contending swings with the contradiction you seem to be facing and can't seem to handle, your ambivalence (love - hate) - your sudden swings from deep depression to exhaulation, leaps into happiness; all seem to go away in the same manner that consuming mind altering drugs, be it opion (which the 18th and 19th Century British empire forced onto the Chinse people and nation), hashish, pot (even the mild stuff will alter your brain and taken too long - damage, sometimes permanently your judgement and reasoning centers of your brain), a smorgasbord of lies, falsehoods, deceptions, with the sole purpose of either making you one with them or if you won't abide in them - then to destroy you by all means possible.

That being said, we are not born innocent.  There resides within our inner-self a propensity toward evil doing.  This I do know with a certainty in which I have staked my life on in the past:  indelible as using Indian ink to write a confession - I know that there is a spiritual world (there are other names and philosophies that give this world a different name and explanation); - - -  that there exists - - real energy forces that act upon us for the good;  there are evil ones to ther very core - again, spiritual forces that are destructive, gross in their evilness and wickedness which many call devils, and the originator of these agents of evil, if you will, derive from the very nature of the universe itself. 

In the universe there is always the plus and the minus.  The yes and the no.  You cannot have an energy to flow from one point to another point unless there is a difference between those two points.  And we can call them two poles. 

No energy derives absent a source.  Evil energy comes from a source - a Place - in Earth terms.  Goodness and Mercy are forms of energy, and they too derive from a source - a Place - in Earth terms. 

The energy of goodness and mercy (for they are one and the same) follow us - literally as iron filings are drawn by a magnet and we are PULLED in the direction that this magnet wills us to go.

The Torrah teaches us that this is so.  The Koran and Islam teaches us this is so.  The Bible, both the New Testament and the Old Testament teaches us that this is so. 

David teaches us that this is so in Psalm 23:6

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life"

"And I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."

"He restoreth my soul". . .

Indeed He did

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."

Because unless the GOOD force be with you to help you cross the worse of the raging rivers which we must all cross over in our life time that we are given, to get through the crucible of fire,- - we won't make it alone. This I know to be so.

Trust in God for truly He IS the good force, the good energy; and you will cross over the raging rivers without fear, "For surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever."

Because that place, that source of the good energy, is The House of the Lord.

So now it is again very late and no longer the night, but the day commeth soon.

Let me illustrate for those who do not understand what I am saying - I shall explain from another direction.  For those who have been through the crucible of fire - and survived - know what I am talking about

I heard today this guy Larry Wilkerson on  


STALIN UNIT!  The Tyrant Nut Job Rides In!   Napoleon's Colors    Battle if Borodino Begins    Battle of Borodino.    .Battle of Borodino   

2024_ JUNE _13 THE FINAL WAR @ 0 TO 22s PRELUDE 22s Marshal Stalin rises from the deep to call all to Unite in Common Cause against the NEW TRYRANT who has crawled out of his hole deep in the bowels of the Earth
@1m4s The Lord Brings His Blessings to the Fighers for Freedom @ 1m 46s Napoleon invades Mother Russia @ 4m Video illustrations end FOR NOW, but will continue, with Napoleon's flag. But TCHAIKOVSKY 1812 Overture continues to its end
starating at approx 17m 36s with photo of Tchaikovsky. Then intermission with a tribute to the Roma (Serbian, Slovenian or Greek gypsy - they roam near and far in Eastern Europe. This piece you will see and hear is a master performance of the
gypsy violin played at its best along with dancing, etc. To be continued if we are not all evaporated into fast moving electrons if the Bidonites start a war with the wrong people this time.


Russia is once again having to respond to the Western military threat [alias NATO] and its coordinated active aggressive actions against the Russian Federation; and by the NATO's aggressive behavior - it poses a threat to the very existence of the Federation as a nation, and to its culture and religious practice, and its people;s very way of life.

The apparent Pro Forma president of the United States, Joseph Biden, has openly declared his intentions to destroy Russia through his use of first - his proxy ---> Ukraine [what is a proxy war & A ]and and his NATO collaboratorsits intention to destroy Russia and break up its regions into small manageable units convenient for exploitation. The West, under the Banner of the United States and its three primary European antagonists, Britain (once again and Russia has not forgotten your attack on Crimea in 1853 to assert your continuing hegemony political & economic & military control of one country over states unable to defend themselves

Let's look at some recent published facts on this question, ''is the west, particularly the United States, out to conquer [to gain control and subdue by military force - which is what Hitler attempted to do on June 21-22 1941 with his Operation Barbarossa

[ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Barbarossa ] and then later look at much older books and history going back to the Wilson presidency and his aggression against the peace loving Bolsheviks in their conflict with the Czar's supporters {and don't forget that Wilson was both a Presbyterian and a democrat - [a democrat] And who is this Bird Colonel Macgregor, anyhow      [Say it just ain't so, JOE.   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bVGTVrQd6M ]

and his attitude toward Russia and Wilson's desire for its destruction - granted that Bolshevism emergence had a lot to do with it.

But once FDR was put into his hole in the ground and his favored vice-president, Henry A. Wallace  - a truly great man - but hated and despised by the republicans, then and forevermore,  was politically defrocked when FDR, now feeble and sick with cardiovascular issues  ran for the fourth term - and had to accept Dr. Harry Truman, his Ph.D being in Haberdashery Science, [certainly well qualified to be president] the conservative forces in America [that is Republicans, to call a spade a spade  which is an idiom, Latin for idiots  ] - made sure that the New Deal and the Square Deal for the Working Man --> who made this REPUBLIC great for all its people - -  was also put to rest - permanently {in otherwords, the Donor class put the working man in the biggest hole they could and then filled it up with piles of DEBT notes at LOAN SHARK INTEREST RATES- The working manthereafter became indentured servents, without any real way to "pay off debts because of starvation wages forced on them - they became and are today economic slaves> to be forever in debt to the DONOR CLASS of whom the War Hero, Douglas Macgregor refers to.

To first capture the political system for the Donor class and the large Banking Class - the 17th Amendment to the Constitution was "snuck in. " The link gives my opinion of what the consequenses are now, today. Also, if you read the analysis slow and carefully - you will understand THE THOUGHT PROCESS that the Founding Fathers undertook and why Article I, Section 3 of the Consitution was written specifying that the two federal senators shall be selected by the legislative process by each state and that process shall also be put together by each states legislative process.

How 17th Amendment is Destroying the Republic of the United States and why it is essentially controlled by an oligarchy and as the Colonel points out, a donor class. I call the arrangement now in place, selection of senators by who can cough up the largest amount of money for the senator runningt (away from the ideals of the founding fathers in favor of accepting bribes by the now in-place legal bribery system. Understand this: In order to bring in a Central Bank, a "Bank of the United States" it WAS NECESSARY FIRST to get rid of selection the senators by the individual states. In other words, the GOAL of these central banker huksters was first and foremost - the recreation of a Central Bank of the United States. That is why the two bills rode piggy-back on each other. The NYC bankers succeeded. And the fleecing of the lambs, the American workers, those who actually do work for a living, has continued ever since, unabated.

This analysis of mine I believe I believe gives the reader an objective analysis of why this came about, removing the rights of the states (now 50, not just "several" the right for each state to select by their . But it does not bring up the other piece of rot from the cistern tank (common in those days) which was the Federal Reserve Act. Because you see, only when Article I, Section 3 was obliterated (the states themselves would no longer select the federal senators) was it feasable to have direct elections of federal senators where, as is the case NOW, they could be bought-off by the DONOR CLASS. You see eliminating the selection of senators at the state level via legislators - the states were, frankly in Freudian terms, castrated. Because no matter how dirty a senator is and destructive of his states interest - you can't get rid of the bum except you've got billion of now increasingly worthless $$$s to pay off the necesary main stream media to "rally 'round their cause." Most all of the commercial main stream media, TV, cable TV, radio, theatre, print media - papers, magazines, etc., must be legally brided. And the Sherman Anti-Trust laws are simply ignored.


it's late, 1:14 am, 5/12 so I will continue another time later.

which then took away the individual states the right granted by the Constitution in Article I (one) Section 3 {must have been considered by the Founding Fathers as just about the most important of the Articles to be enacted) to select by their legislators the federal senators who would represent that sate in Washington, DC. Thus the federal senators where elected AT THE GRASS ROOTS LEVEL, that is BY THE PEOPLE (you know, the Preamble to the Constitution, WE THE PEOPLE ...and this is SO because consider this: Say you don't think your tax money should be spent on endless wars across the oceans - when your neighbors and friends are going hungry becasue their jobs have been sent OVERSEAS by the Donor class and and other such lice; No jobs, can't afford food for the family anymore; high cost due to the intentional creation of INFLATION BY THE FEDERAL RESERVE - A PRIVATE BANK FOLKS. But here's the thing.  What can you do about it? NOTHING.  Because your senators are elected by the big big money, not your pieces of worthless paper dollars that you are asked to give - to keep up the appearance that you make a difference. 

Let me summarize. The American aristocracy  sets out to take over the government and then - the long plan - return to a FEUDAL SYSTEM where the nobility - that is - the DONOR CLASS - rules everything.  YOU WILL OWN NOTHING AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY BECAUSE YOU WILL BE DRUGGED BY THEM TO WHERE YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW YOU ARE EFFECTIVELY A SLAVE TO THEM. 

Here is the SECOND PART OF THE SCHEME - first, you've gotten rid of allowing the people to select their senators - becasue how many of you know who your state senator is?  If your state senator was to vote on whom they send to Washington to represent you - DON'T YOU THINK YOU WOULD WANT TO KNOW JUST WHO THAT STATE SENATOR IS?  He or she is probably your neighbor!   Again, when the states selected the two federal senators - you were close enough to YOUR STATE SENATOR that you could ride over to his house and bang on his door and ask him, 'SAY, SENATOR JOE, HOW COMES YOU SENDING ALL OUR MONEY OVER THERE TO NOWHERE WHEN OUR SCHOOLS ARE A DISASTER, I'VE GOT FRIENDS GOING HUNGRY BEACUSE THE FACTORY CLOSED DOWN SO THE PEOPLE AT THE TOP COULD GET RICHER AND RICHER BY GETTING STUFF MADE 10,000 MILES AWAY WHERE THEY DIDN'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT POLLUTION, WORKER SAFETY, YOUR SCHOOLS, A COUNTRY HOSPITAL NEAR BY WHEN YOU NEED ONE REAL BAD (NEAR ONE THIRD OF COUNTRY HOSPITAL ARE NOW GONE, GONE, AND MORE TO COME. Remember, you are going to own nothing yet you will be happy?  How can that be?  Because you will be dead in the ground. Figure it out from there.

What finished off your REPUBLIC was THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT IN THE DECISION ---> Citizens United v. Federal Election Commission, 558 U.S. 310 (2010)  Read all about it here

Before that play, that slight-of-hand, (read that definition of slight-of-hand again to get the picture straight ) federal laws strictly limited the amount of money that could be donated to a party by a person. But this Supreme Court ruling now allowed UNLIMITED ''DONATIONS'' BY CORPORATIONS TO THE POLITICAL PARTY OF THEIR CHOICE. And guess what! BOTH POLITICAL PARTIES ARE THEIR CHOICE. Folks, that's what Colonel Macgregor means by THE DONOR CLASS. The big banks, big corporations, etc., etc., etc. RULE YOUR COUNTRY, YOUR REPULIC. First take away from WE THE PEOPLE the ABILITY to select their federal senators AT THE GRASS ROOTS LEVEL. 2.

Look for yourself at how really crooked it's gotten ''The court held 5–4 that the freedom of speech clause of the First Amendment  [in Kentucky that's called bull shit reasoning, a subterfuge   - and read the part in the definition, An expedient used to evade a rule, escape a consequence, etc; but also to MISLEAD YOU. to hid these conspirators true intentions ]  prohibits the government from restricting independent expenditures for political campaigns by corporations, nonprofit organizations, labor unions, and other associations.''


And listen, listen, listen, neighbors and friends, here the real truth from Justice Stevens: ''In a dissenting opinion, Justice John Paul Stevens argued that the court's ruling represented "a rejection of the common sense of the American people, who have recognized a need to prevent corporations from undermining self government.'' Wrong Judge (Justice) its not undermining self government - BIG MONEY HAS BOUGHT OFF THE GOVERNMENT - THEY OWN THE GOVERNMENT - and as Klaus Swab has promised you, ''You will own nothing and you will be HAPPY.'' Because this guy Swab, and the French pussy, Macoroni, and the bigger pussy up there in Canada, once a true free republic - want to RULE YOU, understand that word, their intentions, they want to RULE YOU, and to do this they must impoverish you by forcing you into perpetual debt by high inflation (engineered by the Federal Reserve, look at the inflation curve of one penny from 1913 to this day and tell me when there was ever a meaningful return to HONEST and STABLE MONEY.


Now listen carefully and think it over slowly and if you are a God Fearing person you will start to see how the pieces are being put together. It is now 2am so I am going to have to cut it short but as General of the Army, (5 Star) Douglas MacArthur said when forced against his will to retreat to Australia by orders of the President (FDR) himself - I am going to continue this analysis because the most important single Constitutional Bill of Rights you and I have still have in what's left of the Republic - is Number 1, Freedom to express my opinions, be they of a political nature or if I want to share with you what I do to maintain my health - becasue be aware - in my personal opinion the FDA and the CDA are corrupt to their core because of how BIG BIG PHARMA is able to legally bribe them (this is my opinion, not a statement of fact yet proven true) by de facto - meaning ''Existing in fact whether with lawful authority or not.'' 

Read this carefully from Britannica , and I subscribe by payment to them because they are perhaps still the single best source for rapid understanding of concepts - which then you can go to the law books to further your understanding. ''De facto, a legal concept used to refer to what happens in reality or in practice, as opposed to de jure (“from the law”), which refers to what is actually notated in legal code. ''

- end this above section for now.

On a number of occassions Truman was urged to "nuke" the Soviet Union while the U.S. could get away with it, that is, while the U.S. still had the monopoly on the A bomb to destroy Stalin's armies. The Soviet Union was never a threat to the world via "world revolution." Stalin had put an end to that self-destructive notion with his Socialism in one state policy. And too, Stalin was the person who initiated the the idea of Peaceful coexistence, but died before he could act on it as formal Soviet policy

Georgy Malenkov, who thought he was Stalin's crown prince was quickly dissuaded of that idea less he himself end-up in the same pile of has-been greats as Beria who quickly found himself on the wrong side of the power curve once the Master of Power himself died.

On the right side is when George was more presentable. The left hand and the right hand do show the precarious nature of power. President Biden (U.S.A) and his political supporters - have done everything they are capable, of doing to topple President Putin and grab the reigns of power to pull the Russian Federation into the claws of the Imperiealists and Globalist powers.

But all of their efforts have failed. Why? [PoochiMoo PoochiMoo ---> ?????? [Puchimu] What does ''pochemu'' mean in Russian language? It means "why, why so, - but with a tinge of suspicion in the voice of the questioner, that is, "Guy, what are you really up to; what's behind the curtain?  video upload done

What is to be done - what is the final goal if there is to be peace between nations of the world?

Is there any hope that somewhere, some place, where people of good will can go to talk of peace with complete privacy, away from the maddening crowd of nosy reporters and noisy people? The diplomats can begin again, focused on a new direction that is future oriented and where benefits of the agreements will belong with both parties.  In a place that will allow them to think things over without always having to deal with the demands to "finish up please, faster" "get it done now, there are other important things to do." 

And perhaps tall mountains will surround them for further protection.  And with a little luck there will be a big lake for those like me, who like to catch the bass. 

The classical method of past history teaches  that when the negotiators feel they are reached agreement on all the major points - then the matter is summarized concisely as with an appelate brierf and then THIS Brief  and the options are moved up to the next rung of the ladder.  Step by step.  Haste makes waste. 

You have ALL forgotten your history. The controversies and WARNINGS concerning having SUMMIT meetings where the leaders at the very top meet to " iron out issues " when tradition and past history (pre March 1960, (I think that was when Gen. Eisenhower met with Premier Krushchev (A decent man if you have studied your Russian history. You are here today because he chose common sense over who out-stared whom. And how did THAT summit meeting go? And putting missiles on America's virtual border  that is, across the wide blue blue gulf.

There must be such a peaceful place where the diplomats can meet without worrying how they appear on the six oclock news. Perhaps somewhere Over the Rainbow    Now uploaded Apr 17 2024

ISAIAH 2:4 '' And he shall judge among the nations, and shall rebuke many people: and they shall beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into pruninghooks: nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more. ''

Rev: 2024_May_25_3:35pm Note: The two presidential divs are now aligned correctly in terms of how much magnification increase before one of them slides under the other's ''block'' the ''div of the other.'' If you hold shift and then rotate the mouse wheel, then go too much and red block will slide under blue block. On going in other direction, smaller, the two divs stay aign, i.e., neither red or blue gets above the other. I am wondering if the reason that Pres. Putin's div slides under blue - is because - well I don't know. But I think, though as of yet I do not know, that the cause of this is because Pres. Putin's div is not as high as Biden's. To work around this problem, I think that if I encapsulate both of them into another single div then I think that only the single bigger div will be affected by changes in magnification. I will try and see by experimenting. But first, remembering the old Russian saying, ''measure twice and cut only once, I will backup first, just in case.

Rev: ... 4:10 pm Pres. Biden's still got the advantage over Pres. Putin when I roll (not the dice) but the mouse wheel. For some reason, at a certain point Putin slips under Biden. I can't have that happen. Could it be that I have set the total width of the div at 70% ? I've got the container at

#container {

width: 80%; /* using 20px less than a full 800px width allows for browser chrome and avoids a horizontal scroll bar */

max-width: 100%; min-width:80%;padding-top:5px; background: #ADB96E;}

what happens if I set the minimum width of container to 70% then both the presidents are in the same box and the box cannot expand beyong the container min. size. I think. This I know, you can play the ''what if'' game, experiment, in game theory and also stuff like what I am doing which is my way of learning. In the REAL WORLD do you really want to play the '' Game Theory " stuff that academics and Powerpoint generals like to play in real life. Or shall we do it like they do in Kentucky, use common horse-sense, where there are many horses but not so many jobs anymore, especially the lucrative coal mining jobs, because the decision makers have not looked at the opposite arguments to the Bubling Earth hypothesis - which many many scientists and Nobel winners say is BUNK to quote Henry, Ford that is. Before continuing on the path you've chosen which might just dig the hole this country is now in, deeper and deeper, why not put together another NASA type of investigation and get together the best and the brightests of real scientists whose knowledge base is not in question - and see where you really want to lead this country. As the old Russian peasant proverb goes, Look before you walk into the quicksand, as it might be real difficult to get out than it was to get into the mess. I've got to go to the flea market and see what "bargains" I can find. It's called "impulsive buying."

2024_may_26 2:25am So far I still haven't got it right. Doing a Prof. Google search on "prevent two parallel divs . . . and I chose "divs from stacking" I came on reference https://learnlayout.com/ then https://learnlayout.com/no-layout and on 2nd link is this statement,

display is CSS's most important property for controlling layout. Every element has a default display value depending on what type of element it is. The default for most elements is usually block or inline. A block element is often called a block-level element. An inline element is always just called an inline element.

And frankly I had not known that "display" was of any count. But looks like it might be the answer will be on this tutorial link. 19 pgs of content. My motto remains, it is better to have tried and failed than never to have tried at all. Of course once again we must thank the poets in our life for jewles of wisdom from time to time. Spaseba, Lord Alfred (not that guy just below us)

President Joseph Biden's 4th of July Address to the Nation

<note> margins, etc are coming later today or so.

Then comes a beautiful song of America

Then when the perils of WW-II approached to whom did we give thanks for what we have? And what were the things for which we were most thankful.

If we are to get out of this fast emerging Greater Depression then we are going to have to in someway restore trust of the people in the our republic's government and resestablish what our true form of government is: A Republic, not a democracy.

That will mean repealing the 17th Amendment and returning

Additional Authority on 12th Amendment, links later

to the soverign states their constitution right to select the federal senators by their chosen processes.

In addition it will be imperative that control of the money supply and the method of coinage be returned to the People by ultimate control of the Treasury by the federal senate - whose members will be selected by the state legislators. Thus control of the currency and its spending and investment value will be tightly controlled and connected to the people through their state elected legislators.

The Federal Reserve has proven itself to be a nest of corrupted officials swarming around whatever sweet source will offer them the most lucre and go ahead and pour the liquor too - most often offered by the bloated banks in Manhattan and out west in SanFrunnyCisco.

Look at the FED graphs (via internet). When has the ''Federal '' - ever reversed inflation for a period of time long enough that the people can recover their money which is stolen from them through higher and higher taxes then compounded by lower and lower actual currency purchasing power.

I think this - that President Joseph Biden could be re-elected if he could in some manner convince the people that he was honest and would work to restore the Constitution to its original design.

Gold has no intrinsic value. Ask the Eskimos. Ask the Lakota Native American people of the Dakotas if their ancestors considered the gold burried in the soil of the Black Hills - whether to them this gold had "intrinsic value." For the Lakota was it gold that they valued, or was it the buffalo that had intrinsic and therefore spiritual value for them, the Lakota people.

What is it that people fear so much when their currency, money if you will, whether paper, fiat or whatever, when this medium of exchange looses its value? What is actually being lost that brings the fear to the people? The medium of exchange is their mechanism for survival in the present complex society. When the white man violated their word and encrouched onto the Laota lands, and the Black Hills - they also killed wantedly the buffalo. The buffalo was the Lakota people's gold. Just as if you wonder why the Hindu (India) has such reverence for the cow - it is because before modern times and in parts of India this dynamic I explain still applies - the cow provided SURVIVAL for the people of India. The cow provided - heat by burning of the dung for cooking purposes; the cow provided food by way of the milk they produced; the cow was and still is (I saw this for myself on a visit to India) used for pulling the plows for preparing the ground for crops; and too the cow dung is perfect fertilizer.

Sri Vivekananda explaines this in, I believe it is Volume I of the 8 volumes of his lectures.

When the Federal Reserve people (themselves unemployed unless you consider what they actually do for a living and measure their productivity by their success over time, starting in late 1913, , their success at keeping the value of the dollar, money, stable - a success - then what they are actually doing is collecting their own version of AFDC (theirs being ''Aid to unproductive PhD economists with families too thus Dependent on a government handout if they are to survive. That is to express it in their own lingo, they too are on the ' lam ' or the Big Tit of their own Holy Cow, the U.S. Tax Payer.

The FED is destroying families ability to adequately feed their children (and without the childen, the NEXT generation - you will have NO Republic of Ameirca.) The cause the loss of peoples jobs and homes. In short, they destroy the people's sense of security.

Why is gold considered a "hedge" against the FEDs policy of inflation? NOT because it has any "intrinsic value" ask the Eskimos what is better eating, gold or the tasty blubber of the whale?

In the German nation's crash of their money value (1923) - a very smart German (naturally) economist came up with clever idea to use German agricultural land to back up a new currency. The farm land was productive and that productive output would allow some elasticity in the currency (that is, a limited bandwidth in which the currency could expand and contract within the limits of the bandwidth). For the FED this elasticity was a rubber which would stretch and expand until it could do no more and then it would break and impregnate us all with heaps of worthless paper not worth using to clean up things.

Which reminds me of my friend Scotty, also a lower classman at the Watkinson Preparatory School for Privileged Boys in Hartford, Conn. Scotty was from Scotland. His father was a business man who travelled forth and back to Scotland. And so he parked Scotty at Watkinson school. I will save telling the whole story for later and put it in the Nenad Cuic's School Days section. But here is the short of it and you can fill in the blanks unless you want to read the whole story later.

We all, upper and lower class had to go to study hall for two hours each evening except on Saturday and Sunday. But we did have to attend class on Saturday morning to twelve. The study hall was large and the desks were wooden with built in ink well and looked like something out a a Dicken's novel. At the front of the study hall the "Master" sat at his large wooden desk and looked over his obedient students. If you wanted anything you would have to walk up to the desk and address the master as, "Sir, may I have .... etc." Or, "I want to go _ _ _" Well, you know.

Now in Scotland, you know those pink pearl erasers you can buy, back then for about ten cents, but today because of the FED - an eraser, which the Scots, just like Scotty was, called American erasers a Rubber. And the upper class lads, I think also those in Scotland too, have the naughty habit of using lower class boys for their own amusement. Not what you was immediately thinking but should know better, that only happens at Harrows' Public School in London - founded by her Majesty Queen Elizabeth I in 1572 - - - and interestingly the Queen initially required the Royal Motto for her pet Public School to be,

"Harrow is thine name".

This interesting Royal command may be found in, I think it was Vol. 12, of the set of my History of England, the fall of Wolsey to the defeat of the Spanish Amada; London, Green and Co June 1870 Edition, by JAMES ANTHONY FROUDE, M,A., LATE FELLOW OF EXETER COLLEGE, OXFORD.

As the centuries went on by, more astute (clever) Englishmen informed the Crown that perhaps Harrow should be replaced with the simpler to understand word, Hallow. The Royal Consent was given and thus since the King James Bible was first published 1611. Little do the truly devout realize to what they are actuall giving their prayers. Very British of them.

But what do you think they, the upper class scallywags put poor Scotty up to in study hall that evening some 66 years ago. I haven't croaked yet and I haven't forgot yet what a good belly laugh will do for you.

Look, the FED has LIED to the American people, YOU, Mom or Dad, from the start of its creation. 1913. The people were sold a "bill of goods" in that, (and you can read the history, especially regarding political economy), of that time and one of the major selling points was that the FED would be able to provide ELASTICITY to the currency when cyclic DIPS occured. But the real DIPS are the dip-heads at the FED who have not the honesty to tell the public what they, the FED dipsticks have done to the American people by their (FEDs) intentional economically suicidal exponential expansion of their lovely FIAT currency.

Germany pulled out of its economic crisis (not just by pegging the Deutsche Mark to the private farm land's value which was necessary but by itself not sufficient to restore prosperity.)

The missing link to restore prosperity through stable money - what had been lost to Germany post WW-I and is greatly lost to America today is, in one word, TRUST, [ that is to say, I've found it, Eureka! - trust in the integrity of the currency and trust in the government and its legislators

That German army marching song, Erika, well that sounded close enough to the Greek word Eureka - εὕρηκα that I decided to go with it, the song, to make a point. Oh by the way, are you wondering what an Erika is in German language?

Here is a short clip just to give you a taste of a German Erika, and it ain't no German_Greek running around town naked yelling in Greek, Eureka εὕρηκα "I've found it!"

Here is what Fräulein Erika means in das Deutsch

Eurika my Own Special Flower in Bloom ; but you can be sure them German's like their Eurika freshly brewed like they like their Baverian beer, fleshly made. Schluss mit diesem Scherz! ) I bitte, OK. [Here is that German song with English subtitles for your enjoyment and understanding ] - that I feel is central to what is now happening in the Republic of the United States; the intentional destruction of the U.S. currency value.

Why did the big big bankers in NY want to create a central bank which President Andrew Jackson had successfully slammed the door on.

What was happening was that many of the USA states (which are supposed to be soverign states within LIMNITED federal control) were chartering their own banks and locating them - in particular - in rural, remote counties which had no banking outlets and the big bloated monsters such as J.P. Morgan's banking house would NOT locate to regional banks in these remote areas.

Why? For the same reason that today "private enterprise will not string up optical cable to bring internet to rural areas; for the same reason that FDR felt it necessary to create the Rural Electrification Agency to bring electrical power to the farmers and small towns.

The payoff [profit] and payback time [how long it would take to recover the initial investment costs before return on the investment (running electrical cables for miles and miles to the farmer's house and bards) profits started to come-in.

For a private utility whose main purpose for existingt existing in the first place was [AND IS TODAY] to make PROFITS for its investors (and what was best for the people, the communities, the society - was a second or third place consideration. Still is.

For a utility, a corporaton - the payoff to string up vast rural regions with electrical cables was way in the distance in time - and what was best for that rural community - was a distant consideration if it was ever a consideration in the first place.

You can see now that when the growth of these small rural banks, chartered (in effect licensed to do business in a state) started to have a real impact on the biggies in NY, etc., it, this local bank growth posed a REAL THREAT to these big banks.


How can we, the giant banks, consolidate control of all banking in our hands (the J.P. Morgan's etc., otherwise this growth of state rural banks will continue to bleed off profits from us.

How do we go about it - federalizing the entire banking system so that only a small elite will control everything.

Because if you control the currency (money) you do - in actuality - control everything - because in a modern society - the means of survival is in having access to money!

You know that already and probably from past experience; and if not in the past - SOON - for I prophecy - and others have likewise done so, the Black Swan has decended upon this country, the United States and also the Western Europe, the EU, and Great Britain too.

You lose your job and then - how are you going to feed your family? Or yourself? J.P. Morgan and his kind of person (and I am not demining him personally - any more than I would John D. Rockerfeller (a good Baptist which is why the University of Chicago which his money founded - keeps his statue parked in a remote place on the campus and allows the pigeons to sh#$it all over it and never cleans off the doodoo, such is their contempt for conservative Christians and what they stand up for and their willingess to be counted for what they believe.

Look, Andrew Carnegie's money gave us the prestigeous Carnegie Mellon University. And he was quite a handsome guy, even in his old age.

Being rich is NOT a disease, a pathology. It, personal great wealth - has been and continues to be a source for great advancements in society. Lorenzo the Magnificant (a Britannica link; and if you have children in school - a wise and not expensive asset toward their education ) was, he Lorenzo - the great patron of the arts and by his wealth he enabled a Michelangelo to produce such expressions of glory to his Creator as THIS; and THIS . And how about THIS


Raphael and a glimps of The School of Athens

(that's in Greece, by the way, Athens that is)

This TRUST, which was HERE in the USA when I came here in 1954 (at least I felt it), when senators and congressmen spoke of making decisons in the National Interest (and many of these legislators were also known as statesmen) is gone, flown the coop (American idiom meaning get out while you can.)

When, the U.S. Federal Reserve Bank as well as EU Central Bank (all central banks as President Andrew Jackson will tell you) - destroy this exchange mechanisms (currency) value - which they are (in my opinion) - are intentially destroying the people's ability to survive. Why? If you want to destroy the nation, destroy its currency first. Then you destroy the people's trust in the existing government. Then you destroy their sense of HOPE.

When you destroy HOPE - people give up, they no longer struggle for something better; they become sheep. That is the end goal of the present rulers of the Western world - make you all sheep. You will own nothing, not even the land on which you feed off for the grass it yields. And you will bec happy. Why, What more does a sheep want but to eat its daily allotment of grass (not the kind you smoke unless you want to puke it all up).

-more later-

As for. . . . . remember him? Were you perhaps just a little better off when he was at the helm? . . than you are today?

Donald Trump - He does have one very strong asset going for him. Trust. The people trust him. Why ? But Why him ?

The peopleare drawn to him and want him to lead their country out of the crisis as the

storm approaches - credit - bad as it may be - I feel President Trump does offer us hope and with this hope there.

will come follow-thru- to get us, you and me, the working man, through the STORM; and if/when he wins they will; . . . and . . . because of the simple fact that when he talks and when he gives his speeches, most often they are extemporaneous , with spontaneity [means - the quality of being natural rather than planned in advance [no smooothy talk, ]with he has the sound of . . CONVICTION . . in his voice, in his breath, in other words, in his heart.

These echo-chamner poleticians - what's their CONVICTION in anything, and where are we headed if we stick with them?

To speak with conviction - what does that actually mean in the political-world sense of today? It means to speak truly as you actually believe in your heart. Not in phoney rehearsed Madison Avenue professional 'speak' in which the people hear Phoney-Speak speaking - smoochie feel good jerk-off typical reheaersed political talk. I hear them and I wants to go to have a sit down with Thomas Crapper himself and complain and ask him

"Ain't their nobody no more that's REAL out there that actually believes in something worth-while fighting for - (has the conviction of his beliefs put into words) instead of blowing into the horn of the loud echo chamber machine."

Because near most all of these politicians today, both here and abroad - all speak the same crap sounding phoney-speak. It appears to me that Trump speaks from his HEART. Thus he needs not the fancy words. The people hear him.

And his competition and those who will be diving into the cesspool they themselves created in this country if he Trump wins - HATE HIM because he SPEAKS THE TRUTH and the people who've been screwed are now listeningt

At least is sure looks and sounds to me that way because JUST LOOK AROUND AT WHAT'S HAPPENED TO YOU AND TO YOUR NEIGHBORS AND THIS COUNTRY.

And the ones what's bringing the worst of it about wants to go to war with the other two big boys on the block 'cause them two beat the pr*&*s at their own game. And them two are smelling the roses while the bunch in Washington DC are smelling the sh*#^ they have caused.

And I think the people, dare I say it, the VOTERS, trust the Donald because he DOES have that conviction in his heart for what he believes is best for this country of ours and his.

"His?" What you mean by 'His' That's right. because you know he DOES have more than a lot of money at stake if this country collapses or brings on a war that it can't win - he does have his PROGENY - that he also cares a great deal for. Progeny? look it up yourself on . . Google . .

In other words, the

Working People Trust Him.

the above and some of below is still under revision. So, in posting now, know that.

2024_May_28_ 5:20 am Chicago time Rev 0

I have rough draft now on my academic theses on

The One Cause of All Wars in partial fulfillement for the requirment of voting for peace by trying to do my part in allaying misunderstandings between peoples - which are often caused by fear. We fear what we don't understand.

Different nationalities. And ofen this fear results in hostile actions. Even War This is a natual defense mechanism. The etiology, the cause, of this misunderstanding often results from such things as different languages, different customs and beliefs of a cultural and religious nature, political differences, and also, not always understood until it is too late, --- regarding definitions of what it means to trust another, etc.

Is there a solution? Where do we go from here - next stop

They feel that with Donald Trump at the Helm, they can weather the storm that is just ahead.

But he is, in my opinion, a 'barker" in many ways. [But I don't want to stretch the analogy too far] A twenty-first century Billy Bigelow - a BARKER for the The Carousel and his Julie Jordan is his 90% Serbian wife, Melania Trump, a Slovenian, {from the people of Slovenia with Love )

(I am going to have to shorten the 'Slovenia with Love' selection since it is too long for the purpose of this, whatever I am doing. I think I have a good ear for selecting the best of the folk songs.)

once a provence of Yugoslavia - and therefore, by logic alone, she is both beautiful as are all Slavic ladies and a friend of Serbia and all Slavic people . . including Russia (and do read to whom they call upon to protect them; and to whom do they give their thanks for their prosperity. This is the case with ALL Eastern Orthodox and devoted Catholic countries - : Hungary, (also take note!) Poland, Greece, . . Russian Federation . . Romania; . Bulgaria . . and more.

Have you read the words from each of these Slavic people's National Anthems? Whom do they call upon for help in times of need. What do they desire most. Here in these countries of Europe and Eastern Europe, a thousand years then another thousand years of magnificant culture. Why destroy that which is so lovely, that which is so beautiful - with talk of war which so often then leads to that end. Who is it that constantly promotes such talk and activity. Pray for the peace in the lands of our Slavic brothers and sisters. Pray that their children may know a bright future without knowing war and the trauma it brings to us all.

Then I think I will close with this 1and this

I want to visually & audio to show that we are much more alike than different.



Then comes a beautiful song of America

Then when the perils of WW-II approached to whom did we give thanks for what we have? And what were the things for which we were most thankful.


President of All the Russias, & the Russian Federation, Vladimir Putin

The National Anthem the very best rendition, in my opinion. (style line height in the div much tighter)

The very best version of Russian anthem (Bolshoi junior choir) --> Audio only

The President joins 80,000 Russkies in singing the Russian Federation's National Anthem.

When I think of recent history of both USA and Russia that has had the most lasting impact on the psychology of its people, for Russia (& Soviet Union, this has to be WW-II then I would put WW-I, and THEN only - The Bolshevik Revolution, or better defined as the Red-White Civil War. Because, in my non-professional opinion - it was Russia's involvement in that war, WW-I and the unbelievable consquences to its army, the army of the Czar

Two songs and two movies best illustrate for me the feelings associated with The Eastern Front, which meant for both the German soldiers and the Soviet soldiers The Place of Horror.

For me, the song of that place and time that best illustrates I call it:

1. Do not weep for me, I'll Survive . . Of course, this is Ivan's song, his lament I think. But "Do not weep for me, I'll survive" I have actually taken from Aleksandr Isayevich Solzhenitsyn classic masterpiece of literature, The Gulag Archipelago, Solzhenityn's ''flagship work'' as Wikipedia puts it.

In that huge work, there is the story, brief it is, of a Soviet prisoner who writes to his wife and starts the letter with,

(Note. the link just below is now connected)

" Do not weep for me, I'll survive ." For me this one short sentence describes the Russian character better than any other that is put into words. Russian Stoicism.

I love professor Google.

''The stoics emphasise what you can control. The choices you make are in your character. In doing so, they use the so-called cardinal values of Socrates: Courage, Temperance, Justice and Wisdom. What you consider good or bad is up to you, but it should never come at the expense of these values.'' https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=


in's picture as soon as I can incorporate the div's to hold both president's photos and associated music reflecting their nations spirit.

What is a Stoic person like?
[ https://www.iberdrola.com/culture/stoicism = In a world where crises follow one after another, daily life is frenetic and the elements that form it are tremendously liquid, stoicism is presented to successful entrepreneurs, personal trainers or writers as the best philosophy to help them live a full life, based on the value of reason and not trying to dominate that which is beyond our control. . . .

The word stoic, in its modern usage, refers to a person who is indifferent to pleasure, joy, as well as sorrow or pain. Not surprisingly, the dictionary of the Royal Academy of the Spanish Language (RAE) defines stoic in its first meaning as "Strong, equanimous in the face of misfortune" and the same is true of the Oxford dictionary which defines it as a person who suffers pain or problems without complaining or without showing what he feels. However, the Stoic doctrine is rather based on being guided by reason and, because you cannot control what happens around you, controlling what you think about what happens.

For this reason, stoicism focuses especially on the emotions, which it refers to as passions, and which it divides into good, bad and indifferent. The good ones are to be promoted, the indifferent ones are to be ignored and the bad ones are to be dealt with.

Stoicism's reflection on this is that people are not disturbed by the things that happen, but by the opinions they have about those things that happen. So, it is a matter of confronting those opinions and, before taking them on board, questioning them as if they were hypotheses rather than firm facts. In this way, they can be refuted by seeking a more productive perspective and getting a rational response to those passions in order to turn them into healthy emotions. ]

I think it not an accident that President Putin rates Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn very high as among his heros.

But I conclude by cautioning the skeptic of either Russian response or China response to current crisis climate that if USA brings matters to the American idiom of ''Push comes to shove'' USA will experience same disasterous end as did Germans on the Eastern Front and at Stalingrad - a hideous ending from which you, EU, Britain, France, and Deutschland Deutschland über alles will have NO recovery. The EU and American government, their poignant failure and miscalculation, (painful, cutting deep into the psyche, the ego and also cutting deep their superego - because anyone who champtions - or facilitates the slaughter of the innocent, be they soldiers too, ''let us fight to the last Ukrainian [i.e., is killed, dead] is by definition a person without a conscience [an inner feeling or voice viewed as acting as a guide to the rightness or wrongness of one's behavior] and this type of person is defined in Freudian psychoanalytic terms as a PSYCHOPATH. Example from history? Herr Himler, Dachau, Treblinka - the only German death camp that functioned ONLY as that, a PURE DEATH CAMP; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjA7QP7fV_k Note: At 11:56 min ''Conquest is built into the program (of conquering the land for the PURE Germans) along side of getting rid of the Jews (making the countryside clean for the Germans)

It is now the next day, ~ 2am. So I will continue tomorrow with the styling and developing the USA side. But I close with Ivan's Childhood. This movie was one of Soviet Union's truly great film making productions. Ivan's childhood is the story of childhood of MILLIONS of Soviet children [and let me add also similar suffering experienced by Polish children [especially Jewish children], Serbian children, Ukranian children, etc., and what they experiened directly from WAR with the NAZI Germany (always to make the distinction, for even the USA government is not above supporting genocide and mass slaughter of the innocent when it is seen by them to be politically expedient and advantageous, in my opinion based on public information which may or may not be the whole picture.

. . . IVAN'S CHILDHOOD ... 1 hr 34m 57s Weep not for me, I'll survive - reposted.

United the Allies Defeated Tyranny - Divided - We Shall All Be Destroyed     { Victory on Land }


And this is what America has become

The War Eagle

The Great Patriotic War Part II Will it take on the War Eagle and can it win?

Note: 2024_May_28 10:38am Chicago time.

This is my real first attempt at video stuff. A real steep learning curve for sure. Harder for me than even my final freshman calculus exams. Will I pass this new reality test? An attept to solve the equation for peace; really it is more like the finals in mandatory freshman chemistry exams. You know, balancing a chemical equation? I mean like what's the catalyst that will initiate the necessary reaction to get the process started again?

I don't think that, - and this is my personal opinion, - that Blinken has got the intestinal fortitude to do the job that really needs to be done.

What's that mean, intestinal fortitude? It means having the courage (you think?) and the determination to do something difficult or unpleasant. I question Blinkuns true motives, his lack of up-front honesty which means, "What is his real loyalty to the President, Biden."

Just look at the results he has achieved so far. What are they? 0 which is to say it less mathematically, ZERO - unless, unless, obfuscation has been the President's intent all along. This would be really difficult for me to believe that he, Blinking would intentionally lie to the President. Unless the President himself has nefarious motives all along. I cannot believe that this sort of trechary has now come to our United States. If so, if treachery has come to this country, then for the American people who have trusted him all along during his present term as Commander in Chief - it would be . . . The MOST unkindest cut of all.

Has Blinkun been serving in the best interests of the President or this country? And get this, when Blinken was "negotiating" in good faith (caugh caugh and I blow my nose - French style and he does speak fluent French you know.

On a report I watched on internet news, I think it was either The Duran [ a typical show ]and the twin commentary and analysis of world political and economic events, by ( Alexander Mercouris , a Barrister by training and work; and the Greek Alex Christoforou & _|_ , who roams the world somewhat as Don Quijote de la Mancha in search of the perfect story - which he hasn't yet found but he often gets real close and his observations and insights are both entertaining and informative; and Danny Haiphong Commentary site , ._|_. |

Blinking was in the negotiating room up near Nome Alaska with the Chinese delegates and looking confused and somewhat bewildered - he asks foreign minister, Wang Ye,

"Say Foreign Minister Wang Ye, is this guy you call Confucius - - is he some kind of friend of yours? I haven't met him have I? I'm confused. I just don't get it Mr. Wang Ye"

Well the way I heard it - all the Chinese diplomats stood up to attention and like trained marines ( domesticated ones now ) and in unisonance, with a harmonic blending of sounds, blew their noses in a loud Mozart Exsultate Jubilate , blew their noses in perfect harmony and synchronism. Then they marched out of the room together, to the airport and took off for China in their version of a passenger SR_71 jet, the Made in China Version named the Red-Crowned Crane in the birds honor; which the Chinese (PRC) painted black for the occassion so as not to offend their hosts, the American Diplomatic Corps.

I think the only person whom (got that bit of English grammar correct this time) the Russians, the Chinese and the North Koreans would possibly trust enough to hear what he, Colonel Douglas Macgregor had to say, had to see is he, the Colonel. Here is a man who has on the front lines the blood and gore that goes with real war, not the generals in the Pentagon with the Powepoint war strategies - but the real thing - and has led his men himself into the battle which is the tradition of both the Chinese (PRC) and Russians and I think probably the North Koreans for sure. The Colonel would have their respect which they could never muster up for Blinken given the deception and slight of hands he has left behind as his trade-mark for any negotiations he has held with the opposites being people whom he personally detests. What is that type? In my opinion it spell bigot.

Rev 1 perhaps later after some sleeping drink, cherry vodka. Nenad

Rev 2 continuing to make corrections and small additions. More as time permits. And, if you must vote, vote.


Brian Rose & Colonel Dougas Macgregor

Part 1 of 2.  You better listen. - You had better Watch the video!   There is not much time. 30 Million illegal Alians are now in this country and ever day thousands more are brought in by this Biden administration. WHY! That is a question former president of our country, Donald Trump asked Brian Rose in an interview recently. Get a new perspective from Colonel Douglas Macgregor, & this is your country, USA, you make the choice - - see for yourself WHY the Biden government is doing this to you:  31.52 minutes.

Listen to the complete broadcast. What is coming into this country in massive numbers is THE BIDEN 5th COLUMN. {And this is speculation, not an accusations. Rather, this is a FESS UP JOE if there ain't nothing. (.ODD EXAMPLE EXACT 12) going on with this . . { olympic dash ---> used metaphorically please } through our border doors. There is a difference. But if President Binden has no control over this title-wave of illegals crossing our borders nonchallantly as though going to a picnic for a free lunch - then our country really is in big big trounle. You had then better listen even more close to what this combat war hereo, the Colonel has to say.} To every midsize and major city in the United States of America, the county you thought you knew, you thought was your country and the country of your children's future is being "SETUP" (in my personal opinion) - - - [ 7. A plan or strategy for a projected course of action.] for --> WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE REASON? 


The Beacon of Light - The Spark!:  1. We're in a lot of trouble  . . 1a We are in a lot of TROUBLE  documentary original 

Youtube.com Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQb3kWsRatQ   Complete video 44.21   Audio only of presentation (192 bit quality)

Dwight David Eisenhower,General of the Army (5 Star)  and his final address to the Nation as President. Brief version giving you the essence of the greatest threat coming to the Nation, The United States of America.  This threat is NOW HERE.  Eisenhower Farewell Address - Military Industrial Complex   (2min 35sec version)  Audio

https://mid.ru/en/foreign_policy/news/1941530/ Foreign policy News 29 March 2024 00:05 

Interview with Foreign Minister Sergey Lavrov, Moscow March 28, 2024 - Federation of Russia, Does Russia have a communist party - legtally? Does the USA have a communist party - legally? Who - whom (for the gramatical fanatics) did you vote for the last time you voted? [ ? ] Who do you want for the next president of our Republic?

Peace In Our TIme? . . . link is working now. 2024-June-1 . So sorry


Interview with Foreign Minister Sergey Lavrov , Izvestia Multimedia Information Centre, Moscow, March 28, 2024

Public Commentary to this interview with Foreign Minister of The Russian Federation - Sergey Lavrov, by Izvestia Multimedia is being published here through the vehicle of The World Wide Web {www.} publication system, by

The Beacon of Light , The Spark! [?????,] for its Russian readers; and it is written on the land of the The Republic of the United States of America – thus this commentary, this opinion piece, is accorded the protection of The First Amendment to The Constution of the United States – as clarified by the various Ex Cathedra Rulings (from The Bench) of this Court.

The commentary responses to the various questions IS NOT a call to action but a plea of the reader to THINK, to QUESTION FOR THEMSELVES WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING – BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE!

''The lamps are going out all over Europe, [and now the world, including the United States]  we shall not see them lit again in our life-time''

The above very short sentence was spoken by British Foreign Secretary [equivalent to Foreign Minister Sergey Lavrov of Russian Federation] Sir Edward Grey, to a friend on the eve of the United Kingdom, Great Britain, entry into The First World War to End All Wars. See Wikipedia Free Press Encyclopedia { https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_lamps_are_going_out

Then came The Guns of August. (Barbara W. Tuchman. Author) Then when it all ended (and what was it all about, many asked) Total deaths for France (this count included civilian dead, whose lives you know also mattered, 1, 697,000 (the low count) to 1, 737, 000) the upper count – and that number "1" at the start with six digits following – is MILLION. And today, le or is it la la France current president, la la Emmanuel {god with Us } Macroni - is whether you are ready for your young boys and young girls (as with Ukraine practice now) to fight as they do for THE CAUSE OF UKRAINE . . . to fight the unbeatable foe {folks, he means Russia and China} to bear with unbearable sorrow (he means YOUR boys and girls, they get to experience that unberable sorrow} . . . to right the unrightable wrong {he means the EU, great Britain, and USA have to fight Russia and China & the BRICS if they are not to lose their world hegemony, economic and military world dominance, settle the score now! before ''we we we'' that is to say, we get any weaker} . . . Forget the love bit in their new national lamenting anthem, . . . ''to try when your arms are too weary''  (that sure is right, they don't even work half the time, not enough and the weak and starving Ukrainians used by you and your Champion, Biden the Bold – to be cannon fodder (victims) . . . in order to reach theSTARS . (Macacroni means beat the Russians and Chinese) and in conclusion – this is their quest – to win their Impossible Dream

The Impossible Dream

French men and woman, and your sons and daughters {You did remember to teach your children French history and its true Heros, Yes? Da? Ya, Si? oui oui! I sure do hope so.

French Citizens (As true citizen of le France, you do have '' SKIN IN THE WAR GAMES COMING YOUR WAY, DON'T YOU?'' Do you remember that truly great fighting Frenchman, Charles deGaul?

Have you taught your children their history, World War I, World War 2 – I mean so that they will understand what World War 3 will actually mean to them. French men and woman – you who are old such as me, whose parents taught them to remember the past – lest it repeat again. Remember Mireille Mathieu! You better, and ask yourself – Would she sing so gallently for your president Macroni, or would she tell you, in your best expressive French, go to hell and stay there Macroni. 

The Mareillaise

La Mareillaise 'Vive la France!" Vive la France" Viva Charles de Gaul


We will fight to the very last Frenchman, boys and girls, and whatever age of them takes, whatever it takes, we have got to win!''

But win what? What has Ukraine won? What has Ukraine lost? What has the culprit United States under Biden the Bold LOST? A few billion here, a few billion there? So what! Just print up more green backs. While you contempate going to nuke war with Russia – why don't you have your young men and woman read this book

ON THERMONUCLEAR WAR by Herman Kahn, Ph.D (Physics)

Here, upload the PDF and save some money, if not your life

   published 1960; by Dr. Herman Kahn, Ph.D (Physics) California Institute of Technology. And what does Thermonuclear War mean to you, and your chilren and Le France? Let me show you, you of this young baby-like generation.

field note: need to shrink Boom_Boom to allow sufficient right margin when posted.

If you, Frenchmen of the deGaull spirit and courage, ask your self - just when would we fight to the death for France?

I tell you - when France is worth dying for, when it’s survival is actually threatened. Is China or Russia doing that to France? Is the United States under Biden the Bold doing that? If not whom? Who is doing what to whom? who to whom À qui? Who brought you low priced energy for so many years past? Who do you think destroyed the German Dynamo of prosperity for all of the EU? Who had the ability? Who had the MOTIVE and techical ability to carry out the sabotage? Who benefits the MOST – you Le France? Or the Disjointed United States of North of the Rio Grande

When did Russia, the Federation of Russia, become France enemy? All so sudden like. Frenchmen are known for their intelligence. Need I list the many scientists – the medical scientist – (Louis Pasteur? Marie Curie – and don’t forget her husband Pierre Curie - how about Blaise Pascal? You do know Pascal’s Wager about God – don’t you? How about Pierre Simon Laplace? If you want to become an electrical engineer then you have to know how to work Laplace Transformations – Right?

And look at Laplace contributions to astronomy, philosophy, statistical mathematics, and so on. France has such a rich history of accomplishments. The people are very intelligent. That is established. So let me give you a riddle for you to solve.

If Russia buddied up with Portugal, your neighbor and then through process of time the Russians placed misiles along the Spanish-Portugal border and amassed thousands of troops – along that border and your relationship with Russia over an extended time was negative and hostile – what would you, France, do about it?

If China became pals with Mexico and put several divisions of combat troops along the Mexican to USA border AND also placed intermediate range missiles along that same border – capable of carrying tactical nuclear weapons – what would you, French people, assume (supposer [Fr] I guess I could ask you also, what would you suppose is the intention of the American government by these actions – What are they [Biden the Bold and his gang - UP TO? And could you not reasonably INFER that the overthrow of Russia by the United States – using proxies such as Ukraine and perhaps soon France – is a long established policy.

All of the next two paragraphs is Wikipedia

If you French people will study the American political history following the end to World War II you will find that General Curtis LeMay, the destroyer of Japanese cities including the nuking of Hiroshima and Nagasaki – also urged President Truman to use the American monopoly of atomic bombs to '';finish off''; the Soviet Union '';while we have the opportunity;''Don't believe this? I have read it in my own collection of history books. But, here here!

And this bozo, Macroni is ready to fight the Russians, or the Chinese, or both, why not both and preserve French Honor; and, as has been done in Ukraine, for France it means to him, President of ALL France, Macroni; ''We will fight to the very last Frenchman, boys and girls, and whatever the age of them it takes,(we have learned so much from Ukraine) whatever it takes, we have got to win! at all costs to those who must actually do the fighing and dying''

But win what? What has Ukraine won? . . . . What has Ukraine lost?

Just what has the culprit United States under Biden the Bold LOST? A few billion here, a few billion there? So what! Just print up more green backs. While you contempate going to nuke war with Russia – why don't you have your young men and woman read this book

While you contempate going to nuke war with Russia – why don’t you have your young men and woman read this book ON THERMONUCLEAR WAR by HERMAN KAHN, 1960 Here, upload the PDF and save some money, if not your life: https://i.4pcdn.org/tg/1441635907764.pdf


''To LeMay, demolishing everything was how you win a war.''[30] Towards this aim, LeMay delivered the first SAC Emergency War Plan in March 1949 which called for dropping 133 atomic bombs on 70 cities in the USSR within 30 days. LeMay predicted that World War III would last no longer than 30 days.[31] Air power strategists called this type of pre-emptive strike ''killing a nation''.


However, the Harmon committee released their unanimous report two months later stating such an attack would not end a war with the Soviets and their industry would quickly recover. This committee had been specifically created by the Joint Chiefs of Staff to study the effects of a massive nuclear strike against the Soviet Union. Nevertheless, within weeks, an ad hoc Joint Chiefs committee recommended tripling America's nuclear arsenal, and Chief of Staff Vandenberg called for enough bombs to attack 220 targets, up from the previous 70.[32]


In 1954 LeMay remarked to pilot Hal Austin, whose plane had been damaged by a MiG-17 while on a reconnaissance mission over the Soviet Union;''Well, maybe if we do this overflight right, we can get World War III started;'' Hal Austin assumed that LeMay was joking, but years later, after LeMay retired, Austin saw him again and '';brought up the subject of the mission we had flown. And he remembered it like it was yesterday. We chatted about it a little bit. His comment again was, 'Well, we'd have been a hell of a lot better off if we'd got World War III started in those days''.[24]

La Mareillaise

2024-April-1 10:40 pm Nashville time -later- more to come.

NOTE! 2024-MARCH-16 @ 2am. Added a part of 158 pages set of notes on the story of Criminal Attorney Glenn W. Nash which I put together in 1987 while my memory was much fresher then than it is today - 59 years ago when the three murders happened. It is a sad story, every bit of it.

My Life in the Dojo, The Story of the Personal Side of Criminal Attorney Glenn.W.Nash of Memphis, Tennessee

Some background Glenn Nash Case Development - rough draft material

This series which will consist of many parts (to faciitate faster uploading of the webpage when you have many images such as photos or documents in .jpg format it is best to not put it all on one file, one page or else you will have a long "loading up" weight.) begins the whole purpose of my efforts - though as a subset of this effort --this task also became an opportunity for me to learn how to do WEB CODING, that is, coding in html and css so that I could put into PRACTICE the opportuity afforded by our [ The Republic (1) of the United States of America ] Constitution's Bill of Rights, Amendment I,

(1) By the way, even here, are we a Republic or a Democracy? [A] [B] [C . . this one will really confuse you] etc.,- you will get many intelligent arguements. No wonder the nation has become schizophrenic (A disorder that affects a person's ability to think, feel, and behave clearly. Does that not describe our congress to a "T")

Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion or prohibiting the free exercise thereof, or abridging the freedom of speech or of the press, or the right of the people peaceably to assemble and to petition the government for a redress of grievances.

Oh by the way, the rights listed above in Amendment I are not "open ended, do you own thing" but are interpreted within the boundaries established by the interpretations and Ex Cathedra (i.e., from the Bench) rulings of the Supreme Court of the United States, the highest legal body in our Republic. How else can it be? 'Less our Constitution become a "tower of babel" with each person deciding what this means or that means thus creating a gyre (whirlpool, how is that used?) of confusion.

Oh, and I put "Congress" in the red. The Fathers of the American Constitution put (Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion.) The Fathers of our Constitution DID NOT want a duplicate of what was going on in the time of the 1700s and earlier in Great Britain where wars and killings of British subjects over issues such as who were the followers of the BAD religions and who followed the approved (at any given time) the State religion - were referring to the federal government. The congress up in Washington DC shall not create a "State" religion as there was in Great Britain, the Church of England, the Anglican Church.

It was NEVER EVER intended by the founders of this Repulic that the several (individual) states must not allow, for instance, teaching of the Holy Bible, Listen to Isaiah also a "Book" which is accepted as Holy by Islam and by The People of the Book (Jews, Christians)

The Holdy Koran (Quran, alternate spelling) and if you have ears to hear, listen some for yourself ( The Quran Pt 1 , The Koran

Pt 2 via audio, youtube.com ) the Bhagavad Gita , The Gita, Audio, the Vedanta Sutra (meaning "Binding threads of the Vedas - the Holy Books of the Hindu - ancient yet lasting and true and taught today by such teachers (swami) of the past as as Swamiji (Honored teacher) Vivekananda and his teacher, Guru, Ramakrishna Paramahamsa; and hell's fire, as they say in Kentucky, we better not forget China or we might be setting off a giant firecracker overhead, Confucius Say and also Confucius Say

Oh, and by the way, In my opinion, Confucius greatest saying (his teaching) is his saying,

The First Step to Peace is to Call a Thing by its Right Name

By the same reasoning, it is up to each state to decide whether public schools may post the Ten Commandments

In like manner, it is up to each state, or school district if so assigned the responsibility, to decide whether a school may teach the ideas and concepts from the Mormon's Book of Mormon. I thought the Republic's constitution made clear that what is not specifically assigned to the congress, the federal government becomes the responsibility of each state as interpreted by each state. Should we not call things by their right name before things start to fall apart?

Talk about getting side-tracked. Back to a story about a lawyer to better understand them.

Go Here   . . .  for My Life in Kansas City Hospital Chock Full of Nuts Not yet. I have to find my notes.

Go Here Kansas City Mo. hospital episode also under development and in rough form.

Go Here . . . Willie is a friend of mine, same age as me, about 12. He lives on 97th Street too, one block over from Madison Ave. toward Lexington

This big building is where the upper and lower class borders slept and had the food, etc. The other building are now gone. But from the picture I see I remember even more now.

Go here . . . Watkinson_School.for.Boys.Prep.school.Adventure_R2.html rough draft form.

GoHere . . . Zebra is a friend of mine, we are students at the Watkinson Preparatory School for Privileged Boys, Hartford, Conn. Tell about the story of the rubber and how American English and Scottish English do not always have the same meanings of words which can lead to misunderstandings.

GoHere . . . Bubbles is a friend of mine. We are students at the Watkinson Preparatory School for Privileged Boys, Hartford, Conn. Bubbles is plump but all of the border students like him. The call him "Bubbles" with affection. And he is not offended. He teaches me how to play GinRummy and also Bridge, his favorite card game. He is real smart and is from the Upper Class. We always meet in the large room on the first floor.

GoHere . . . Scotty is a friend of mine. We are students at the Watkinson Preparatory School for Privileged Boys, Hartford, Conn

GoHere . . . My decision.to.escape.to.Kansas.City.MO -2024_April_14 updated from original draft on April 26, 2022. This is the early prelude to how the four barrel derringer came to be such a major part in the robbery and murder of Hilmand Robbins at the liquor store. With extensive notes also of my life at Jewish Hospital psychiatric ward for children (those under 14) which is to be moved to its own web page, html soon.

Ave. direction. . . . Memory dumps for autobiography – starting Oct 31, 2022 to 

2024-march-31 RETURNED LINK TO HOME PAGE          And Justice for All 

Glenn Nash Story with Justice In theBalance part 1 (beginning of the lengthly document) 2024-march-16 @~12:30pm

GlennNashStoryWithJusticeInTheBalance_2024_Mar_16_220am_Rev_1.html"> _ _ _NOTE: pg 76 of the Nash story is now posted.


I will add more later but at the moment it is 2,56am March 16, Saturday.

REV 3 2024-March-29 added an essentially new Reflections from the Mission, see next below

Sketches of a Life . .  Reflections from the Mission,   Extensive additions and corrections to code




Dr. Giorgio Lolli, M.D. Quarterly Journal of Studies on Alcohol . . 1951 Yale stuff and heavy on the Freudian mumbo jumbo. I knew Dr. Lolli; Ruth worked with him on his alcoholic trip research at Payne Whitney in Manhattan. He was a very decent and kind person.

Dr. Lolli, Ruth and I (then age 12, 1957 - 1958), often went to eat at the Peach Tree Restraunt. I think he was curious about me but did not want to create a disturbance by probing my phsyche (my soul, not the NASA Discovery program of today) and have me have a temper tantrum right there in the delux Peach Tree restaurant. He published several books which are still available.

FREUD.SEXUALITY.MORALITY . . . . I doubt you will find this published in any book today. Of course it is typical Freudian Voodoo and you can take it or leave it. If you leave it you will not have lost anything.

48 Page illumination of man's most inner desires Copyright, 1931, BY EUGENICS PUBLISHING COMPANY, INC. PRINTED IN THE U.S.A

Jerry Summers, Atty at Law   On 2022-11-28 add ltr to JS and put also contents into general story. Undecided about whether I will do anything with this. It really doesn't add anything to the Nash story. But it does illustrate how the teenage years can be perilous if you are very naive. I was not that teenager.

Reflections from Mission on a Sunday Morning ...link added 2024_Jan_28

Reflections from Mission on a Sunday Morning ...link added 2024_Jan_28 Earlier posting. Will fine tune it all later.

Go to My Philosophy of Investigation For me personally, Master Sun Hwon Chu was a great man. I shall always remember him.

I Take Issue with Tucker Carlson  added its own page 2023-Aug-27. Page was initially created in May.2023

CORRESPONDENCE with Ambar in Calcutta (now called Kolkatta _ where there is a difference I suppose, there is a way. According to Ambar still some 500 letters to go. I think the decimal number will make it 50 or so.

2024-Jan-28 Rev 2 On.teaching.a.bit.of.my.philosophy.html Corrections and additions, and now more interesting I think. needs much more work.

Our Lady of the Apparations . . . For me, this is the bottom line.

Sketches of a Life A short bio of some aspects of my life through oil paintings of key moments in that life. I am going to remove the unrelated stuff and just have it focus on the key moments which are flagged by a painting which I did to remember the event.


My early life in Australia, down under, way down under

My Diplomas in Karate and Engineering and 8th grade and What's it all about (very rough draft, developed in haste)

Nenad Cuic's School Days Major added material and photos Oct. 9th, 2023 extensive material added. And more to come. [2023-oct-24 I am now going to cut and paste into the story of Glenn Nash and Me those sections in Nenad Cuic's School Days and then I will edit that material and expand.] Nenad Cuic's School Days in honor of Tom Brown

This is the main center part of my "autobiography." Germany, none of which I remember. Australia, much of which I remember. But then when I arrived in America and moved in with Dr. Sherfey, MD and Ruth Downing, MSW, a new major chapter in my life began. I hope to make the core of my efforts here, in the school days, because you know, the school years are in many ways the critical years. I consider my school years to include right up tothis very moment because - even though I quit highschool at about16 age I NEVER quit learning, expanding my education. What I am is the product of the sum of my experiences in life. And most of those experienes revolved around getting educated. That was what was MOST important for my Serbian mother, Radjoika. I am Serbian but also an American citizen and forever gratefull that I am, am an American citizen and that the document attesting to this citizenship is CERTIFICATE of

2024-march-9 12:40 am. I think the Glenn Nash story if the central focus of my own story. The stuff that happened to me before I came to the USA on July 1954, in Germany first but only the first 7 - 8 months when as an infant I existed in isolation, a crib, in makeshift hospital terribly sick and per Radja, almost didn't surivie. But that experience was still tame stuff compared to what happened and was happening to millions of other small children in Germany, Russia (Soviet Union ) Japan, China (really awful in China) and millions of people of all ages were dying off due to disease (I like so many other had a bunch including pneumonia (sp). It is what happens in a big war. It is the consequence of war and we are seeing it today in the Gaza - the slaughter of the innocent. And those small children and teens will be forever in their remaining life - traumatied - by what is happening to them. They will never get the trauma. They may learn to live with it - to survive - but you see for yourself today what is happening to the people of Gaza. The slaughter of the innocent. Magnify this a hundred times and you will know what happened in the Soviet Union, China, Japan, Germany. And it is why the American government treds a deadly path by continuing to antagonize the Russians and Chinese. These people in the Congress, White House and goverment employees - I doubt more than just a few of them really know what suffering is about. Probably there are a fair number in the military who have actually seen and experienced to the death combat. But small stuff compared to what will happen to the USA if that bunch of crazies in the White House go too far. And Biden and this Tony Blinkin - haven't a clue what awaits them. And Russia will never trust the West, USA or Western Europe again. Remember what Krushchev said publically on a news conferene when Eisenhower was president: Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on ME. Why they,Russian leaders ever trusted the USA or British is beyond my comprehension. I think it is because the new leadership in Russia remembers the past as history but the victims of that time have pretty much all died off. To ever make a decision with the USA or any of the EU and its little piglets which assumes a need for mutual TRUST is to play into the psychopathic nature of these people, the leadership. They all have one thing in common. They are driven by their need for POWER and CONTROL over other people and thus nations. This trait which is part of them, they are born with it, call it a personality disorder but which is in their genes and thus not curable or even treatable - means you can never let your guard down, never.

They will fuck you over every time, given the chance and their belief that they can get away with it. Laugh if you want. And laugh if you want to at God the Creator - but what these type of people are, their true identity, the Bidens, the Blinkens, Neulands, the Hitlers, the Stalinites, the Ted Bundies - the moral filth of the world - they are the SATANIC FORCES on this earth.

Satan is REAL and YOU deny Satan at your peril; just as Russia risked everything believing that they could do legitimate business with the West, espeically USA. What American's saw in Biden with his limp and impotent spectacle of a speech to the Nation was a SPENT over ripe tomato posing as a real leader when in actuallity he displayed himself as Satan in disguise looking for another guillable squid to put in the WHITE House, Satan's new home on earth.

I forgot who said it, but it is true. When there is no one left on the earth (or USA it also applies) who actually believes that the devils, Satans, exist - the Satan has WON. And he is close to winning in the United States. And he, Satan, has won in the EU with its bunch of sniveling little green snot running from their nose - cowards.

What's it all about?  Can you sort of summarize it all?  OK

(2022-12-19, Monday)  EXTENSIVE ADDITONS AND DETAILS ON NASH CASE IN I trave; to Kansas City.  Link to Kansas City   

and why he had to kill me and how he planned to do it.  It was all about the derringer and Dr. Harte's potential testimony - but if I was dead then Dr. Harte testimony woud never have come to light.

2022-12-05, Monday. Why Nash killed Hillmon Robbins.  Why I declined. and more. Go to link

Casing the liquor store  on down to bottom half of page.  Later I will recall how to point the link to a specific section of another page. 

1987-10-25 (1) Interview with Asst. Atty Generals of Tennessee   syntax fixed. more responsive page now.

 - Why was this derringer - disassembled - and - left in pieces on the counter top?

1987-01-22 The Four Barrel Derringer and I Travel to Kansas City  14 pgs raw material

i.am.in.kansas.city.mo.hospita_1_.html  2022-dec-30, 1245pm I am finally come to the crux of the matter.[the most important part of the whole story] It is on its own page and may

The case against Attorney Nash is summarized in the Tennessee Criminal Court of Appeals ruling in case against Margo . . LINK HERE

margo_in_court_criminal_appeals_tennessee.html This is actually a beginning with "My license was suspended . . ." to to "escape" Escape.to.Kansas.City.MO.html with some history of the karate schools and ending with "Glenn Nash entered the karate school as a student. He had wanted to learn karate, according to his story to me, because one time while living in Chattanooga, he. . . " Needs to be put back in and at the right place"

Margo Link Above

myhouse_.html . . . This was one of my first attempts at poetry. To write a poem was the assignment at PS-6 by the teacher I have previously mentioned. The teacher found difficulty in believeing that I had written it this poem but I did. I wish I had not discarded so many of my artifacts from the past - but I did, most of my painting, most of my writings. The original, however, displayed clearly my serious handicap with both the English but also the handwriting. The terrible handwriting I surmises was because I did not learn this skill until about age 11 and it was crude, to say the least. But Ruth did go to the school to assure the teacher that I had written the poem without her help. The same problems with use of correct English, knowledge of grammar which I still do not know - but so what - and of course the mechanics of handwriting. I cannot control the pen or pencil unlelss I form the charaters very slowly. The "Master" at the Watkinson Preparatory School for Boys - who taught the latin class - was always fond of trying to make fun of me as regards my handwriting and spelling. I emphasis the trying because the guy was a jerk (he was also an old man with its many consequences). I sensed that my other school mates felt the same way as they just ignored the guys attempt to belittle a fellow student. The PS6 teacher was very positive with me and encouraging me to continue in this persuit, writing poetry, etc., after he determined the truth of the matter regarding authorship when Ruth visited with him. This teacher, class 6th grade at PS-6 was exceptional in a most positive way. Rare today, some 65 years later where it seems to me that the Western societies glorify mediocrity and states of suspended mental neuron activity.

i.travel.to.kansas.city.mo.html . . . Again, the task ahead is to get all the various chapters and episodes into a coherent order. This chapter, episode if you prefer consistrs of three parts.

1. I saw as a solution to my pending case in city court of driving with a suspended license to be getting temporariloy committed to a psychiatric hospital.I figured as how Nash would move to dismiss because I was in the psycho hospital and thus not competent to "stand trial." Remember I was 19 and don't expect a teenager to think like a Perry Mason. Teenagers often think only in small chunks and act on those small chunks of thoughts. If you think teenagers are capable of future oriented, panoramic landscape thought processes you're wrong. There are exceptions to the rule. But generally teenagers respond, more as a dog does, to the immediate circumstances which he faces.

I chose Kansas City, MO, because that is where Dr. Harete was now practicing his psychiatry and doing some teaching of newly minted MDs who were interested to go into child psychiatry. Dr. Harte moved to KC to be with his family. I think he had either it was three sons or perhaps it was five sons. Several were my age (then19). Dr. Harte in our correspondence continued from time to time to invite me to go with them to the Ozark Mountains and the Quachita Mouintains, all in Arkansas and southeastern parts of Oklahoma. I wanted to go each time but always found reasons to conjur up in my mind [to present to the mind, evoke or image things, to conjur up in the mind a picture, a painting, of why I shouldn't go.] Ps, I mentioned the Ozarks and Quachita Mouintains of Arkansas. For me, these places are as the Metropolitan Museum of Art (NYC) and the Hermitage Museum in today's St. Petersburg, Russia great places of art that glorifies the Creator and his artist on the earth - who give proof to those who are open-minded that the spirit of God the Creator is in each of us from the moment when life begins at conception. I only need look at the splender of it all that constantly surrounds us to know this is true.

2. Meeting with Dr. Harte in his office (and the steps leading to this meeting are themselves interesting episodes in life's twists and turns) I do my act with the 4 barrel derringer to convince him that I needed to be committed to the psycho-ward - a necessary step to obtain my legal freedom [again, teenagers do not think with a panoramic perspective- but in immediate chunks of thought].

I succeed in what I thought would be an impossible quest. I am taken to the house of the Looney Birds. And am I being insensitive in identifying my fellow compatriots in such a manner? No, not at all, for now I am one of THEM. And to be part of the group and satisfied to be among them, is supposed to be the cardinal of a recovering mental idiot. So, I was officially ONE of THEM. And here too, in this place of loose bowels and screeming old woman there is a tranquility that comes upon me when I look back on those episodes in that place. You see, it was all 59 years ago, more than enough time for me to clear my mind with enough episodes of primal screems and purgations of the catharsis. But during this time of my commitment, three weeks it was, there were some very good episode in life in the loony ward worth recording. 1,. I am roomed with the big blackman. Karate would be of no help dealing with him. 2. I get to meet with J.P. Morgan in the room next to ours (black dude +me) 3. I get to spend the night in the padded crazies room [against my will] and and put in the proverbial STRAIGHT JACKET - right out of SNAKE PIT movie. ] And, to add insult personal insult to me - the nurse gives me an injection of a very potent sedative which quickly knocks m out. 4. I get to meet with STAFF! They stare at me; they ask me a few mundane pointless questions. I mean, "Mr. Downing, how do you feel?" That sums up the whole field of psychiatry for me, VooDoo Medicine. They end this arcane mysterious and to me, pointless, meeting with "Mr. Downing, let us meet again in a week or so and we will work on your problems again, together, then." I wasn't stupid then and I don't think I am yet today. In other words, the translation, "Buster you've got two more weeks to think over your stunt and how much longer you want to stay in this place. See you later."

5. I meet with the intern, an MD, who is there to assess me. Like, "Who is president of the United States." Etc. with such gibberish. Then after the formalities he asks me if there is something he can do for me. Yes, bring me something sensible to read. The next day he bring to me a book, The Odyssey of Homer. I read it slow and careful. Years later, after I had graduated with my engineering diploma, I wrote again (another of many letters to Dr. Harte and always he replied and always if I waited too long he would initiate the next letter). I mentioned in the letter that I saw life as an Odyssey.


Kalman Istvan, a young Hungarian Engineering Student (Steve Colman) 182 page story of his life - Surviving the NAZI hunt for Jews

THE EXPLANATION The Story of Kalman Istvan (Later Steve Colman) pdf

Kalman Istvan, A Young Hungarian Engineering Student (Steve Colman) 182pg Story of his life, A Jew Surviving the NAZI hunt for JEWS (nenadcuic.com)

https://nenadcuic.com/story_of_radja_by_s.coleman.html Istvan Kalman made made a number of errors in his history of Radja which I have corrected. But I am going to make my comments iin the page II assign for each of the topics above and not here on the index page.


I Take Issue with Tucker Carlson added its own page 2023-Aug-27. Page was initially created in May.2023 This too will go into "school days" because I have never quit actively learning new subjects. And the Youtube.com and Google Search are magnificant tools for such a task, continuous learning; and they make the process of learning so much fun! My new area of interest, now going on for the third years is cardiology, because the electrical aspect are right down my alley (American idiom and colloquial language. Difficult to translate its meaning into, say Swahili or Russian and for sure I think into Chinese - and which flavor? There are SO MANY dialects in China, each with its own identity, its own poetry, its own literature. .



I am going to remove a lot of personal opinion stuff and just focus more on the key points as to why I began this activity.

2023-oct-18 meta added viewport per PACT PUBLISHER, MASTERING CSS a guided journey through modern CSS, ch6 pg 288-291 significant improvement with enlarging, making much smaller and maintaining images without overflow.

This painting of this cabin is an actual place at the foot of MontEagle Mtn, going West, exit just before hill climb. Going along the South side in the same West direction you will come upon a concrete bridge and this creek and possibly the cabin is still standing. I had some good friends who lived in this cabin. Ronnie who was a lumber jack and made his living cutting up and selling timber to a local wood mill had two sons, Dyland and Nikolas and I think a daughter and of course his wife. And I visited often. Ronnie had a swing on either side of the porch. I alwasy sat on the swing toward the mountains in the background. And we talked, but not much and usually he had a spare beer and I joined him for a suds.

But why did I paint this picture, go to all that effort. It's all about translating Tennesse Hillbilly dialect into Manhattanese dialect so that those people in the big big city will know what is meant when a hillbilly tells you, "I will see ya tomorra if the creek don't rise." That expression needs needs some interpretation if you are one of them people what lives up there in that place called they calls Man Hattan.

In the "back parts" of Tennessee and also Eastern mountains of Kentucky you often hear the term, "I will see you tomorrow if the creek don't rise" and that assumes they, those people, of East Tennesseeikes or KY will want to see you ever again; because that may well depend on your accent, your way of speaking, etc. Of course we can understand thems poor grammar they use except in church.

They don't got the good education yous younuns gets from up there in the North going to PS-6 on 81 street UPPER, repeat, UPPER EAST SIDE . That pretty close to 82 street and 5th Avenue if you wants to skip that PS 6 school and go see them oil painting on the walls of the Metropolitan, which if you got any culture at all you will do that instead of sitting in a hot un-air conditioned school building in the summer time. I went to school, 6th grade after I got me kicked out a a genuine "prep school" for boys over in Hartford, Conn. I've got to say that back then, 1958 or it might have been 1959 - I got me the best educational experience I think I've ever had - what with the little actual schooling I had. The teacher, I done forgot his name, introduced his class to classical music, the arts, literature and poetry. Sure we had math and stuff - but it was the way he invoked our interest, his students, in literature, poetry, etc., that really impacted me and I am sure the others too, and I forever fell in love with fine literature, poetry, classical music and art. As for art, I really couldn't help my self in skipping school or not returing after lunch because the Metropolitan Art Museum, perhaps only second or at most third place as the world's greatest art museums. I rank them thus: Paris Louve; Russian Hermitage; New York City Metropolitan. I would put Chicago Art Museum at very close to the NYC Metrololitan. It is really good. I think Chicago has this countries greatest industrial museium, for sure.


Their pyramid is kind of goofy I think. Memphis has one as screwball, in my estimation. But the old Louve, if you can do it, and do it right, plan on a four day adventure.

Hermitage in St. Peterburg, once called Petrograd, Peter, grad= the place of, also acceptable is city. I almost did the year after my Serbian mother visited the old Soviet Union. But the nature of my work prevented that trip. I did have a very large book (I think it was a Soviet publication) which showed the many great paintings, landscape and portrait mainly. For certain I didn't see any garbage-art [in my own opinion] works by the likes of a Jackson Pollock [a Manhattan freak .

By the way, when I was age 12 (some nervy psychiatrists have said I was arrested at that age. Development, that is, for my hillbilly friends in TN and KY). I used to go visit regularly the Guggenheim Museum which was being built at that time. I was a "sidewalk ''superintendent'' and there was a piece of the plywood wall pulled down, so I was able to obtain enterance. Solomon Guggenheim, well read all about him in the link.

The Guggenheim Museum

Above is the Guggenheim. Whenever I visited my Serbian mother in the Village - that's what everyone called it, The Guggenheim. This view is looking toward downtown Manhattan - in the direction of The Bowery (that's no orderary place, so why howcome I capitalize the T for The Bowery. You also aim in this direction if you want to visit the really great Metropolitan Museum of Art. Same also if you aim to go visit The Village, or to be more technical, Greenwhich Village.

You see that little kid fixing to walk across 5th avenue toward Central Park? It was about there where I was able to get inside regualrly to see the place being built. That street sign connected to the traffic light support - that's East 89 st. I lived on12 East 97th st. Now Manhattan city blocks are real long. Twelve block walk? Took some time, even when I could walk much faster than I do now. Nevertheless, there you have it before you, the Frank Loyd Wright Guggenheim Museum.


Why don't I like the Guggenheim and how comes I got no use for Jackson Pollock? Here's why: When I painted a picture, such as the one on the top of this web page, my PALETTE held the pigments and you can tell a lot about an artist by the way he locates his colors.

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[Note: This is Vincent. He had a big inflence in my learning how to do oil landscape paintings. Some say, many in fact have said, that Vicent was "schizoid." I don't believe them 'cause they dun said the same thing about me, time and again. But I gots the last laugh, like Liberace when "they" asked him what he thought when people say he was "gay." Liberace just smiled and then replied, "I laugh all the way to the BANK." So sc&$w them whats said unkind words about me when I was growning up. [need to enlarge font, via style= code]]

And about Paul Ceznne if/when I can find the picture. One day the St. Louis art museum notified that they had a Cezanne, a landscape in his typical style, that had beneath that landscape another painting, a portrait of a woman. Now I am remembering what happened about 61 years ago. So memory often does fade with time.

Take a look at some of Cezanne's great works at this wikipedia. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_paintings_by_Paul_C%C3%A9zanne `Cezanne was a French impressionist painter and a true artistic genius. But sort of nutty. All French men are like that, nutty but real genius stuff. I reguarly contribute to Wiki and the Khan Academy and you should too. It would be a small investment with a big payback. You want to go into engineering for a life career? You are going to need a lot of high level math. But the payback for you will usually be a nice paycheck ever two weeks. That is why my Russian mathematician and childhood friend, Dr. Lena Sharney (worked on Manhattan project in Oak Ridge, then did original research in the new field of NUCLEAR MEDICINE, Mt Sini Hospital, a couple of blocks from where I lived in NYC Manhattan, 97thg St., then taught mathematics at C.W. Post, ivy league school until her final days.

Typical of Russians, she played chess and naturally she said I should learn to play this game for my future. She also said that being as how I was a refugee from Germany, post World War II, I should go into engineering when I reached that age of maturity. She said that the reason so many refugees go into engineering (if they can at all afford it, expensive in USA) is because if you learn a high tech subject deep enough - it will be easier for you to be accepted by a company even if you have a heavy accent, different manners, customs, etc., because the capitalist want you for your brains, what you know and what you can do with the high tech education you get from fields such as medicine, physics, engineering, chemistry, etc.

Well, I got a late start in my education with very little formal high school and no schooling until I got to USA at near nine years old. Preparing to get into engineering school was a real bitch because I just didn't have the necessary foundation in the simpler math to be able to support the higher levels you are going to get in the university level if you chose a high tech field, say nursing, science, etc.

What is different today that didn't exist when I entered the University of Tennessee in 1969 is that today you have the INTERNET. And I will simply endorse unabashedly the KHAN ACADEMY. You can help tutor your child from 3rd grade to12th in math and just about any other high level subject. It was primarily through the internet and youtube.com and such sites as Khan Academy that I learned to do web programming in CSS & HTML. I did buy some used books from abebooks.com at a fraction of the cost. But youtube was the way I learnedd the basics.

Now to zero in on the point and example I want to show. For me the most difficult courses in engineering school were differential equations and electromagnetic field theory and Maxwell's equations. The stuff is just so abstract. But look here,

Two hundred and sixty-nine video tutorials.



It looks ominous. But just as you were taught to walk, you take it one step at a time. At first you are not going to understand what the above is all about. And we all tend to fear what we don't understand. This is a survival mechanism built into our DNA for that very reason. What we don't understand, what we don't RECOGNIZE - we are genetically programmed to be wary and wiley [ crafty, cunning ] as a fox - of the new "intruder" just as the fox on the lone prairie cautiously circles the unknown visitor.

If the new visitor makes any sudden move - the fox will then either run or fight, fight or flight response. We can either run away from a new challenge before us - or we can tackle the new intrusion into our life HEAD ON. The key is to overcome your fear of failing. Because in the American public school system (I know of no other) it still functions on the same model of the industrial middle 19th century. We, in effect, punish failure with a bad grade - expecting that all the students come out of the same mold (as in, make a mold out of the resin please). Therefore we except the same performance from all.

The problem is that rate of learning, how fast we process new information IS NOT the same for each person. You can identify similarities in each student's method and time required to process new materials - and group them in their respective cohort groups as might the statistician do. A SLOW LEARNING IS NOT A DUMB LEARNING. It is better to consider that the student is a contemplative (meditative, pensive) learning - - than that his slowness in learning is pathological, or his particuar brand of brain was designed with his thinking gears locked into granny low. Einstein was slower at mathematics than John Von Newman. [ John Von Newman ENJOYED THINKING, he had fun learning! Edward Teller, Father of the H bomb) Who was the smarter? Katyusha . 2 .__ 3 __

It is sad for this country, the USA, to write-off the "drop-outs" andI think that here in Kentucky the rate of exit from the place of their misery nears 50%. And we punish the dropouts as though they they had broken the law. They become the misfits of society.

But who is to blame? I don't think it is the child or young adult (teenager) whom we should blame for fleeing a smelly room, an unhappy place to be, because the educational bureaucrats refuse to look at the entire educational processes, the schematic of a system and how it actually works; the process flow diagram. If you can't figure out how to do a root cause analysis of a moving process - then you ought to learn. Or did you quit learning new things after you got your diploma and job? H.L. Menchen . . . The Public School summarized in 4 minutes.

I do feel that school teachers at all levels should be paid initially at the average of a newly minted lawyer. There is no shortageof THEM. But not if they,teachers, cannot understand a subject at a level several grades above what they teach at then for what reason should they be paid more?

But before any of this can happen there is a big bulldozer in the path leading to discovery. And I see no solution in my remaining lifetime. What is this bulldozer that is the bar to keeping the USA from being at the top world wide levels of academic accomplishments of its students?

It is this: We, USA, is a militarized waring oligarchy [government by force and threat and physical destruction] of those who refuse to submit to its Will, by the few, especially a small faction of persons, a state governed by a few persons, primarily as Col. Douglas Macgregor calls them, The Donor Class. This ruling elite, the federal government, steals so much of the wealth of the several states that these states are simply unable to fund any major changes in education for the masses

Emperor Hirohito followed the death of the Meiji emperor and his (Hirohito) reign was the "Bright Peace." The Meiji Dynasty was one of emerging liberalism and progressive changes. But the reign of Hirohito was beset with the Militarist class which transformed Japan into a waring band of conquerors and its alleged peaceful aim was to create The New Greater east Asia Co-porosperity Sphere. It sounded good but, in my opinion, was really a cloak to hide the true Militarist (not Imperialist under Hirohito) plan which was simply conquest by physical force. The Greater east Asia Co-porosperity Sphere was a RUSE [an action intended to mislead, deceive, trick] for a greater purpose.

The power was in the actual hands of the militarist, NOT in the hands of Hirohito.

The same performance is happening today where the bandits hide in the White House and the cheerleaders over-populate the congress. The intent of the US Government militarist was to use Ukraine as a sort of battering ram - against Russia all the while - while the leaders waited for an opening that would give them the edge against Russia - which would then have been followed by a tactical nuclear stike against key infrastructure and commujnications systems - then a land invasion with Ukrainian forces and NATO pigletls such as Estonia, little squirts whose military capability was about like a flea attacking a pissed-off Pitbull.

The overriding intention of these American militarist remains to be the destruction of Russia and then the rape of its resources and breakup of the nation into controlable districts.

China will be next, especially if Biden and his gang rule in the limelight but the true power forces hide in the shadows of their obedient servents

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2024-march-6 I am getting better and better at using . . floats & positioning images in CSS. And I am having fun in the process. But that is why I am doing what I am doing - - learning web programming . Because if you are not having fun in learning something new, it is real difficult to learn. The key to learning on your own, and I am now officially 78 years age and I am no smarter or dummer than the next guy . . . [IQ is a myth – rate of learning, processing new information is a funciton of many variables, so don't worry about that yet . . . along with the notion that you can't learn new complicated things when you get old, can't teach an old dog new tricks . . The key is NOT TO FEAR FAILURE and DON'T CRITICIZE YOURSELF if you make mistakes along the way. That is NOT being a failure. Failure is WHEN YOU GIVE UP! That is essentially how I did it with my education – I DIDN'T GIVE UP WHEN THE GOING GOT REAL TOUGHT – and I had developed enjoyment in the process of learning new things. Discover what it is that you like doing. And how do you do that? Discover what it is you like to do with your life? By giving what comes to your imagination – a try. But again, if you come to the new challenge with the pre-conceived notion that your are going to fail, that notion immediately puts up a barrier, a wall, that keeps you from trying in the first place. Or giving up when the going gets difficult.

Failing hurts. And if we are in an environment typical [in my opinion] of public schools – there is a real penalty for failing – THE FAILING GRADE. The education system is based on the OR ELSE. The OR ELSE is the penalty and consequences for failing. Yet do we beat up on a kid when he is first learning to walk? It would be foolish indeed would it not – to use a loud voice with a tone of impatience in it – if the child keeps on falling in his efforts to walk.

I think if you could put yourself into his "slippers" or "walk in his feet" you would see, come to understand, that it is in the child's nature to want to walk, both to please the parents or guardians, etc., but also it is intrinsic in our nature to want to succeed. We all want to walk and we all want to climb the stairs to success – however it is that we define this success. But each step in our climb to the goal we set for ourselves – is A LEARNING PROCESS.

If the LEARNING PROCESS is a NEGATIVE EXPERIENCE in the child OR the adult – then what happens next? Is it not natural for a person to AVOID the unpleasant, to look for alternatives "to the turn-offs in life?"




I have to go for now. But let me add this observation for today, March 6, 2024, Wednesday. I believe that central to the self-created conflicts and dangers in the USA and EU with its relationship with both Russia, China, North Korea and other nations is this FEAR, fear of the unknown. Because we, an American or Brit or German, etc., assume that the other side, China, or a Russia, or a North Korea sees things in a similar way and pattern as we do. BUT THEY DON'T.

And therefore there is created within us an INCONGRUENCE in our attitude toward others whom we sense do not see things as we see them. "Incongruence is the state of not being suitable or not fitting well with something else, or the fact that a shape does not have the same shape and size as another. Cambridge Dictionary.

AGAIN, WE FEAR WHAT WE DO NOTUNDERSTAND. And in response to this fear - what do we do? Naturally, we respond to the "perceived threat" defensively. We put up our defenses. We sense a new danger and resposne accordingly.


2024_March_7 8.30am Under development rev 1


21 HOBBES, Dev civ the citizen, PART 1. LIBERTY I Of the state of men Without Civil Society

I. The introduction.
2. That the beginning of civil society is from mutual fear. [A lot of argument on this point. Why do tribes form. Then cluster of tribes come together forming larger tribes. Then small communities. And Hobbes believed that the common denominator was fear and that the formation of city states and then larger and larger states forming then into nations - was that collectively the society could defend itself better. I tend to agree. And if you will observe how herds are formed - it is perhaps an instinctive response in both the herds and human beings. Before I forget, the book by Hobbes, and he actually wrote many, that I am referring to for this short analysis is HOBBES Selections. Edited by Frederick J. E. Woodbridge. 1930 by Charles Scribnner's Sons. Renewed copywrite in 1958. On abebooks.com the price for this paperback is $19. min. and up from there. When Amazon bought out abebooks.com in 2006 the price rose steep. But do not dismay and do not weep.

Thomas Hobbes The Citizen

3. That men by nature arc all equal.
4. Whence the will of mischieving each other ariseth.
5. The discord arising from comparison of wills.
6. From the appetite many have to the same thing.
7. The definition of right
8. A right to the end gives a right to the means necessary to that end.
9. By the right of nature, every man is judge of the means which tend to his own preservation.

Uninvited commentary: [i.e., the means justify the ends? If this is the case, then this is the doctrine which is embraced today by the United States – as the present living Imperial Empire.] //i need to go into css and shorten the line height or create a new CSS rule for this situation// txtblew16pex

10. By nature all men have equal right to all things.
11. This right which all men have to all things is unprofitable.
12. The state of men without civil society is a mere state of war: the definitions of peace and war.

Uninvited commentary: [Let's ask ourselves, has not the once, Republic of the United States of America [this republic, this original intended representative form of government BY THE PEOPLE, destroyed with the enactment of the 17th Amendmen] been in a perpetual state of war, full time war mobilization, with its attendent high cost and extraction of the people's money, and its constant killing of not only its own people, via the military service men, but its defined adversaries and created enemy images to reinforce this threat and fear, thus meet Hobbes section 12 above definition of a "The state of men WITHOUT CIVIL SOCIETY . . ."

Uninvited commentary: And let us go a bit further in supporting Hobbes statement.

W.B. Yeats, The Second Coming

Turning and turning in the widening gyre [ gyre is a swirling water, a whirl pool ]
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;

I ask you, is this not happening today, Things fall apart, the center cannot hold

Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,

I ask you, is not anarchy loosed upon the world, is not anarchy rising its head everywhere? What shall we call the genocide now happening in the Gaza?

The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst

Who is the best? Our leaders in the congress, our leaders in the executive branch? Would you truthfully say that they are men (let men=woman in accordence witht the Kings English in this context, per Bill O'Riley) . Or would you say, deep in your heart, you do believe, that our best seem to lack all conviction by evidence of their behavoir?

Are full of passionate intensity.

Uninvited commentary: Oh yes indeed. "Kill the Russians (Lindsey Gram negative is talking about people, human being, whom he identifies as being different enough to be his "enemy" so, in his spirit and Christian faith and following, the answer is "Kill all the Russian people the Ukranian army can - kill them all. And while you are at it, Kill the Jews, Kill the Jews, and also, don't forget to Kill all the niggers too. How does Senator Lindey Gram negative make any distinction between Russian human beings and Jewish human beings. Or is it that in his estimation, "

The revised Declaration of Independence according to Sen. Lindsey Gram Negative, Rev 1

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are NOT [if they are Russians or Jews or Serbs ] created equal, that they are NOT [if they are Russians or Jews or Serbs ] endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"

Uninvited commentary: If this is the case, his revised Declaration of Independence, Rev 1, then what is he doing being a United States Senator? Shouldn't he be taking the next boat out to Ukraine and joining the Ukrainian army in its fight for truth, justice and the Ukrainian Way?

13. War is an adversary to man's preservation.
14. It is lawful for any man, by natural right, to compel another whom he hath gotten in his power, to give caution of his future obedience.
15. Nature dicttates the seeking after peace.



The Metropolitan Art Musium, Manhattan. What you see here

St. Louis Art Museum in Forrest Park is very nice for a moderate size art museum.

I think I must have spent six months of my life in that place. And it was free then.

I'll get a picture. St. Louis also has a very nice Botanical garden and great zoo,

as does Birmingham, ALA (Zoo and Botanical. I don't think they have a major

art museum. At least I have not seen it in the times I have been to


PS: I am not much of an artist and I have never pretended to be. Engineering became my cup of tea. BUT, my love of the fine arts came directly from my experience when attending PS-6, and this changed my life for sure.

is just a fraction of its size. Honestly, to do it right, it is a 3 day adventure.

In a day or so I will get the pictures of equal size and float them along the horizontal.

But " citified " sometimes spelled, "cityfried" humans and you really can fry eggs on a New York City sidewalk in August, will not know what you are saying to them if you employ that expression, and even politely say to them people, "I will see you again, if I have to, and if the creek don't rise.

And if "they" who ever "they" are for there are so many of them people in NYC, ask you, even if they ask you politely, "What are you trying to convey to me, good sir, or good mad-am" them from E. KY or E. TN will probably tell you to "Get lost."

It's not a persoal thing with them from Tennessee or Kentucky. It's a cultural thing you know. No, offense is intended. But the folks who lived in this Lincoln type cabin often do say to someone departing. even a yankee, ". . . if the creek don't rise, I'll see ya latar" because, well take a look at the painting and figure it out for yourself.

These creeks run all over the place in Eastern KY and TN. But always the water runs "down hill." That's for you who attended PS-6 elementary school. The water flows from the tops of the mountains and travels down (because of gravity, folks). And when there is a lot of rain, which is often in the spring time, then you will have the situation you see here in the painting. So for you folks who live in Manhattan and want to show off your IQ to your neighbor in the sardine can living right next to your little bitty apartment and assuming they even know you exists or care if you do - then next time you do see them coming out of their can - tell them in all friendship, "Neighbor, I won't see you again if the creek rises and the sewers back up again - 'cause I'll be headed south where they gots their heads on straight, you know and things are flowing in the right directions.

I will be honest and tell you this will all sincerity. I mean it: Here in the United States, If you want a cultural experience of a life-time, the magnitude of which you, and your chidlren, if you take them along for an experience they too will never forget and they will hound you every year thereafter to do it again, - because it is that good - visit Manhattan and come in by way of LaGuardia Airport (LGA). There is a reason. There is NO other city in the USA which has such an abundance of super high quality museums of every variety that will spark your interests, and if you have chidren with you, above 8 years old I think to fully take in the sights such that they will retain them for life, and I think for life it will be in their memories.

There is a word which if you are a parent - you ought to know for them, your children. Because much of what we become is the product of our real life experience. And the word, ECLECTIC - "deriving ideas, style, taste, etc., from a broad and diverse range of sources. In other words, things that are taken in from many different sources.

Wikipedia (which you should donate a little something to them now and then as your wallet allows) has a nice summary:

Eclecticism is a conceptual approach that does not hold rigidly to a single paradigm or set of assumptions, but instead draws upon multiple theories, styles, or ideas to gain complementary insights into a subject, or applies different theories in particular cases. However, this is often without conventions or rules dictating how or which theories were combined.

It can sometimes seem inelegant or lacking in simplicity, and eclectics are sometimes criticized for lack of consistency in their thinking. It is, however, common in many fields of study. For example, most psychologists accept certain aspects of behaviorism, but do not attempt to use the theory to explain all aspects of human behavior.



2024-Feb-18 From Robert Malone, M.D., [Inventor of the mRNA technology and holder of the first patents - but he had no involvement with the delelopment or release of the "Vaccine - It's safe and effective" but actually went to the FDA and asked them to NOT bypass the normal safety requirements required for all new vaccines before release to the general public.

< If you wish to understand how democracy ended in the United States and the European Union, please watch this interview with Tucker Carlson and Mike Benz. It is full of the most stunning revelations that I have heard in a very long time

Robert Malone

Robert Malone has released this TUCKER CARLSON uncensored video interview, 1h_4m with Michael Benz.

GoSub TuckerCarlsonUncensored

The national security state is the main driver of censorship and election interference in the United States. "What I'm describing is military rule," says Mike Benz. "It's the inversion of democracy."

2024_Feb_17, @ ~ 10:45pm

So sorry to interupt the flow of this web page but I was on youtube.com watching old propaganda film from World War II time it being the Frank Capra ( who turned John Wayne from being a noboddy into a big block buster star, already a big big man. ) The Capra series, WHY WE FIGHT was commissioned by the U.S. Army under authority of General (4 star during the war) George C. Marshall - who American history shows him to be "The Organizer of Victory" and that indeed he was. really is worth your time to watch if you are under 50 years old. Because you probably don't really know much about World War II; and remember that this GLOBAL war, for this time that is what this world war II was (WW-1 was hardly a WORLD WAR - but let's let that be for another time.

Oh by the way. There are many biographies on General of the Army, . . . (5 star rank, equivalent to Field Marshal in Russia) . . . George C.Marshall. The first biography I read of this military genius and man of great honor as well as compassion and decency (read the books to know why I say this) . . . was the volume GEORGE C. MARSHALL, ORGANIZER OF VICTORY, by Forrest C. Pogue. You can buy the hardback from Abebooks.com (now a subsidiary of Amazon) for under $7.00 (as of today's date, Feb 17, 2024 @ 10:51 pm CST). Why do I give the price at an exact date and time?

Because the Weimar Repubic of 1923 (i.e., German Republic after the "sort of World War - but actually more accurate to call it The Great European Misstep War (read Barbara W. Tuchman's great classic book, The Guns of August) . . . because the Weimar [German] Repulic destroyed itself, literally from first engaging itselft in a useless war - - brought on by a series of missepts, blunders, miscalculations, misjudgements - that's the really misstep, the collective MISJUDGEMENTS of not only Germany, but France, definately great Britain, Russia,

as this country, once known as The The Republic of The United (that is, 50 individual soverign staes that are united under a federal systemintended and designed to be a federal system of very LIMITED powers with a constitution ) States of America - but correctly it should be called The Empire of the several states, today

My div info on Chalmers goes here

On Weimar Republic https://duckduckgo.com/?q=German+hyperinflation+1923&t=chromentp&ia=web

On chalmers https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chalmers_Johnson

and continue from here


Russia, A Magnificant Culture and Astonishing History  Alexander Kalinin i Russian Dance 'Trepak' The Nutcracker   [ music only ]  From youtube




https://thevaccine.net/Russia/Alexander Kalinin Russian Dance 'Trepak 'Nutcracker.mp4


Oh, by the way, read this on the youtube link given,
1,051,138 views Dec 4, 2009
Tropak or trepak is a traditional Ukrainian folk dance that spread throughout the Russian Empire. The tropak shares many musical and choreographic characteristics with the better known hopak. Both developed as Cossack social dances, performed at celebratory occasions.


Choreography [ The art of creating and arranging dances or ballets ] By Alex Kalinin. He was born in Moscow, Russia and began his dancing career at the age of four with his father. He graduated from the prestigious [indeed it is, {nc} Bolshoi Ballet Academy of Moscow. He has performed and toured as a soloist in over sixty countries with the most prestigious dance companies in the former Soviet Union. After immigrating to the United States in 1981, Mr. Kalinin has performed on stages from New York to Los Vegas, Reno, Australia and throughout Southern California. He has taught dance for over twenty-five years in US as well as abroad. He is the Founder and Artistic Director of the Kalinin Dance Company.

Russian dance trepak nutcracker

For now it is Moscow by Night.  In Between Shows, see the sights          See you there laterr.



When a nation invests in the education of all of its people, young and old, such a nation is FUTURE ORIENTED. The people of this nation will prosper and grow. .

When an Empire, such as the once Republic of the United States (that is, a Republic soverign states united in a common cause) betray its people by spending the people's money on its endless wars of conquest, destruction, and murder of other countries leaders who oppose the Empire's programs of extermination of the weak to favor the rich and powerful - appropiating over 25% of the nation's wealth on weapons of mass destruction that Empire dooms itself to to its own extinction.


2024-Feb-4 This section to beorganized and edited, etc.

Dr. Giorgio Lolli, M.D. Quarterly Journal of Studies on Alcohol ___ Laboratory of Applied Physiology, Yale University, 1956 - UPDATED.

You can now pull up Dr. Lolli's published research paper and download.

Dr. Lolli, whom I knew as a child, (i.e., me as the child of 10-12, not the doctor (M.D.) as the child) was also a Freudian psychoanalyst and bought into Freud's Sex is Everything Joy Ride - titled his Yale University paper Alcoholism as a Disorder of the Love Disposition. I don't know. Perhaps it is so. This was, after all, 1956 and it seemed then that if you were a medical doctor and psychiatrist IN THE KNOW you better have a hard-on for Freud's World of Constructs or be cancelled out of the profession. Much is different today; but much is also the same, as is human nature.

Alcoholism as a Disorder of the Love Disposition by Giorgio Lolli, M.D. 1956; Yale University 

Miss Downing worked with Dr. Lolli for many years after her return from Europe and her duties as Deputy Director of Church World Service of the Resettlement of Refugees from German, Australia and Italy. She was very active, however, in using per positon to "rescue" Lithuanian, Georgian, etc., refugees and particularly priests, from "return to their previous life of freedom." I have pictures of this activity and hope to post them soon.


Miss Downing worked with Dr. Lolli for many years at the Manhattan Payne Whitney Clinic (where she met with and worked with the psychiatrist Mary Jane Sherfey, MD) after her, Ruth's, return from Europe and her duties as Deputy Director of Church World Service [CWS] for the Resettlement of Refugees of World War II (the second World War to End All Wars) from Germany (later W. Germany), Austia (which became a neutral state following Joseph Stalin's agreement, and Italy.

She, Ruth, was very active, however, in using per positon to also "rescue" Lithuanian, Georgian, etc., refugees and particularly priests, from "return to their previous life of freedom in the Soviet Union." I have pictures of this activity. It was in Germany at very large former NAZI army military barracks, Funkkaserne [ see map that Miss Downing met my Serbian mother, Radoijka Cuic who was living at the Funkkaserne Displaced Person's Camp (DP Camp) on outskirts of Munchen (from which we get Land of the Munchkin) - i.e., Munchen which used to be called, in German, Munichen.

Munich(working at this time for Red Cross and CWS as a translator of French (her primary language specialty) and also German and most of the Slavic languages. Radja's former employment had be as Translator of Documents for German government (actually NAZI Germany government- for there is a definite distinction) in its Foreign Office in Berlin under Herr Joachim von Ribbentrop. This work relationship ending when the Russian troops (Soviet Union army forces) arrived in Berlin, as she noted to me.

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<Ruth used her position as deputy director for resettlement of refugees, Germany, Italy, Austria to frankly help a lot of Eastern Orthodox priests and also people to flee west, and especially to get to Paris. Radja performed a significant part in that she, being a linguist geraduate from Belgrade University and specializing in her favorite language, French, was able to communicate with most of the refugees from the Eastern block.


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Here is the link  Correspondence with my Indian friend, Ambar, from Calcutta. 1996 thru 2023 CORRESPONDENCE   

Ambar emailed me today that he had found an additional 500 letters.  That is more than my correspondence with Dr. Harte, excluding his lecture notes to his medical students.  I see now another good opportunity to fine tune my knowledge of css as these letters he has sent via pdf following the scanning. 

2024-Feb-4 I hope to start soon posting the most interesting of our correspondence and take the rest with me to hell where together we shall burn to a crip.


The two of my writings worth keeping and reading, in my opinnion.

Go to My Philosophy of Investigation 

Reflections from Mission on a Sunday Morning ...link added 2024_Jan_28


Reflections from the Mission on a Sunday Morning         Material added 4-09-2023

Dedicated to the monks of St. Meinrad Archabby, {A} {B} {St. Benedict}Indiana


2024-Jan-28 Rev 2 On.teaching.a.bit.of.my.philosophy.html Corrections and additions, and now more interesting I think.

on.teaching.a.bit.of.my.philosophy.on.teaching.and.learning.by.young.people.rev_1a.html  file shortened to above.

Our Lady of the Apparations


Nenad Cuic's School Days  Major added material and photos  Oct. 9th, 2023 extensive material added. And more to come. [2023-oct-24 I am now going to cut and paste into the story of Glenn Nash and Me those sections in Nenad Cuic's School Days and then I will edit that material and expand.]

Nenad Cuic's School Days in honor of Tom Brown


Sketches of a Life  A short bio of some aspects of my life through oil paintings of key moments in that life. make div and then gallary my best 3 or 6 paintings on this the index. page.

See also Go Link  Sketches of a life     Material added 4-09-2023  in the div include the sammy davis song, I've gotta be me. Material added 4-09-2023  add to above but as separate section

2024-Feb-4 This section dealing with Kalman Istvan needs to be organized and edited. One thing at a time.

Kalman Istvan, a young Hungarian Engineering Student   (Steve Colman) 182 page story of his life - Surviving the NAZI hunt for Jews

THE EXPLANATION The Story of Kalman Istvan (Later Steve Colman) pdf

Kalman Istvan, A Young Hungarian Engineering Student (Steve Colman) 182pg Story of his life, A Jew Surviving the NAZI hunt for JEWS (nenadcuic.com) 

The story of Isvan Kalman is covered above. I will move this stuff here up or the other same material down here depending on how I format things. Istan Kalman changed his name to Steve Colman after marriage and moving to Australia. In Australia he prospered in his work as an electrical engineer. I would have been proud to be a Jew and I would have been proud to be known to be from Hungary. I am proud to be a Serbian on my mother's side but somewhat ashamed to be Austrian (i.e., German on my father's side. I cannot think of any time before in German history that a people so cowared before a corrupt and criminal government that did not at least act to cleanse the honored name of Germany.

https://nenadcuic.com/story_of_radja_by_s.coleman.html   The Story of Radja by Istvan Kalman (Steve Colman) This is a brief summary of the story of my natural (Serbian) mother, Radoijka) and her years working in the NAZI (and I qualify that the German Government WAS NOT the NAZI Government) . . . in the NAZI Foreign Office as translator of documents, under Herr Joachim von Ribbentrip, Foreign Minister of NAZI Germany whom she knew personally and probably why she was not sent to a concentration camp following several interrogations by the Gestapo. Her connections with Herr Heinrich Himmler, despicable as tyrants and butchers ever come, he, Himmler, intervened personally in saving the life of her youngest brother, Nenad, scheduled for execution at the Belgrade concentration camp for his activities with the Partisons under Marshal Tito.

A number of points mentioned by Instvan in his 186 page book which he sent to me a few years before his death at, 93, I believe his wife told me, a just wrong. Once Radja arrived in USA, along with myself and my half brother, Dankmar, she, after a few years, moved to a small apartment in Greenwich Village on 14th St. just one block from Avenue of the Americas. She lived on the 5th floor of the apartment and she walked all the way as this old former railroad storage bluilding had no elevator. When I obtained my driver license at 16 (state of Missouri) I often went to visit her at the village. We had many long conversations, it was simple as that. Miss Downing facilitated these visits as per agreements made in Munchen, and at and at Funkkaserne displaced person's camp[ Munich, GR ] a large former NAZI military army barracks. https://voices.library.iit.edu/location/Funkkaserne


2022-11-10 notes on index page regarding Steve Colman 182 story

What follows next is the true story of a young Hungarian engineering student, Kálmán István, a Jew, who survived the German invasion of his country when he was a young teenager. In detail is his story of what happened to Hungarian Jews - BECAUSE they were Jews. And BECAUSE they were Jews - the German political machine and its party, the NAZI party - they were classified as Untermensch. That is to say, they were - Sub-human - less than human.





I Take Issue with Tucker Carlson  added its own page 2023-Aug-27. Page was initially created in May.2023


And Justice for All - New 2023-Aug-31, Thursday.

The True Story of Criminal Attorney Glenn W. Nash and the murder of three innocent people in 1965; and how, in his mind - He Won His Case by his claim of insanity. Sept 14, 2023.  I am on pause at the moment with this chapter as things are starting to heat up. One of Statan's top lieutenants is bellowing with rage (Joe the Limp) and what now will he do with the House opening up the list of crimes he has committed agaist us all?


2024-Feb-4 Needs to be edited and fonts corrected to match above.

Extensive bio additions in chronological order, more or less, in karate.diplomas.series.photo.version.html  May 30, 2023

2024-Feb-4 Needs to be edited and fonts corrected to match above.

Dedicated to Dr. Sun Hwon Chu, PhD "Psychotherapy2023-april-26, added photos of Sun Hwan Chu and Mindi at lookout mtn house.  Page being changed, added divs, etc. ongoing. [include the 3rd photo and possibly his calling card]


2024-Feb-4 Needs to be edited and fonts corrected to match above.

Ed Dowd  probably needs to be left in thevaccine.net 




Sketches of a Life  A short bio of some aspects of my life through oil paintings of key moments in that life. make div and then gallary my best 3 or 6 paintings on this the index. page.

See also Go Link  Sketches of a life     Material added 4-09-2023  in the div include the sammy davis song, I've gotta be me. Material added 4-09-2023  add to above but as separate section


(2023-Feb-12) I have added a significant amount of material on


My early life in Australia, down under, way down under

The United Staes of the Republic of America, One Nation Under God with many customs and beliefs and people of all races from throughout the world.


Dr.Margaret.Mahler.M.D._Psychotherapy.Unpublished.Lecture.Notes.html, approx. 120 pgs
Dr.James.R.Harte.M.D.Child.Psychiatrist.25.Years.of.Feedback.html  I have it, just need to post

Dr.James.R.Harte.Unpublished.Lecture.Notes.M.D.Medical.Students.html quite extensive, will take time. ~ 200 +pgs

Ruth.S.Downing.Psychiatric.Social.Worker.html - post the various published articles in major magazines, news papers, etc.


Dr. Lolly, MD, Psychiatry, Yale booklet on his research with alcoholics, a VERY FREUDIAN PAPER, AND WILL SCAN SHORTLY.  He was a very nice person. 

The three of us, the doctor, Ruth (who was at the time a co-worker with Dr. Lolly) and myself - often went to the Peach Tree restaurantnear to where Ruth and I lived then, 12 E. 97th St. Apt 5E between Madison Ave. and 5th Avenue, running parallel with Central Park.  I think Dr. Lolly found me interesting, an oddity. He was particulary interested in the significant behavioral change in me after I had eaten, for instance, at the Peach Tree. 

Today I think an M.D. would suspect hypoglycemia and check my blood sugar level before eating.  But Dr. Lolly was a trained psychoanalysist besides also being a medical doctor. His research paper - well it is very, how should I put it, Freudian.  Which brings back another associative memory.   https://www.verywellmind.com/what-is-associative-memory-5198601  

Today I think the best proven course of treatment (unless the person has truly got himself in a "pickle", a physical mess such as what I think is the situation with the current President's son, Hunter, then AA focused on alcoholism and drug addiction, or what is really the crisis today - drugs, is the best path to recovery. 

In my opinion, Hunter doesn't need to be in prison, he needsto be committed to a place such as St. Elizabeths Psychiatric Hospital near Washington, D.C.  It seems to me that Hunter has so impaired his Reticular Activating System (RAS) [neurological damage] and some other body systems, that he cannot form a reasonable judgement or make decisions and choices on his own that are to his best advantage and interests- because of the severe cloud effect (he is neurologically speaking - asleep - and needs a prolonge dose of medical treatment to "wake him up from his stupor" that takes place with continuous and strong use of such drugs as Cocaine.  You can write this off if you hate Hunter Biden, (and I don't particularly like him myself) but he IS NOT in control of himself and, in my opinion, as much as I dislike his type of person, he cannot possibly defend himself when he has a malfunctioning brain brought on by constant use of brain destructive drugs that alter the very physiology of his circuits. That's my opinion for what it is worth. Hate him if you want to - but at least treat him as a very sick human being who deserves our understanding and compassion. If you haven't been there yourself - don't preach on your highhorse like you know that world of brain alterning drugs and what they do to a person's judgement and thsoe parts of the circuits that control a persons inhibitions and also tear them down.

But because he is the current President's son - any judge would be very reluctant to take that course of action - evaluation - (a course of action totally appropriate BUT FOR Hunter being the current President's son); for concern that he, the judge would be accused of "playing politics."  SHOUTING LOUD the President's opposition will say, "Any body else, you or me, would be going to prison."  Sure, like John Hinckley Jr. did - right?!

And I don't personally like Joe Biden for what his decisions are doing to Ukraine. But does his, President Biden's lack of compassion for the people of Ukraine (and too the dead young Russian soldiers, many just teenage boys I imagine) tarnish objective evaluation of a defendent's true mental state that otherwise a judge would consider, "would take under advisement"? If Hunter's lawyer examined this question and then made such motion to the judge for independent professional medical evaluation of his client - how could any reasonable person object" 

Because this is exactly the motion that would be made for some bozo "pulled off the street" who was obviously acting bizzare - by a court appointed lawyer.  Why should it be any different for Hunter?  He is obviously wounded. 

If you have never been a person who is weak, confused and in many ways internally tortured by conflicts inside of the self - and thus "taken it out" on the self - then I guess you can push compassion aside for that person and mumble to yourself, "Nobody would do that for me - why should that guy get all the breaks!"

And my rejoinder would simply be, He, Hunter, is still a human being. And is thus entitled to all the breaks that the law can give him.  This is America I think it still. And recognizes that law is not always all black or all white - but there are the blends and the shadows to consider when justice hangs in the balance.  And I don't even like his father, the President - because of his actions with regards to Ukraine.  But in many ways I have been in Hunter's shoes, but just not as severe.

Isn't there a kind of M'Naughten Rule for people like Hunter?  I mean, "Extenuating Circumstances" when supported by medical evidence - to open the door for medical evaluation?.  If the man does have neurological impairment from long term continued use of brain function suppressing drugs such as cocaine - then those who strenuously oppose all that the current president tries to do cannot claim "finding excuses" or "employing political expediency."  Those claims fall on barren grounds when objective test, both medical and psychological evaluation, support the claim.  Common sense and the public's observations clearly show that not all of Hunter's marbles are in place or even functioning. 


Kalman.Istvan.Hated.&,Hunted.by.the.Nazi.The.Explanation.html - put into webpage asap as it is 182 pgs and great material include photos


Very.Old.Veterinary.Books.Some.Useful.Info.for.a.Dying.Republic.html . . . Vet book will be very valuable for farmers in very remote area as the information inside is extensive as regards to treatment of typical farm animals.  This is ~ 1830 publication. When you compare with modern vet book you see that it is the treatment of the animals, not the diagnosis, etc. of the animals condition.  So, a farmer in a very remote area, say on African continent, might benefit if he has this information. About 100 pgs have been scanned and they look great.




In Search of Insanity.  2023-August-27 Start moving the Nash stuff over to the new webpage

And Justice for All - soon I will be removing the details from this page and putting them onto the above link.


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In Search of Insanity

This is the story of Criminal Attorney Glenn W. Nash and me.

[put nash newpaper clip photo of him being arrested in Greenville, MS coming off bus with Margo [photo], [me in front of dojo]

Glenn was a good friend. For near two years I attended many of his criminal case trials.  I learned a good bit about legal things. I liked him a whole lot. We were even drinking buddies. He had his Heaven Hill and I had the Cherry Vodka.

I think that is the case with any boy who is deprived of growning up without a father's influence. A woman cannot be a father to either a boy or girl. I don't think any one can know that unless he (he, she, etc.) is or has been in that situation. And in many ways he was a father figure for me as I never knew my father though I always was wanting one. 

I got to know him when I was teaching Judo in exchange for Karate lessons at the Memphis Karate Academy down on Bellview Blvd.just North of E.H. Crump  and Bellview Blvd. (many say he was a real crooked politician/lawyer)in Memphis, Tennessee.

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I think I escaped a life in prison by the skin of my teeth. 

I was at the time a teenager, 19, a dropout from school at 16.  Wild, yes. But never unkind to anyone. At least not intentionally.  Fifty eight (58) years have past since those three murders happened. 

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In all this time I have NO criminal record or Sessions Court Stuff (In Tennessee there is Session Court for minor cases) or ANY in ANY jurisdiction.  And I don't recall a driving charge in, I guess none in 30 years but a few minor things in 1980s.  I have never been arrested for anything because I have never done anything to be arrested for. 

I figure as how some teenager in similar circumstances, no father to teach discipline and to LOOK UP TO (you know what I mean? A boy needs someone to look up to, to respect, to emulate. It is essential for normal mental growth development and character formation.

And my having dropped out of school, run around wild with my BSA fast motorcyle with other guys simiar to me - this story, all true, might benefit that teenager becasue I still think I avoided a life in prison by the skin of my teeth.

Follow the whole story (now being written) on   [now being developed finally, and it will all go into its own wep page.]

Continue with link to webpage, "And Justice for All". What would have happened, the 'outcome of a trial' had 'The Case of Glenn W. Nash" gone to trial - had Nash not been able to successfully "fake" his insanity. Well, now you join "Brer Rabbit" in the briar patch of American and British jurisprudence.  You see, I knew that Glenn was NOT  insane by any measure. But no judge would allow my impressions or conclusion or to develop the reason of  "why" I held such beliefs because I would NEVER have been admitted to the witness stand as an "expert witness."  Not as a 19 year old aged boy of limiited education. 

- work now in progress - andjusticeforall.html in progress and then most of above will be moved an my analysis, from a legal perspective, if there are no objections, will continue.

Go to And Justice for All -

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My Diplomas in Karate and Engineering  and 8th grade and What's it all about (very rough draft, developed in haste)



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Our Lady Apparations"  (Rev 3) Additional songs of Praise to God, Different Nations, Different Cultures and Customs.  Islam holds "Our Lady" with utmost respect and reverance as they do with her son, Jesus the Christ, whom they, Islam, feels is a Prophet of God the Creator, not the Creator Himself, as do I too so believe after a life time of searching the answer to this very question.  The Apparations of Our Lady, Mary, mother of Jesus the Christ - are REAL, they are intrinsically part of the domain of reality.   She can be known by each person who seeks to know the Creator, Allah, God of the Universe. It is really only a question  of how much do we thrist for this truth. How deep is our yearning to know and feel the presence of the Creator. For He is not an abstraction. He is real.






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posting 2023-Aug-29.  One of the reasons I undertook this project was to learn webs programing with html & css. I hope to move on to JavaScripts and JQuerry.  It is not easy thing to learn this code but much easier if you have previous coding exprience.  I had five years with Fortran IV which was a program for scientists and engineers and it was part of the engineering program and a requirement for graduation. MS Visual Basic, Pascal, etc., are similar.  But I think the computer language dominating the science world today is C++ which for me was an aggrevation to learn and since I had reached my goal of getting my diploma BS in electrical engineering, University of Tennessee, Knoxville, TN., since I knew if actually pulled it off - the pay would be a whole lot better than junking cars, working labor teaching the martial arts, etc.  I don't think I ever got infected by the snob factor you see in the academic life.  And I have nothing buy compliments and appreciation for my professors, especially in the School of Electrical Engineer housed then (1994) in Ferris Hall. And frankly speaking, I had good relations with all the other students.  I was older than most of my fellow students.  But all were kind to me and I reciprocated. 

I can tell you honestly, it was no easy task for me to get through engineering school.  It was not any blood, but yes, a whole lot of sweat, and no tears.  But I did almost have a "panic attack" about the second week of school.  I was carrying 18 hours plus the labs which is one heavy load especially when all this academic stuff was mostly new to me.  And too, although I had covered trig with Glenn Harbor - the electrical courses assumed a much deeper level of knowledge that what I had previously studied.  I did have a Shaun's Outline on trig which helped quite a lot. 

I'm sitting alone in my dumpy off-campus room with all these books, and trying to figure out what the calculus book was all about.  It seemed like every other sentence the author would have to say, "It should be OBVIOUS this . . . and it should be obvious to you that . . . " and I thought to myself, "My god, how the hell am I going to get through all this, four years . . how am I going to do it."  I began to have the same feeling of everything going to pieces, that I was going to fail again. I thought about that proverbial light at the end of the tunnel.  All I could see was darkness. 

Then I did something out of the blue fo me.  I say that because I always had looked far ahead and planned out this and that. Just as I planned out the preparation for going into a field, engineering which I knew upfront was going to be a bitch.  And why would I fabricate anything - to what adantage?  I'll be soon 78 years old.  I still have three "best friends" from my work years.  Have known them and stayed in contacts now for over 40 years. 

One friend who had been for quite a few years my manager at work - was the spit and polish of health, a real nature freak.  We had been good friends since he came to work in 1980 having got his degree bachelor degree in electrical engineering and later his master degree from Tennessee Tech; and then PE license. 

So I was six years his senior both in age (even more in age) and time at the utility.  When the Covid (I called it a scam right from the start, Jan. 2020, and started my website, https://thevaccine.net  both as a way to learn computer coding (html & css) and follow what I knew would be an historic event. - I did lose some, how to put it, friends where we accomindated each other in the work place. I said, "If you never trust the government you will never be disappointed." One guy said he thought I was trying to be funny.  But no.  It is true. I don't trust anyone unless I can justify objectively reason why I should trust some person.  I had a Sr. level manager say, "Nenad, just trust me." And I asked him, " A_ Why should I?" And I seriously wanted to know.  If a person tells you "Just trust me" you better run like hell unless you know how to fight. 

The Sr. manager didn't respond. He wasn't mad. I think he asked himself, "He's right, why should he?"  He was Indian (Asian) and very intelligent and quick in his thinking.  In fact, my experience with people form India (and I have been there for about 4 weeks two times) is that these Indians are are just a whole lot more intelligent than the run of the mill American people I meet with and and deal with and have worked with over a long career.  And frankly speaking, and I mean no offense, but the political class, especially today is just plain dumb.  I don't know any other way to describe it.  And I am not saying I am smarter.  I'm not. It's just that American leadership can't seem to see any farther than the front of their shoes, if they even where them anymore.  I will give you an example where I see a person not at all cognitively impared but short sighted in his thinking because I don't believe he thinks things through.

Donald Trump. Who(m) I think is one of the most honest of the politicians today at the national level.  In my opinion both Xi Jinping and Donald Trump are decent and honest people who want to serve and act in the best interests of their nations people.  Hell, my wife put me in a real financial bind buying coins of all sizes, many fully silver and some, not actually Au plated but still mighty nice with engravings of Trump in various settings.  And these are like about the size of pancakes you get at Denny's.  I never questions my wife about anything, I mean going back to 1981 when we met.  I am talking like near $15,000 new debt load. 

I found out what was happening when I had to call the ambulance when one morning she became totally unresponsive. She did not even respond to a finger prick test.  I figured it must be the covid.  Thanks to a Karl Denninger and his website, www.market-ticket.org I had obtained earlier an O2 meter and a 5L bottle of oxygen, just in case - covid did hit her. For years going back to 2007 I have tuned into his website most every mid-morning to see what topic he has covered.  He is the most eclectic  [ Link 2 ] person I have ever come across.  I have provided a link because the word, eclectic is not used that much. 

Here is what happened.  Very early when news that cruise ship, Diamond Princess, hit the major news services - that this ship had an ongoing epidemic of a new virus - Karl Denninger (market-ticket.org) had already the essential details

Now we all know that China and USA are tossing hot potatoes forth and back to each other. 

About a year after graduating and going to work, Ruth (my foster mother) made the comment that she thought that I was happier than I had every been before during those five years. (At Dr. Harte's suggestion I took of a year and worked in a large consulting engineering compnay in Memphis.)  Ruth was 100 percent correct.  Those years at the university where the happiest time I had experienced in my life.  I lived off-campus in a "dump" at Knoxville, but that was OK.  The freshman and sophmore years were at UT-Martin (Martin, TN) but engineering majors had to do the last two years at the main school in Knoxville. Same thing in Martin, living off-campus.  The rooms I lived in were also dumpy but I preferred that because it was much less expensive and also I preferred to live alone with my studies.  The dormitories are noisy as living in Manhattan but alot safer, especially today. 


One of the main reasons I volunteered to go to India on a joint government to government joint project was to be able to visit Kolkata  was (Calcutta) in order to visit Dakshineswar Kali Temple where Ramakrishna had served as Priest of the temple. While attending engineering school over five years I had systematically read the 8 volume works of Swami Vivekananda. Vivekananda had travelled world wide and attended the Parlament of Religions and he gave a number of addresses to the attendees. I have the original very large book from that time and I hope to soon scan the original pages and post them in the page which will be focused on Swamiji Vivekananda.

Reading and studying Swamini's lectures (they were stenographically written down as he spoke) changed my outlook on life. One of the teaching of Ramakrishna was that "All religions are but different roads leading to the same God."  I embraced that teaching.  This visit was in 1994 during the Monsoon time.   This was 29 years ago.  The joint project work kept us in Bihar, India for about three weeks.  The next year, 1995, I returned to visit with my wife.  We stayed approximately a month. 

The experience and enjoyment of those visits has never left me.  It never will.  I will say more later and include a photo gallary.  I took about 600 photos of India as Peggy and I traveleled throught many parts of India. 

The Teachings of Swamiji Vivekananda

put in <article> and give some extracts based on RAMAKRISHNA AS WE SAW HIM and the book about Vivekananda and his followers and the establishment of the Vedanta Societies in USA.  during their time in USA; also scan the Parlament of Religion 1893 parts where Vivekananda is quoted. etc.

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Gravitas: The story of Swami Vivekananda

Excellent 4 minute summary of Swami Vivekanana. The commentator mentions The World Parliament of Religion, 1893. I have the original book which provides all of the speeches and sermons given. My goal is to post the sections regarding Vivekananda and what he said. He was a great man indeed.  His teachings in eight volumes of his lectures which were stenographically recorded which I read systematically during my five years in engineering shcool. 





Though in Hindi, the pictures you will see tell you a great deal about Swami (Teacher) Vivekanana




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Fr. John Corapi, STD The New Catechism of the Catholic Church as Commissioned by Pope John Paul II and Created Under the Direction of Cardinal Ratzinger, Later Pope Bennedict XVI

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Add about reticular activating system and effect of pot, depression, schitzoid and schizophrenic behavoir. and the wake-up effect of ritalin, LSD, etc. by the RAS. At least it seems to explain some of it from personal experimentation. Relate how just half of a very stong joint from Columbia brick seriously impared my ability to do the higher level mathematics such as the differential equations course and almost required my changing major to something less academically demanding. This was my sophmore year.

During freshman years I had made the Dean's List, twice I believe it was. My experimenting with strong pot from Columbia, just one time (during my college years) almost wrecked my plans on becoming an electrical engineer.  Perhaps Elon Musk can handle pot and still fly to the moon on one of his rockets.  But my guess is that if he was really smoking pot when I saw him on the television - then it was proably weak local grown grass (pot) not worth the bother, frankly.  With really good stuff - the joint you roll will be thin and tight.  And you wiil do good to get half-way through it before you are ready to do your launch.  And what ever he was actually smoking it wasn't good weed because it created TOO much smoke.  A good joint will not produce the cloud I saw surround his head that time on TV.

With LSD (purple microdots were the best} in the 1980s it was quite the opposite experience.  LSD seems to me, at least experimentally, to have no kinship with amphetamines.  It may chemically, pharmaceutically, but related but I don't think so. With LSD the initial experience is the most expanding.  But then with more and more you build up a tolerance and then you search for that first glorious trip.  But I think that good and pure, not contaminated, LSD has some remarkable psychiatric treatment properties. By the time I took my first trip (and I did take all necessary precautions such as putting the guns in the far barn and locking the gates) I had reached a state where I could not function and was at risk of not being able to do my job.  I had been smoking strong pot day in and day out. I had lost all motivation. I could not longer organize my thoughts. Time was now distorted continuously.  Ability to do abstract reasoning and thus my job -had left me.  I saw in myself what was happening to me.  But I could not stop.

Before I took the purple microdots I set up my artist easel and got out the pigments and the brush.  I would record the event, whatever it was to be, for my own history book.  I was to open my own Doors of Perception as Aldous Huxley had done with mescaline, the better part of Peyote, a cactus.

<aside> You know, as a young teen I had read of William Blake, who was artist and poet.  Some of the books said he was schizophrenic because of his sometimes bizarre art and poetical work.  I don't really know.  I do know that after I came to USA and started attending the school (I had NO prior education, could not read, write, not even write or spell my name, whatever the one I was asked to chose.  In school I could not funcitoni. I was then almost nine. I was then tested and tested and tested. Ruth was a psychiatric social worker involved in research at the Payne Whitney Hospital.  Janey (Mary Jane Sherfey) was a medical psychiatrist, also involved in research. And one of them I was to chose to be my official mother.  So, naturally test they did. And I was first labeled as being educationally mentally retarded.  But then, and on into when I was 13-14, I would hear voices, I would hear my name being called, Nenad, Nenad.  Thus, once again, test, test, test.  Yes, I was withdrawn, preferring not to be around people. But, if you have been hit from time to time as I was in the camps by one of the adults, you will acquire an aversion to adults - you will flintch and pull away when a person comes close, draws his hand near to your face. </aside>

''Schizophrenia is a severe, chronic mental disorder that affects the way an individual acts, thinks, expresses feelings, gets real, and relates to some other things. Even though schizophrenia is not common as some other major mental diseases, it might be the most disabling and chronic. Individuals having schizophrenia sometimes have problems doing well at work, in society, at school, and also in relationships. They might have the feeling of being withdrawn and frightened and can appear to have no interaction with reality.''  https://betahealthy.com/what-do-you-want-to-know-about-schizophrenia-symptoms-causes-types-diagnosis-treatment-outlook/ 

Yes, true that is.  But if they appear to be ''numb'' to personal relationships, deprived of the power to feel or move normally; benumbed; emotionally unresponsive; indifferent to death or suffering - it is just that - they appear to be ''numb'' to their world, a world that those fortunate enough to have been spared of wars reality will never know and thus may never understand what this "numbess" that so many saw in the people who survived from the truth of war: the peoples of Soviet Union, China, Japan, Poland, Serbia, Philippines, so many places, so many that we should not rememer.

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Video credits: From youtube.com

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3wWGvR2mFs = Only the dead have seen the END of WAR, by 3nohzion TV

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-yIf1huef8&t=6207s = Drums of War Epic Drum and Percussion Music, by Dark Sonic

Video editing software by NCH Software, https://www.nchsoftware.com  Using VideoPad. For audio editing I used WavePadSound Editor. Product experience with this Australian company, greater than 15 years. 100% satisfied.

Note: Drums of War replaced into video as I felt that Drums of War music better expressed the horror of war, and especially what it does to children.

Video & audio editing and necessary web coding by Nenad Cuic of the Kingdom of Serbia. Also, this block, this 'div" will be moved to my 'blogging page, now being developed and to be called 'On Freud's Couch in Repose''


''WAR IS HELL ''  General William T. Sherman, USA Civil War, 1880 speech.


The video above is 2 minutes of horrendous video footage of the bottom line in what happens when collective madness takes over human's otherwise rational minds. This war in Ukraine, which at the moment is a ''proxy'' war (See ref. 1 below) but perhaps not for long.

From all appearences and news sources other than American main stream media (MSM) sources, such as TV outlets like ABC, CBS, NBC, CNN, etc., United States in consort with their long time partner Great Britain, and also former German Chancellor, the Merkle woman and too French President Macroroni - engineered this war between Russia and Ukraine for the purpose of destroying the Russian Federation and then busting up the huge land mass, some 2 and 1/2 land size as USA  - in order for Rusia to be exploited for its vast almost unlimited - at least for several hundred years - resources. 

The conspiractors, for that is what they are (USA, GB, France, German, possibly others but of minor significance in the total scheme) had plotted the present situation back in I believe it was 2014 when the MISK AGREEMENT between the principal parties, Ukraine, USA, RUSSIA, GB, German and France Macrononi was agreed upon.  But in reality, by their own public admissions, mainly by the Merkle woman and French President - their participation was all a subterfuge. (See Ref. 2 below)

It appears that the Biden administration and their Gang of Four - had anticipated that through the use of massive sanctions, and the disconnect of Russia from the "Swift" communications system that allows countries to transact busines - that they could bring about an economic collapse of Russia Federation. 

The Gang of Four plus Biden plans sort of boomeranged, didn't it..  In fact, after the USA and Great Britain in actualitity ''appropriated''' over 350 billion of dollars held in "trust" by them, the Pirate countries led by their Pirate in Chief, Biden - but belonging to Russia and its people.  Other countries were shocked into a sensible response.

''Wait a minute! If USA and GB can grab Russian money deposits in the Western Banking System - they can ''stick it to us in the same way.''  These countries were shock at what happened.  The United States it had long been assumed - was governed by an honest system of laws.. These countries such as India, Turkey, in fact most all of them, realized that the same thing that happened to the fabulously oil rich country of Venezuela could quite easly happen to them if the fangs of the United States were directed at them. . In this case they, the USA and its cohort partner, GB appropriated (that means they stole) most if not all of Venezuela's gold. 

This act of theft was the first step in the plan to totally destroy Venezuela economy and strarve its people in the process. Biden and his Gang of Four assume that if the people of Venezuela get hungry enough and enough of their children die from lack of medical supplies and food - the ''people'' will rise up and demand the overthrow of the corrupt venezuela government in a peoples ''color revolution.'' This ''color revolution'' is to be colored RED as a reminder that the United States is the  EXCEPTIONAL NATION - a nation above all other nations of the world - in setting the standard for morality, truthfullness, justice and their American Way.

Ref 1. A proxy war is an armed conflict between two states or non-state actors, one or both of which act at the instigation or on behalf of other parties that are not directly involved in the hostilities. In order for a conflict to be considered a proxy war, there must be a direct, long-term relationship between external actors and the belligerents involved.. Wikepidia

Ref2. A subterfuge is the use of deception to achieve an end (in the case now before you - this END is to be the destruction of the Russian Federation). A subterfuge is a deceptive stragagem [a strategy to us] a device. The American Heritage Dictionary of English Language, 5th Ed.





The voice that I would hear calling me was, I am certain, was that of my mother, Radja.  She was living in Garden City and teaching at St. Mary's School for Girls.  I was living in St. Louis County with Ruth, a very kind person.  The lonliness that I felt was real.  I cannot deny it. Even today that echo of the past, and the lonliness returns when I think about it.  I was never schizophrenic, never mentally educationally retarded.  I was the child of a great war. And I was one of the lucky ones. 





Mazurka Dabrowskiego   (This is really one neat song, anthem. It tells you that the Poles have a lot of fight in them and won't take BS from anyone no batter how big.)

a really great sounding song

Poland has not yet perished so long as we are still alive

What the alien force has taken from us, we shall retrieve with a stabre.

March, March, Dabrowski, from the Italian land to Poland.

Under your command

We shall rejoin the nation.

March, March, Dabrowski,

From the Italian land to Poland

Under your command

We shall rejoin the nation

Well cross the Vistua and Warta,

We shall be Polish.

Bonaparte has given us the example of how we should prevail

March, March, Dabrowski

From the Italian land to Poland

Under your command

We shall rejoin the nation.

March, March, Dabrowski

From the Italian land to Poland.

We shall rejoin the nation


Go Poland, You won last year - You Can Do It Again

Poland Wins Again


Poland Beat the Russkies Today

Tomorrow is Another Day

Serbia Yesterday, Serbia Today, Serbia Tomorrow


When at First You Don't Succeed

Try Try Again


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(2023-Jan-25) A Flight to the Past



And that is what Germany is doing - got their tail curled up under their belly. What a nation of cowards, it sure looks that way.Germany for sure has CAPITULATED.

I watched your President's short video praising China on its 100th year anniversary and on China's great accomplishments since its independence and liberation from the oppression and tyranny of the Nationalist forces. I am glad to find out that the president of Serbia is a progressive - placing the needs of the society ahead of the enrichment of a few above the needs of the many. I recorded his short speech and will find time to forward to you. Also, the same feeling for your foreign minister whose first name is Nikola, like you.


I read how Serbia is wanting to join the EU but also wants to remain neutral in terms of military alliances with neither EU, U.S.A. or China and Russia. That is non-alignment position and is the best one to take. But EU will never concede to Serbia on that. EU is a lackey dog of the Americans and Serbia will have to choose whether to align with the dogs or the bear and the dragon - at some point in time. The bear did not steal Kosovo away from Serbia. The EU aided and abetted the theft of Kosovo from Serbia. Remember that.


And if Serbia thinks that aligning with EU will make it prosper economically - think again - think about Greece. Britain did one wise thing when it joined the EU. It kept its own currency.

When a nation gives up its own currency to some bureaucratic system - it gives up fully its sovereignty. And it is then almost impossible to escape, to extricate itself from the strangulation that Brussels can inflict on that country. That is why Greece is totally impoverished today. Had they kept their currency then at least they could have used financial tools to keep its people from starving. They are now paying the price for their foolish surrender of their independence.


Now to my point tonight. Here is an article for you to read when you have time from your busy schedule.


I take no position on the question of "gay rights" or whether homosexual conduct is normal or a mental aberration.  The question is simply one of what does sovereignty actually mean?

What I do say is that Hungary, like Poland is a strong Christian nation which opposes homosexual practices {not necessarily orientation} as against their customs and religious teachings.

These customs and religious teachings go back over a thousand years. Yet in both of these countries the bureaucratic perverts in Brussels are demanding that Hungry and Poland suppress, to deny - their very customs and religious beliefs and teachings to appease a very small minority of people who believe homosexual practices, behavoir - are normal activities.

If Poland and Hungry acquiesce to the dictates [diktieren, ?????????] of the dictator, the Brussel bureaucratic rulers, then these countries will no longer be sovereign nations.

Are they to surrender their dignity and national respect over the issue of forcing these Christian countries to legitimize sexual behavior that goes totally against the teaching of the Christian beliefs? That is what is being demanded of them.


This very issue will also confront Serbia if she decides that material prosperity is more important to the Serbian nation than its dignity and sovereignty.

All that Serbia gains by joining the EU is possible improved economic conditions. But at what cost? And how did the surrender by that ancient and honorable nation, Greece, turn out for them? Are they better today for throwing in their lot with the EU?


This reminds me of the great words of the Mexican patriot, Emiliano Zapata, who is remembered by his people for his immortal words when he said,

"It is better to die standing on your feet than begging on your knees!"


Isn't national honor and respect for your country's customs and religious beliefs, {and Serbian East Orthodox tradition which goes back over a thousand years} worth more than the ability to buy a few more "things" "gadgets" "plastic stuff" that soon clog up your landfills and garbage dumps?


What will Hungry do? What will Poland do? What will Serbia do?

At what price does a nation surrender its sovereignty, its dignity and self-respect to join with the harlot and prostitute itself to short term and fleeting pleasures?


Serbia sacrificed over twenty-five percent of its young male population to answer that question when the Nazis demanded that it surrender its sovereignty in exchange for "peace." What was the answer that the Serbs gave to the Nazis? "It is better to die standing on your feet than begging on your knees!"


I don't know Serbian history. But I am certain that was the spirit that moved the partisans to fight regardless of the sacrifice. The honor and dignity of the nation of Serbia came FIRST!

Nenad Cuic of the Kingdom of Serbia



What follow are not my words but those of Pat Buchanan, United States, from article he wrote to unz.com

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EU to Hungary's Victor Orban - Back Gay Rights or Get Out, unz.com 2021-07-02



Respect LBGT rights or get out of the EU, 66Dutch Prime Minister Mark Rutte instructed Hungary's Viktor Orban at last week's gathering of the European Union in Brussels.

According to Reuters, attendees described it as the "most intense personal clash among the bloc's leaders in years."

What caused the clash?

Hungary just passed a law that bans schools from using materials seen as pro-homosexuality. According to the AP, the new law "prohibits sharing content on homosexuality or sex reassignment to people under 18 in school sex education programs, films or advertisements."

Rutte eagerly related details of his confrontation with Orban: "It was really forceful, a deep feeling that this could not be. It was about our values; this is what we stand for." *

*(1) "I said, 'Stop this; you must withdraw the law, and if you don't like that and really say that the European values are not your values, then you must think about whether to remain in the European Union.'"

Orban calls himself a freedom fighter and defender of traditional Catholic values who believes in democracy but not liberalism: "The Hungarian nation is not a mere pile of individuals."

Almost everyone apparently came down hard on Orban.

European Council President Charles Michel reminded Orban "that values such as freedom, tolerance and human dignity are at the heart of the EU."

Several EU member states signed a letter declaring: "Respect and tolerance (2) are at the core of the European project. We are committed to carry on with this effort, making sure that future European generations grow up in an atmosphere of equality and respect." (3)

U.N. Secretary-General Antonio Guterres was in the meeting and, asked about Hungary's new law, replied: "All forms of discrimination are totally unacceptable and obviously any form of discrimination in relation to LGBTQ+ people are totally unacceptable."

The issues raised by this confrontation are many.

First, those who warned in the 1960s that the EU, which began as a European Coal and Steel Community, a French-German free-trade zone of six nations, would inevitably evolve and expand into a transnational regime that would seek to impose its "values" on its members have been proven right.

And what are "EU values"? Who declares them; who defines them?

Christian teachings have a pedigree that goes back millennia.

But what is the source of moral authority for modernity's doctrine that homosexuality is moral, other than some transient ideology, which Russell Kirk reminded us is political religion?

What is the source of the morality that teaches same-sex unions are the equal of traditional marriage and any government that does not agree is a bigoted regime with which we ought not associate?

For the stand the EU takes today — that homosexuality is natural and normal and should be morally and legally the equal to other forms of sexual expression — flatly contradicts those Christian beliefs and values that Europe itself reflected at the EU's infancy.

Do values change? Or are people simply converted to new faiths, new beliefs, new ideas and new "values" that contradict the old ones that were taught and believed for centuries?

If tolerance is, as Michel declares, an EU value, is the canopy of tolerance not wide enough, and the big tent of tolerance not large enough, to include the Christian values Orban espouses, though they contradict the EU values that Rutte and others declare?

Is not Hungary being subjected to EU discrimination for the moral offense of holding on to beliefs that differ from the new EU consensus?


Is the EU's liberalism so intolerant of dissent it would expel an EU member who does not embrace its 21st-century teachings on LGBT rights?

Not until this century in the USA was homosexuality declared a constitutional right. Justice Antonin Scalia famously dissented from that decision.

And if Hungary holds to ideas and beliefs Scalia held, and tens of millions of Americans still hold, but is forced out of the EU for so doing, why would we Americans not stand behind Hungary's right to dissent?

American values, once declared to be freedom, liberty and independence, have evolved into inclusiveness, diversity and tolerance.

Which brings us to the cancel culture.

Where is the tolerance here for differences of belief about whether homosexuality is moral? Cannot those who reject newly established opinion still be included in the company of decent men? Or do the values of inclusion and diversity not extend that far?

Why should disbelievers in the moral equality of homosexuality be excluded from the circle of decent men?
We're getting close here to what cancel culture is all about.

Are future European generations to be taught that the Christian position on homosexuality was backward, bigoted and hateful and that its abandonment marked a major step in human progress?

If the Hungarian people and nation find that EU values conflict with their Catholic and Hungarian values, they should declare their independence of the EU as anything other than a trading bloc.

Patrick J. Buchanan is the author of "Nixon's White House Wars: The Battles That Made and Broke a President and Divided America Forever."

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*(1) What this guy Rutte is actually saying is this: The European Union is the dominant authority that transcends any other authority or belief systemsof its member states that is at variance with the rules and dictates of The Gang of Brusselites. This includes the teachings, or shall we say - the beliefs of the churches; and also the nation's LAWS. Are the laws of a soverign nation subserviant to a bunch of Brusselite bureaucrats.  Say it ain't so, Joehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UI3Zi056PuM 

In other words, Hungary, Poland, Netherlands, Deutschland, Deutschland uber Alles, France, and the "has been" Britain, etc., etc., all the low life European Coolies - whose prime function in the oranization (the EU) is to carry the water for the Brusselites, the SAHIBS (as the meaning of the word in this case is known well in India) and to clean their chamber pots on time.

RotorRooter Rutte use of the word "values" is a deflection, a diversion of his true meaning and intent of the word - values. We saw this same ploy used by the Wicked Witch of the West - where her every utterence was "our vaues this" and "our values that" as though SHE WAS THE HOLDER OF THE VALUES when in reality both she and RotorRooter Rutte are nothing but holders in good standing of the Golden Fleece Award. It is YOU, citizens of the EU, that Rotor Rooter Rutte wants to fleece. 

You see, the value of a thing, an idea, a belief system, is what YOU the individual deem it to be. YOU the individual set the value based on what YOU feel is important to YOU. Many people value things in terms of money. That is, their value of an object, be it a workd of art or literature, etc., is QUANTIFIED.

But there are other circumstances where it is not possible to quantify the meaure of our values in terms of a unit called money or its substitutes. Take for instance an enviroment where there is not known the thing called money. Where there is no MINE AND THINE. Then it may be that the people in such a society or group will come to value their relationship with each other as most important - and the measure of that relationship might well be in "how much do I trust this other person." Thus the measure of the trust we hold for another determines the weight of the value we hold for that other person.

In other words, values are not COLLECTIVE. RotorRooter Rutte would have you believe that there is one set and only one set of values that you are allowed to hold, one belief system and only one, - if you want to be ONE OF THEM. And that is those permitted by the high priests in the Temple of the Brusselites from where sprout such rubbish.

<aside> Let me divert for one moment and give you an aside to clarify one aspect of what I am trying to say and how it weighs in great measure what may be the outcome of the war that is happening now with Russia and Ukraine/NATO and its piglets.

When my true mother, a Serb, retuned from a visit to Russia (which was exactly in the immediate aftermath of Chernoby, she wrote to me a letter prior to her visit from Manhattan to Chattanooga (where I was living at the time) which said, in part,

"Here is a bit which you will find interesting. In Russia when a person comes to visit another in say, the apartment, he will say upon entering the room, "Your brother has arrived" or in a similar way, "your brother is here." Then Radja said, "They are establishing the basis of the RELATIONSHIP. For instance, (she continued) "He is not my brother. What is his relationship to ME."


Radja then continued to explain to me that in the Russian culture TRUST IS EVERYTHING. If you lie, if you break your word, if you double-cross a Russian - then they are through with you from then on. They generally take people at their word."

Then I remembered what I had once heard Nikita Sergeyevich Krushchev say (but in what context I do not now remember).

"Fool me once, shame on YOU. Fool me twice - shame on ME."

Is this what Deutschland, Deutschland uber Alles really wanted? Is this what France or Britain really wants? Or is this occupation by the EU bureaucrats, Rule by the Bureateriat. Is this what you, Poland, a strong Catholic nation want - or likewise Hungary - or the rest of the EU/NATO bunch? The Bureateriat telling your people what is and what is not acceptable sexual practices when in fact as far as the Bureateriat is concerned - ALL sexual styles is just fine with them. Have a smorgasbord of sex, whatever your likes and tastes might be.  And because RotorRooter Rutte has told you that the Bureateriat will decide what your"values" shall be, what is approved (by THEM) and what is not acceptable (by THEM) you will have NO choice in the matter.  Well I ask you Poland, Hungary, etcetera etcetera why don't you keep your values for you and your nation and tell the Bureateriat to go f%#*&2ff.  The EU is collapsing anyway, this very moment!  The EMU (European Monetary Union) is BUSTED and going under. The ECB has f*%732D all of you members of the EU. All that you saved for the future is evaporating away and there ain't nothing you can do about it. The Maastricht Treaty was a sham from the beginning. The big bank and the ECB never intended to honor the spirit and intentions of the Maastricht Treaty.  And the biggest gangster who inflamed the monetary storm was the EU banker's best friend, Ben, the noble gas winner Ben Beer_nanke. You're going down folks, down down and out.  And the prime culprit is the U.S. Federal Reserve which has NO Federal in it.  It too is a sham. The FED serves the giant banks and only the giant banks in the U.S. And they fu*$$d YOU royally to make hundreds of billions of profits for the very few at YOUR expense and the American people's expense. Go ahead and cry, 'cause tears is all your are going to have left to give to your family. If you'all can't see that you have been HAD by the U.S. FED - then you better put a dunce cap on your head and go fly away.

Russian people will never again trust the Americans or even the EU states. You could have been independent of the U.S., gone out on your own and become very prosperous.  Now all you've got left is the big tit of the U.S. government and the hope that they will let you suck on it so that you will get enough nourishment to survive.

The crystal has been shattered into a thousand pieces. And now the trust that was is turned to dust. In its place is a finger on the trigger. Is this really what you wanted for your country, for its people? For your families?  For the future of your children?

Are you now, America, Europe, Japan, going to now go Kamikaze, it's all or nothing? What's to loose now? Put all your chips on the table? Are you now Dostoevsky's The Gambler? Bet everything on the belief that the American Superpower horse will win the race? 

Do you realize that Russia can destroy every major city of all NATO members - utterly devestate them, within 15 minutes of any launch. Did not your schools teach you what happened to beautiful Warsaw, its virtual total destruction by the NAZI fanatics; what about beautiful old Berlin? How did it end for that city? 

Christian Poland, Christain Germany, Christian France - have you forgotten the teaching of Christ?  Luke 14:28

King James Bible
For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it?


New Living Translation
"But don't begin until you count the cost. For who would begin construction of a building without first calculating the cost to see if there is enough money to finish it?


Berean Standard Bible
Which of you, wishing to build a tower, does not first sit down and count the cost to see if he has the resources to complete it?



The Republic of the United States of America is facing, NOT, repeat, NOT, an existential event. It is actually and truly facing an EXTINCTION EVENT which will lead to its ultimate DEMISE.

America's very own ''EXTINCTION EVENT''

And to better understand how and why these delusional politicians both on the USA side and also the EU and its NATO children, read this famous analysis - the same condition, same ''disease'' if you will allow me to call a thing by its right name.


Let's see why.

Groupthink Among Policy Makers - and how this time it may well destroy the country we have all loved - because of a few wacoos who are disregarding the lives of millions of Americans this time.


Let's see if we can figure out what these Big Cheese EU masters are really up to. Someting don't quite add up. They say one thing with high fallutin sounding words. But then do the oposite of what you'd expect. 

I tell you true - you citizens of the EU - you are being led to your slaughter by these American tyrants. They are




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Victor E. Frankle, M.D, (Neurology & Psychotheropy (Logo Therapy)

(1)  What is Meant by Meaning? (36 mb 192 bit),  Audio Sound Seminar, 25min (This sound seminar by Dr. Frankle was sent to me 53 years ago by Dr. Harte toward the end of my freshman year in engineering school. I have held onto it all these years.  Recently with new technology and software I have been able to re-create its quality from the original.  Magnetic tapes do become brittle over time.  So luck has been with me in preserving this recording.

(2)  Self-Transendence.  This is the other Dr. Frankle sound seminar Dr. Harte sent to me. 

Initial rough draft of transcript in provided  Transcripts 



48 Page illumination of man's most inner desires Copyright, 1931, BY EUGENICS PUBLISHING COMPANY, INC. PRINTED IN THE U.S.A.




FREUD.SEXUALITY.MORALITY 48 Page illumination of man's most inner desires.

This is a 48 page pamphlet, and includes in the back sections four pages of advertisement for books by the Eugenics Publishing. These books deal exclusively with sexual topics which seems to me apropo for almost anything Freudian.  This pamplet was part of Ruth Downing;s memorabilia collection which included the unpublished lecture notes of Dr. Margaret Mahler, M.D., Psychoanalyst and pediatrician (approx 150 pages). (See below for more details regarding Margaret Mahler.)

The pamplet is very brittle and the images are true to its present color. Initially I am sure the text was black print on white pamphlet paper. I have post the entire pamphlet. It is in JPG format. 

But then I will follow through making the jpg files each searchable pdf. If you are in a hurry, and Freud interests you to the extent that there are some who still enjoy driving around in Model Ts - then with an image to pdf converter you can turn each page into text and copy it into MS Word and go at it to the extent that you find it pleasurable in accordence with Freud's Pleasure Principle.


This paper of Freud' is historical. But I doubt myself whether Freud would have given permission to a publisher who advocated Eugenics - permission to publish his work.

(2023-Jan-11 Rev)

FREUD.SEXUALITY.MORALITY 48 Page illumination of man's most inner desires.

Letter Series (UPDATED 2023-Jan-13 9:14am CST)


Dr. James R. Harte, M.D., Child Psychiatrist & Correspondence over twenty-five years  [Jan 3, 2023 I have posted about 70% of them and some of the letters are mixed and a couple I still have to find the missing pages. But what I have posted does give you an idea of the product of my first nine years of life, my isolation from any significant contact with any adults during those years.

In otherwords, actually instituionalized but along with a large number of other children, all boys because in those days the sexes were not mixed as such. 

But I will add that WE, me and the many others, were ALL IN THE SAME BOAT TOGETHER. Nothing happened to me that didn't happen to millions of other children following the Second Great War to End All Wars. We were all desperately lonley, desperately wanting to be loved by some adult who would take care of us, take us away from this place. But there were no adults around other than the few who were the care-takers of us children. We were ALL the product of the war in Europe, WW-2, a year later after peace had returned. 

But the consequeces of war continue for several generations following the actual participants and countries involved in that initial war, involved in the actual combat engagements. That is why it often takes more than an average person's lifetime for the wounds of a great war to heal. The casualties live on for many decades later.

And that is why, in my own personal opinion, it is so terrible what Biden and his henchmen and Brown Shirts are doing TO Ukraine and its people. How  cruel can this Biden be - to destroy the only significant source of energy for Germany and much of Europe. It means great suffering for all of people; young and old, the children and old people too. Especially the children of Germany and the old people who are poor.

What did THEY do to deserve this treatment? Where is this Biden, where is his humanity? Does he have no feeling for the geat harm he is doing to the innocent of those who were supposed to be friends of the United States?

And these self-serving TYRANTS are USING UKRAINE and this guy – Zelensky for ulterior motive. "Used" as these ghouls (ghouls = One who delights in the revolting, morbid, or loathsome.

But really it refers to a person who gives you the feeling, and belief that he is out to help you, he is working for your advantage, to bring the good things to life - for Presudebt Zelensky and the people of Ukraine.

In reality, these people, Biden and his cohorts in this case, wear fancy and expensive suits and nice cloths and always speak to you in ways to quiet down your fears.

But in the end, when you are in most need of their help – they will RUN RUN RUN AWAY from you after they have gotten out of you all they can. Just look at their history.

What they have done to others – THEY WILL DO UNTO YOU!  When it is to THEIR advantage.

That is what the idiom "to use" means in the above context.

Why do they do it to others, why do they bring to others this misery and grief and tragedy?

Because they are in classical Freudian terms – PSYCHOPATHS of the highest excellence of what it means to be a psychopath.

Ted Bundy is a perfect example of this type of person. Only his victims were young attractive woman - not young German and European children and old people. 

But, well, right now it is Ukraine people, Mother Ukraine. Young and old people of Ukraine and Russia; and young men dying in battle and leaving their chidlren without a father in their life - in Ukraine and Russia too.

And also in the latter stages of victimization is Syria, is Iraq, was the Late Lybia, the Late Afghanistan, the Late Vietnam, etc. etc. to the Nth power.

Remember, these are my opinions and may not be based on facts because the facts are probably fully classified. So take it for what it is I write, a late night soliloquy. And what do I think is the MOTIVE BEHIND THIS ATROCITY? Caused by Biden and his henchmen?.

It's Raytheon first! and then some left overs for public schools, and for the homeless Vietnam vets of another era; for the millions of other homeless who are living on the streets - not of just the streets of Loredo, Texas, and all over California the Sunshine state and all over the Republic of the United States of America - that Raytheon and its like-kind species - must come first.- Oh, soliloquy of the late night hours?

Soliloquy: The act of speaking to oneself. Which many have told me is the first cardinal sign of my emerging Dementia Praecox. Here's WIKI ... Dementia praecox is a disused psychiatric diagnosis that originally designated a chronic, deteriorating psychotic disorder characterized by rapid cognitive disintegration, usually beginning in the late teens or early adulthood.

Is that me? or is that Biden and Company? Or is it true that Raytheon and its like kind species - really do control the affairs of this nation, once upon a time known as The Republic of these United States of Ameria. Now I think this is gone, Gone with the Wind. A result of Climate Change I am sure.

2023_March_05_EXPERIMENT_with_development_for_new_nenadcuic_webpage.html   We are moving large sections

What is the Biden and his gang's modus operandi - how a good cop comes to know who is the criminal(s) by his (their) repeat behavior patters, their mode of operating which repeats with each robbery, or murder of a small and innocent country such as Vietnam or now Ukraine (big geography but very small economy; but! its diamonds are in the safe?  And what are these diamonds that Ukraine holds?  Their STRATEGIC LOCATION to the object of Biden and the other like-mided scoundrels? The Russian Federation - and the Bidenscoundrelites' Impossible Dream and Quest to grab the Russia land and the resources while there seem yet to be time to pull off the caper.

And this pattern has been repeating over and over again since shortly after World War II when the USA ruled the roost over all other contenders in the world.

In their minds (now get this in yours)

IT IS FOR OTHERS TO PAY THE CONSEQUENCES, PAY THE PRICE for the misery they bring to the innocent.

Their, that is - for these psychopath's it is for their victims -to pay the price. Germany and Europe are now paying dearly the price. And just what did they do to deserve this treatment? Where they not friends, allies, of Biden and his ilk?

It is Not the pertetrators who are to pay. That is ALWAYS the case with this type of "personality disorder." Rubish with trying to make it sound like a "sickness" that might be amendable to treatment. These psychopaths are the Children of the Devil, chidren of Satan himself.

These psychopaths, such as, IN MY PERSONAL OPINION – AND THAT IS ALL IT IS - that is what they are - for the definition of the psychopath includes in major emphasis - THE TOTAL LACK OF A CONSCIENCE. Or, as Dr. Freud would say, the Super-Ego never developed in these types of people. So, I suppose it is not their fault - what they really are - as they didn't bring the condition on themselves.  They were sort of BORN being that way.

They, such as the Bidenites, know academically right from wrong. But it is just that – ACADEMIC. They don't FEEL anything for you. They don't feel anything for the suffering of the Ukrainian people - suffering that the Bidenites brought to them.  They don't feel for the suffering in the extreme cold inflicted on the children and old people of Germany that they, the Bidenites caused by their deliberate actions of terror upon Germany.

They, they Bidenites, that TYPE of person, they have NO EMPATHY for their victims. And Ukraine is their biggest PLUMB to pick at the present time. But they have "skinned" Germany real good, haven't they. Biden has taught the Germans real good - whose is real boss, Big Daddy. 

I have NEVER yet heard Biden express ANY sympathy for all the KILLING he has brought to BOTH Ukraine and Russia. In other words, he is INCAPABLE of putting himself into the shoes of the Ukrainian people. That is why, with ZERO EMPATHY you never sense or hear any HUMAN feeling from him or his bunch of fellow traveling psychopaths.

All you ever hear is "canned political-speak."

After Ukraine has been thoroughly destroyed – because Russia legitimately sees allowing the NATO Piglets on their very borders as Biden and the NATO Gangsters are pushing to do – and then next will come the missiles, etc. then Biden will attempt a "preventive surgical strike" at Russia, another Operation Barbarossa.

But to clench the deal, to be able to fully crush the Russian Federation and then grab all its resources (Just as Biden's ideal predecessor and historical mentor, a guy called Adolf Hitler tried to do, and as many others have tried such as the Wizkid Napoleon), first his gang will try to take out Red China by capturing Taiwan under the pretext of "liberating Taiwan's people and to bring to them DEMOCRACY (Iraq version I assure you).

These delusional conspirators will then try to put some "feet on the ground" and then put the missile stuff in Taiwan. Then they will, for all intense and purposes – have China "checkmated."

Because China's entire Pacific facing seaboard comprises its most essential industrial and military centers. This entire coast line is most vulnerable. When Biden and possibly his NATO Piglets knock-out China – then they have a good shot at coming up on Russia along the China-Russia very long border - over thousand miles.

They all pray to their Devil, the Great Satan, whom (gots to use good English you know) they worship as their role model – that with this two-front strategy – they can finish off Russia. Of-course they know N. Korea will come in to the action strong. But they figure they can NUKE and PUKE on North Korea and what does it matter to psychopaths if North Korea vaporizes a few tens of millions of American citizens along the pacific seaboard.

Actually, I'm not sure anyone East of the Rocky's would give a damn themselves anyway. A nuke here and a nuke there - will for sure clean up a lot of excrement. Excrement, excrement every where, and all the lands did stink. Excrement, excrement nor any turd to eat.

It all smells fishy to me.  Perhaps a better plan, perhaps a course correction, is to move the rudder of our great Ship of State in a new direction with a new purpose and a new national policy. Why not move toward the direction to make friends with the Russian people, and the Chinese people. The world is big enough for all to prosper step by step. Invest in other people. People are you most valuable asset. Do not throw them away. Make an investment in their POTENTIAL abilities - and facilitate the path to its realization. Then we will all prosper. Invest in people, both here an the many smaller and poor nations of the world and we will all receive a truly great return on our investments. That is what the people of China, now a very prosperous nation, are achieving through their Belt and Road Initiative. Make it a win-win for all of us by becoming FRIENDS with those we have treated as enemies. It is better to smell the roses than the alternative which is death.

The other thing that's got these Satan worshipers in a tizzy is that China has switch its navy from floating Junks to top of the line HIGH TECH war ships and Nuke Subs and troop carriers. The last thing the Pentagon wants is a very strong China NAVY. Why?

Well try the history of the WW-2 Pacific Theatre and Japan's long preparation and long term aims. Because China already has large numbers of troop carry ships and landing craft, etc., (being about now fully mobilized for a navy war) that becomes a war to the finish – they fear if China can capture Midway – then Hawaii is a goner and then the West Coast becomes the major target for China's multi-million-man army to land. And the Chinese DO NOT FEAR DEATH.

Then you get a land war on the home front that will make the Civil War look like a video game in comparison to what will actually happen. That is what the Japanese plan was and why they took the big gamble (which they lost and luck did play a part in favor or US, or perhaps the Hand of Providence – but so did unexcelled American navy leadership of that era) at Midway.

Back then the Navy had Chester Nimitz as commander of the Pacific fleet, and leaders such as Frank Fletcher, Spruance and even true navy war admirals such as Adm. McCain, John's daddy.

And not given much credit – since American History is played down along with displays of genuine patriotism – in favor of the New Woke-ism and I'm not talking about Wake Island either - was Chief of Navy Operations - Adm. Ernst King, a truly brilliant but rather crusty leader at the very top of the Chain of Navy command.

You know, no one today seems to be proud of what the U.S.A. was just 60 years ago. Instead the Main Stream Media and types such as CNN and MSNBC seem to be doing everything they can to set up this country to become The Fall Guy - in a military war with China, Russia or Aliens from Altair - anything to get people scared so the MSM can sell more soap, and con-games to the American People.

This country is constantly being made the bad guy, evil in every way including its past history. It's all bull-shit but that's what happening.  A masochistic society bent on its own destruction. That's my opinion.

So, in my opinion, knowing nothing about military stuff – but very proud of what was The Republic of the United States of America used to be, as in the Eisenhower and before era – I'd hate to see it all go down the tubes because the Great Satan now leads the country along with his Piglet little devils in the House and Senate and scrambling and squealing all over the government institutions and crapping on everything that used to be considered Sacred to this nation, once upon a time - a Nation Under God.

I think that if the curtain is pulled away – what is actually going on is that military heads are reliving what COULD have happen had Japan not lost Midway, and had NOT focused on Battle Ships instead of Carriers, and a few other slip-ups – we well could have had a land-war and one fought for keeps.

The Great Satan and his devil-piglets see China and Russia as an alliance – a military alliance – now super strong – who themselves (China and Russia) see the United States as the major military threat. Like, why keep PUSHING NATO (which is really USA, not the NATO piglets - up to Russia and China borders?

The Piglets of the EU and U.S.A favorite puppy, Britain the Has Been Empire but Nothing Now but fish and chips but no electricity to cook them - whose always following its master, USA. In the global strategy leading up to global war the EU and that whole bunch along with Mighty Estonia, really don't count for nothing in the total scheme of things. They are all hot air. Well, so much for going off on a tangent, back on topic. (2023-Jan-11, Revised)


(2023-Jan-27) As the years come and go, and we get older each day - if we re-read what we have written when we were a child, and then if we re-read perhaps what we wrote when in school, say high school or college, and if we re-read what we have written at the various stages of our life - we often see how much our thinking changes. And sometimes what we may have written, say in our 30-ties or 40-ties, etc., might seem today to be bizarre. And they might indeed be so - as read today. And perhaps even when they were written they might have then seem bizarre to others.

It is perhaps a vulnerablilty we put ourself into when we put our expressions to the pen. If we have a talent for painting pictures - that then is sort of a safe way for a person to express himself. But again - even doing paintings poses a risk. The risk ofcourse is that you open yourself up to criticism. People may not like what you have to say - that may not like your opinions on this or that. Even Emily Dickinson had her share of finger-pointers. If you have read some of her poetry you would not think that could be. 


I find Adolf Hitlers paintings and sketches quite good, in fact I think some of them are really nice. His sketches and paintings are similar in many ways to the works of Utrillo. Go google or duckduckgo Utrillo,


Then checkout Hitler's art work.






I find Utrillo's work nice. But nothing mystical. I find Hitler's landscapes beautiful in a mystical sense. Almost enchanting. I think for sure that a British Gainsboro or Turner is clearly magnificant art. In fact, in 100 years from now, history may well say that Britain's finest hour was proably the time of Gainsboro, Turner, Shakespeare, etc., but that for the 20th and early 21 century it lost its grandure and turned to mush. 


If you want to psychoanalize me through my art (I hope never through what I write as it is not only grammatically incorrect - but I never know whether I am serious or not - perhaps now emerging dementia, perhaps in my childhood - emotionally unstable in a sort of way.


My favorite master of the landscape artist has to be Meindert Hobbema, (1638 - 1709). The original is in the London National Gallery. I think that alone is sufficient reason for Vladimir Vladimirovich to NOT Nuke London (as Col Douglas Macgreggor has alluded to that this might well happen if Biden/NATO push too far). Aim Satan II at Liverwust if you must. Cook them in Satan II's giant microwave - but leave London alone.

(2023-oct-18) I reduced the width and height each by 25% in the photo html code and it appears that I do not get overflow, as per Harold to reduce the image below the width of the div containing them then you generally will not need an overflow:hidden; etc.  we will see.

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A few days after 9/11 I took the train to Manhattan to visit my mother in the Village. I went that route so to visit Chicago art museum which was displaying Hobemma's masterpiece, Avenue of the Trees. (Unless it was a copy which I cannot think it so.) I don't know if it would be now safe to visit Chicago. But if it is I can tell you from my own visits that this museum is definately one of the worlds greatest art museums (if you are into art and stuff).

No. 1 ofcourse is NYC Manhattan's Metropolitan Musium of Art on 5th Avenue. One word for it: Astonishing. If there is another word, a better adjetive perhaps - it was for me to see sublime beauty everywhere in that huge place. Breathtaking. I lived close to it, actually. And often times I would divert from going to school at PS-6 and go instead to the Metropolitan. Maybe that is cause for why my grammar aint so good. I would go often. But back then, 1956-1958 it was free. On the internet now it is a $62. smack in the wallet for each adult. And that includes the midgets. No exception.


But if you do make it to NYC and are wearing a good hazmat suite, I'd mosey on down to the Frick Museum. It's an easy ride on the bus, providing someone is riding shotgun with a 12 gauage conviner. I'd put the Frick right after Chicago, but rubbing real close to Chicago. Frick isn't an all day and then some more tomorrow experience as with the Metropolitian or Chicago. But in the good hour or two of your visit - it will be one you will never forget. If you love art.

Guggenheim Museum is OK if you like "modern art." I can take a little of it in small doses. I don't consider Piccaso modern art. He and his brush stand alone - in uniqueness. I mean, exactly where do you place him? Part impresionist, post impressionist? I know all those guys and I just don't see him with even a touch of Monet pigment in him, not a bit.

The Guggenheim's architect was of course, Frank Lloyd Wright. When I think of Frank Lloyd I think of Hitler. No joke. Because Hitler aspired to be a great architect but would have made a better architect designing government buildings which you find all over Washington DC and indeed most of them need a good washing as the polution in DC is really bad. Mostly coming from the halls of congress and the White Man's house over on Pennsylvannia avenue. 

The Guggenheim is very close to where I lived when I was 12, 12 E. 97st, between Madison and 5th. Many a time while it was being built, in the late evening I would crawl in through the "sidewalk inspector's enterance" to see how the thing was being built. If you like flying saucers - you will like the Guggenheim. You will have to go visit it to see what I mean.  Just take the 5th ave buss up toward Harlem from the Metropolitan.

Oh, and if you go up far enough in that direction - but over on the West side - taking the subway until it can go no further - there is an utterly fantastic museum funded I was told by Radja - by Rockerfeller. I just can't remember the name and have not time to research it. But it too is worth a visit and plan a long day and if you have kids take them too to this museum. The ancient tapestries are a wonder to behold.  And they will like the Knights in their fine armour. 

Then after that visit, take a U-turn and head on back in the direction of the Village or Bowery, which ever place you feel you belong in, and go to the worlds greatest Museum of Natural History. Not too many kids are going to get turned on looking at a Titian, Rembrant or El Greco stuff in the Art Museum (the Egyptian section being perhaps the exception. Get a tase of a real mummy.)

But while your at the Amercian Museum of Natural History be sure to take them to see the giant dinasours, first see Mr. Tyannosaurus Rex, strong and tough like men should be; not particularly a cuddly creature. Then meander over and take a glance at Mrs. Brontosaurus. Mr. and Mrs. Dino are all bones right now. Comes from eating Klaus Swabb's insects and rodents instead of good nurishing horses, dogs and cats as dinasours were designed to eat. Klaus Swabb, an advocate of sour kraut for dinner, is the product of German Engineering - he figures he can design a takeover of the whole world and build it back better in his own image. Others have tried the past. One of them today, though an aging dingbat is still trying. Klaus will take it up in the rear - figuring he can hide out there until the NATO warriors finish of the Russians - what no man, or woman, or neutered warrior has done before.

Oh, and ask your kid to count the number of vertebre in the dinasour's neck. Then go around the huge rooms and have him/her/it/whatever to count the number of vertebre in every reptile (if you want to call them names) in the room. Then having done your homework and found out the number of vertebre in a giraf neck, your family pet's neck, the King of the Jungle, the Male lion - and the lioness, a female lion designed by the creator to suckle little lions and to stay pregnant and produce even more little lions (that is - the harmonics of Mr. and Mrs. Lion), And the number is (single digit between 6 and 8, for you boys and girls stuck in the LA public school system).


Well, back on topic. Visiting the American Museum of Natural History really is a three day experience. And you will enjoy it even more if you bring along a wife or companion. And if you have some harmonics - bring them along too and then you MUST visit the Hayden Planetarium. It was really good when I often visited it e when 12 years old and living in Manhattan. But in 2003 when I last visited my mother in NY - I again visited all these geat places. And The Hayden had been upgraded so good that I became depressed when I had to leave. And do see the huge black asteroid, still there, too heavy and big to be stolen. Very few of them in the world that size.

Oh, and all these museums except the Frick Art Museum have been very thoughtful of its guest. Each museum is fitted with a special isolation room, sound proofed, automatic deodorizing systems and lots of padding. And even some "straight-jackets, though curiously they are quite small. And when I asked one of the guards what these rooms were for - he looked bewildered. I pressed the point. I wanted to know - what is going on in New York City. Then he said, bowing his head ever so slightly as in some form of prayer, "They'is for our pay'n customer's screeming children. But I don't cotten none to that one bit. Don't think it right. no sir."  I replied, "Amen brother, vulture capitalism has come to New York City government. Anything to make the profits grown and not lose paying customers. Gots to keep em happy you know."

That's it. I could tell you much more. But I've got to go before the CIA takes me away.





new 2022-11-18



This is the first posting of approx. seventy five lectrure summary series.  These were the lecture summaries handed out to the new doctors who were now focusing on child psychiatry board certification.  These were delivered at the local university school of medicine in the 1967 - 1970 period. The first ones I am posting are those focusing on education of troubled children and teens. There are about 75+ pages of lectures, some basic stuff, some that get somewhat complicated. It is going to take a while to get all this done because there are other things that interest me more.

Dr. James R. Harte, MD Class Study Notes on Biological Variations in Development, et.al., now have found all his class notes he  sent to me.

Dr. James R. Harte and the FEEDBACK BOARD for education of children in remote regions. Have found both the board, templates, etc. Will photo and put into webpage with history.


2022-11-15 So far 76 lecture note summaries of approx. 4-5 pages each.

One paper by Dr. Harte was partially eaten by the rats. I don't mean those type of rats that are scurrying about in the sacred halls of congress and white house, infecting the country with a new flea driven plague.

The paper is How Do You Work with a Learning Disabled Child, by J.R. Harte, M.D. This paper, the first two pages, is in the nature of lecture summaries which were handed out to the young medical doctors pursing a career is child psychiatry. All of these papers are just that – detailed and descriptive summaries of Dr. Harte's lectures to the student. This was some 50+ years ago.

Much new discovery and learning has taken place in this medical field of child psychiatry and also how we approach and treat the child with severe learning disabilities. And yet, I would say, each of the handouts does provide an excellent summary source of material for a student's thesis. Because the basic foundation has not changed that much.

One thing I think that has changed and changed for the better in these 50+ years - I think - is that Freud and his theories which were all essentially based on his constructs does not take such a prominent role today as it did back then. Some of these lecture summaries and the bibliographies are heavy into Freud.

Of the many in these long lists of references – I still have the book and although classical Freudian – it is very well written and was one of Ruth Downing's books during her time of study to become a psychiatric social worker, and who also underwent the years it takes in terms of a personal analysis. I underwent this analysis process over several years – it was in vogue even 50 years ago. But the only good I got out of it was that I learned how NOT to censor my thoughts.

Thus, this greatly aided me in my freshman college year in writing the various papers that were demanded of us. The book which is listed in Dr. Harte's bibliography on "Neuroses of Children" is (11) Fenichel, C., The Psychoanalytic Theory of Neurosis. by W.W. Norton, Inc. New York, NY, 1945. Other than that – I do believe that the modern approach to psychotherapy which includes counseling by for instance Church pastors who have been adequately trained in this field – behavioral therapy. I think with out continuous feedback from the therapist – much time is wasted which is detrimental to the patient in the long run.

Some other lecture summaries that I find interesting:


DEFINITION AND CONCEPTS OF SETS, ELEMENTS, OPERATIONS, GROUPS, PERMUTATIONS AND LOGICAL OPERATIONS - Beats me why this is something a medical doctors needs. I had to take this set theory stuff in my freshman year. It all went in my left ear and out of my right ear.

THREE TYPES OF EQUILIBRIUM "Piaget suggests that three different types of equilibrium have relevance of psychological functioning." 3pgs Some algebra and intro to doing a probability calculation. Some of it is very interesting.

In particular – a long time ago I read a chapter in a book regarding the Soviet Union and three types of stability systems. It illustrated this with three simple models. The model that illustrated the then Soviet Union clearly showed that it was the MOST unstable. U.S. model was more or less stable.

What is telling for me is that TODAY the U.S. according to those models is the MOST unstable and most likely to capsize as did USSR. Fortunately, I will have the picture of those models in my mind so even if I cannot find the original book – one can just look at the three diagrams and pretty much figure out for themselves the conclusion.

PEDIATRIC NEUROLOGY – DEVELOPMENTAL LANDMARK - Really nice summary and descriptions going month by month and then year to 8 yo. This stuff I think is now pretty much in all child development text books, etc.

SOME CURRENT THOUGHTS ON THE LEARNING DISABLED ADOLESCENT FROM A PROFESSIONAL … WHAT SHOULD BE DONE by Alice Thompson, Visiting Professor of Special Education, Special Education Department, Southern Illinois University.

This is indeed my very favorite of all the class lecture summaries, close to 100. It is two pages of 10pt closely spaced text. Dr. Alice Thompson's insights are SPOT ON. I know because I lived myself though what she is saying.

Dr. Harte sent these to me following each presentation and handout to his medical students. And his offer to send them to me is in one of his letters that I have already posted. In another letter he also said that I was free to use them and share them as I saw fit. Therefore, as far as I am concerned, they belong to the COMMONS. This includes the FEEDBACK BOARD of which I have a full model and templates which I know could be used so well in continents such as in AFRICA and the America's south of the Rio-Grande where everything is not always based on maximizing profit for a few.

I have finally gotten the unpublished lecture notes of Dr. Margaret Mahler organized. These are given at Mt. Morris in spring 1941 to a group of psychiatric social workers in Manhattan. Ruth knew her from those years. They are around 100 pgs total, types single space as was the way they did it with primitive typewriter.

Margaret Mahler

Margaret Schönberger Mahler was an Austrian-American psychiatrist, psychoanalyst, and pediatrician. She did pioneering work in the field of infant and young child research. On the basis of empirical studies, she developed a development model that became particularly influential in psychoanalysis and Object relations theory. Mahler developed the separation–individuation theory of child development. Wikipedia

May 10, 1897, Sopron, Austria-Hungary
October 2, 1985, New York City, U.S.





QUARTERLY JOURNAL OF STUDIES ON ALCOHOL Vol. 17, No. 1 pp. 96-107, March 1956. Dr. Giorgio Lolli, M.D. Research. Very heavy on Freudian reasons for alcoholism. Doesn't ring true today. AA does and is probably the best approach. Oh, I have not had a taste for vodka every since Nash left my life.

Editorial office: Laboratory of Applied Physiology, Yale University


Ruth S. Downing, ASCW

>Dr. Giorgio Lolli, M.D. Research Paper from - papers to be posted soon.

Dr. Jane Sherfey, M.D. Prominant Manhattan psychiatrist.  Payne Whitney Research and associate of Dr. Kinsey and wife and his report on American Sexuality. About as useful as a dish of Freud. Janey also published a book on female sexuality and was reviewed in New York Times book review. Google her. There is lots of stuff. If you think she might know that subject - you ought to read the book. It is not very big book. I lived with her about three years. Perhaps that is why I am called an Odd Ball.

Eleanor Roosevelt - at Harlem Negro Neighborhood Assn. 1959  Ruth published artical in ASSW magazine and also the raw draft which is better than the published version. Mrs. Roosevelt gave the graduation speech and this is detailed in other material here along with photos of her and Ruth Downing and some of the Harlem students. Even with Mrs. Roosevelts involvement - the conclusions of the 18 month study regarding intelligence IQ, etc. of negro students with emotional and educational problems - well it went nowhere. I comments on that in some articles in this website.

Harlem Neighborhood Association, 1959

The Story of Radja (Raca) & Identity papers issued by Australia, by Steve Colman More to come.

2022011-27 new material and photographs added.

Photos from  Funk Kaserne  Prince of Georgia, various Orthodox Arch Bishops, etc.

What follows next is the true story of a young Hungarian engineering student, Kálmán István, a Jew, who survived the German invasion of his country when he was a young teenager.

In detail is his story of what happened to Hungarian Jews - BECAUSE they were Jews. And BECAUSE they were Jews - the German political machine and its party, the NAZI party - they were classified as Untermensch. That is to say, they were - Sub-human - less than human.


link to Kalman Istav 182 pg pdf book is now corrected & verified.  Work will continue this eveing .


2022-11-10 notes on index page regarding Steve Colman 182 story
What follows next is the true story of a young Hungarian engineering student, Kálmán István, a Jew, who survived the German invasion of his country when he was a young teenager. In detail is his story of what happened to Hungarian Jews - BECAUSE they were Jews. And BECAUSE they were Jews - the German political machine and its party, the NAZI party - they were classified as Untermensch. That is to say, they were - Sub-human - less than human.

This belief system, for that is what it was - is an outgrowth (the "is" because the belief is still very much prevalent in the world today, yes 21st century world. This distorted belief system was and is still an expression of the Eugenics movement - which emerged as a more structured belief system during the middle and late 19th century - and then went into overdrive in early 20th century Germany (where it gained the most strength in Europe) and also in the United States.

In Kálmán István long story there is also toward the end my mothers situation in Berlin and her necessity out of survival of her young son, Dankar, she had to work for the German Foreign Ministry and Ribbentrop (check spelling) who also facilitated her efforts to save her brother's life from scheduled execution in the concentration camp near Belgrade, Serbia - by going directly to Himmler (check sp) who then provided his personal plane for her to travel to Belgrade and back. Both from what Kalman told me and wrote in his long story and which Radja confirmed a number of times in my visits to her in the small apartment in the Village - but also would only refer to him as being, "a person very high up in government." Her last letter to me used that same phrase.

One other strange thing I remembered after reading that letter - she was telling me one time (I was always asking her questions since I really like history) "How did you get out of Berlin in time?" She said, "I sent Vera (her youngest sister) and Chuck (American name of my half brother Dankmar, 5 yrs older than me) to go to Munich by train." I asked her, "Radja, why didn't you go too?" She finally said, on my last visit - "I had to stay until the Russian's got there (Berlin)." I mentioned that to S in a letter in very early part of 2022. I still have it. I have often wondered why she had me baptised in the Russian Orthodox Church in Munich in 1947, a year after my birth. (photocopy of that certificate, in Russian, is in on this website.) Who knows. That may have been the only Orthodox church in Munich at that time.  But I do know that one of her really happy moments was when she visited Russia, Moscow, Leningrad, etc., and took many picures and was there a week or so at the very same time as the immediate aftermath of Chernoble. She loved Russia and its literature and sent me some very beautiful hand painted dishes from Moscow which I still have. Perhpas it is all coincidence.  perhaps not. Whatever, it all seems to have been for the better.

- continues on link above -


The story of Steven Anthony Colman {182 pgs, pdf) formerly Kálmán István

This story is absolutely amazing.  Steve Colman (Kálmán István) was a Hungarian jew.

My Life in Australia  added material

My Diplomas in Karate and Engineering and What's it all about (very rough draft, developed in haste)

(2022-12-13, Tuesday Morning, newest entry, extensive) + commentary on life in general

(2022-12-13) Tuesday, more on karate and also uninvited commentary on the "vaccine coming disaster"

Karate, an Art and a Method of Self-Defense  (2022-12-12) Added an article I wrote for the Chattanoogan Magazine in Aug. 1975 concerning karate in Chattanooga and also my teaching of it in the American legion, Post 14 and my philosophy that the Martial Arts are both a way to develop discipline and character in addition to self-defense and that many other sports provide such a feature, a by-product of the sport itself.

Dialoging from the  internet chat rooms  over the several years - copied text

A Letter to Ruth the day I quit school (16)

Dream on thy lovely child    

Death crept in the other day and took my child from me

My House

For a Glimering Moment

The Harvest Field of Life

Who Shall Blame the Blessed Child for What He Has Become

To My Grave I Walked One Night

The Midnight Moon. And some memories of Australia and Funk Kaserne  near Munich Earliest prose of mine, about 10 or 11

Letter to Chad Arment on Economic Prejudice and its Effects on Minorities in All Nations  Much more to come. Collecting takes time.

Intelligence & What I Observed at Cardiologist Offic

Add the story of Benny Green and the gettos of Memphis


above  for reference purposes only  tempory only


Developing Support Arguments for issues raised in ''Letter to Chad Arment''

We are in the gyre !  We will reap the whirlwind (Hosea 8:7)



New material on K and Cambodia story.  Several hundred additional pages found, including my transcripts of K story and about 50 to 70 pages of K written notes. It is a very sad story of what happened to these two young college girls. 



To consider or evaluate something, such as a statement, while



I will be moving all of the Cambodian stuf

most of what follows here is more or less extemporaneous rantings.

2022-12-07, Wednesday. I think it would be very accurate to say that the beginning of the attached summary of the book, Murder of a Gentle Land - "What transpired in Cambodia constitutes one the the great, terrifying stories of our time" the part that says, "... in Cambodia ..." could justifyable be replaced by: ... in the Soviet Union, in Poland and the Warsaw Getto, ... in specifically Ukraine ... and if you will just attempt to study what happened in China with the occupation by the Imperial Army of Japan ... all that happened to Cambodia can be magnified easly by 10 times and you may approach a better understanding of what happened in the other countries during world war II. Then it was NOT Pol Pot - but Adolf Hitler and his band of merry murderers.

If you study history and really study in depth what is happening in Europe as regards to this Ukranian war and most likely soon to be war with China, you are drawn to the conclusion (in my opinion) that the initiators of the conflicts is primarily by, first among equals - The (Rebulic of - sorry, no more) United States; then Britain, the English - and I sall say it, once again that it is the English, the Brits, their political class - that is fermenting war and more wars - for their OWN political ends. And in the case of Britain and also the U.S. for them > the ends justify the means. Regardless of the loss of life and suffering they cause. For these two collaborators - it is for others to pay the consequences for their (U.S. and Britain) actions. That is a classic sign and cardinal symptom of the PSYCHOPATIC PERSONALITY. The other cardinal sign of these types of regressive humans is HABITUAL LYING even when telling the truth is to their own advantage. For these derranged individuals (and they now over-populate the halls of the U.S congress, and it's show white White House inhabitants. And too, the British House of Commons, also over-populated with their own brand of military police (MPs) - once known as Gestapoites.

Key actors:

Anthony Blinken - the Omlet Man. Who seems to me to be filled with rationlizations and a perpetual habit of dissembling.  It is not so much that he is an out-right liar - but rather, deep inside he feels himself incomplete as a man - and thus he is constantly at war with both himself and has created imaginary enemies such as the Russian and Chinese people. 

Generalissimo Herr Prof. Doktor Jens Stoltenberg, Lord Secretary of the Kennel Club of NATO who never met a Russian that he didn't want to beat up - but was always afraid to try. 

Joseph Biden, Commander in Chief of the Corn Flake Society of America. Home residence, Battle Creek Sanitarium in Michigan. Ref 0, Joseph Biden, U.S. Patent no. 558,393, Flaked Cereals and Process of Preparing Same, filed May 31, 1895, issued April 14, 1896.

President Zelenko, Chief Commandant of what is left of Ukraine.  Main attribute? Confused and disoriented as a duck who has been banged in the head.

Now begins  the story of K and her escape from Cambodia.  I finally found much of the raw material needed to put together her story, what happened to her in the aftermath of what happened after the Nixon-Kissinger and their gang destroyed the government of Cambodia and drive its leader, Prince Norodom Sihanouk into exile and put into power Marshal Lon Nol.

repeatedly as defence minister and provincial governor. As a nationalist and conservative, he led the military coup of 1970 against Prince Norodom Sihanouk, abolished the monarchy, and established the short-lived Khmer Republic. 


That is being politicall polite [what wikipedia is saying above.  Remember, it is not the organization called Wikipedia.org that is saying this - but rather it is that Wikipedia.org provides the platform for others to express their opinions with out the censorship you get from google-grad and unfortunately, youtube.com {a really super great contribution to the education of Americans, young and old and this goes for the world at large too.]}


Prince Norodom Sihanouk wanted to keep Cambodia NEUTRAL, NON-ALIGNED. But that was unacceptable to Nixon and his side-kick, Henry The Large Kissinger.  Later we will give more supporting history. When Norodom Sihanouk would not obey, would not bend the knee and lick Nixon-Kissinger feet - then when Sihanouk was visiting in China hoping to get some aid - the B52's came and brought a reign of terror on the land of the gentle people, known as the Cambodians. It didn't matter that congress, for what it was worth then and for what it is worth today (nothing) had made it illegal to attack Cambodia. Nixon  was the Imperial President and would no whatever he wanted.  Same is true today.  Biden's handlers are leading this country to its destruction.  And the Treponema Pallidum   [a LindSeed Gramnegative bacterium that comes from the phallus] eggs on the American people - infecting them with their own disease of hate and exploitation of the weak and those unable to defend themselves.  Such as Venezuela - where  the Biden bunch think they have some ordained  right to decide who that countrie's chief leader shall be.  But ask yourself this:  What are they, the Biden bunch and their spirochaetale bretheren  in the congress [and they too are Lindseedgramnegative bacteria of the ricochet romance type who have fun today and pay the cost tomorrow] Venezuela has the highest reserve of "prime oil".  What else do you need to know?  When the Bush desert rats destroyed Iraq to save it for democracy - what did they grab when they headed for the exit doors?  The oil fields.  And the army is still there - NOT to protect the iraqi people's freedom BUT they protect and surround those very oil fields. 

And just as Cambodia was destroyed for not "going along with Nixon" so too do the British and U.S. (actual masters of NATO and all of its piglets and swine) threaten Serbia with the same message - "You do as the U.S. tells you - or you will be NEXT!"

(2022-12-05, Monday. About 250 pages of

K story from tapes which I transcribed in 1980 now recovered in additon to much handwritten material. 

Go to link  But remember, it took the brave American military about three weeks to uterly destroy the Land of the Gentle People.  It is going to take much longer to get all the typed material converted to text using OCR where it can be read by those with a brave heart. 


The Story of K - Escape from Cambodia - Life in the Republic of the United States, Land of Opportunity and Forgiveness

Real Life Experience resulting from the catastrophy of the Pol Pot regime which resulted from the U.S. invasion of Cambodia and the U.S. destruction of the government of Cambodia and its society.

2022-11-28 move letter to story of k own page, add link to that.

Continue to Escape from Cambodia (Khmer) 1979) scan and post my typed up of the experience as told by K who survived and came to USA and went on to get her BSEE at Georgia Tech but did not become a rambling wreck as she  had already experienced the realities of life that few ever know. But she did become on hell of an engineer as she went on to work for one of American's largest electronic companies - as did her husband, who also survived Cambodia and became U.S. Citizen and got his BSEE from good university.

Parts 1 thru 4, Diary of a Young Cambodia Refugee and Her Escape from Pol Pot,s Hell on Earth

Much true to life material.  Ruth took K and C into her home - into her home for over year and K demonstrated to me her advanced knowledge of EE by example of solving some problems in one of my circuit analysis textr books from the U.T. years.  She could barely speak English (French of course and best I remember - we one time connected with Radja for me to understand what she was wanting.

She wanted to go back to engineering school though she knew she would have to start over.  She had almost completed her studies when Pol Pot came into the picture. Most of the educated like her were killed.  But she was very perseptive with great presence of mind, like Radja, and survived. She had seen much death and slaughter.  But when she got to America what did she want to do?  Begin again, not give up but go for the goal and get her degree in engineering.  And she did.

Update.  I have retrieved approx 100 - 150 pages of K's story which I transribed from the cassette tapes. And I have all of her hand written testimony now! All pagss are typed using old dot matrix printer.  And they have my notes, etc.  Unfortunately this work was in 1980 when the primitive but back then high tech - computers used when they evolved upward according to Darwin evoution laws - to imploying floppy disks. 

These things are similar to what your politicians in the congress  (with a few exceptions) and ALL in the White mans house, FLOPPY BRAINS who can't think how to get out of the sh!t hole they have dug for themseves and this country.  The keep digging the hole deeper - and the money class - their big donors who actually run this country - keep of pouring their excrement into that deep and deeper hole.  If you have ever wondered why, it IS - why most - but NOT ALL - politicians SMELL SO BAD, well now you know.

The old floppy disks use a different format system than that used today. With the typewriter documents I can covert them to text form and then copy and paste into MS Word  which I might find time to do.  It is easy to do this once you have learned how to do it.

Rev 1, 2022-12-19 Monday





How the 17th Amendment to the Constitution

Is Destroying The Republic of The United States of America

Republic of America book, 1847   26 pages now posted


the missing image on right will be returned soon.

Go to the Animal Farm [images all made. will start posting either the pdf's or jpgs]

We are moving large sections

(Veterinary book published in 1844 and consisting of 250 pages dealing with treatment of diseases in cattle, sheep and swine (pig family). Also, includes 8 pages of advertisements from that period in our history. Complete with index and table of continets. It is amazing to me just how much people knew in those days, almost 200 years now.  I will get the portins dealing with brain and liver inflamation uploaded soon.  As the American society crashes and falls apart - the question will arise "How can we treat our illnesses when doing to the hosptial will bankrupt us. Or even going to a clinic (since private practice is almost gone for doctors due to the lawyer's feasting on malpractice suites an almost daily event in the life of doctors now

Do you think this is delusional thinking? Go to the Medicare/Medicade/SSI government website and look at the flow of money going OUT of the government Medicare deposit box. Then look at how much money CAME IN. Two TRILLION (ROUNDED) went OUT. 400 billion came in - in the form of permiums. The growth of Medicare is now on a full epxponential power function. What that means is that next year, 2023 when Government financial (fincal) year ends Sept 30, 2023, money out of Medicare will be approximately 3 to 3-1/2 TRILLION WORTHLESS DOLLARS. Money coming into the fund will essentially be a CONSTANT. It will be roughly 400 BILLION of worthless pieces of paper. This is what these WORTHLESS POLITICIANS and the FEDERAL RESERVE has brought to the American people. The American people sleep while their houses start falling apart as is happening now with the society overall.

2024_JAN_21 I am going to work on finishing this story because in a way it is the most imporant episode in my life.

Mainly what is left is finishing up about the derringer and how come it was the key to this whole masked insanity stuff - and how I knew Nash wanted to kill me because that derringer provided the necessary corroberation of what otherwise proably no one would have believed. Especially a jury. I also want to give some experience of life in a genuine psycho ward.  When you are 19 years of age you are still a teenager kid and all that goes with it.  Well, its 3am. I had better call it quits for now.

(2022-12-19, Monday)  EXTENSIVE ADDITONS AND DETAILS ON NASH CASE IN I trave; to Kansas City.  Link to Kansas City


A Home Again letter from Glenn /> Margo Freshwater v State of Tennessee - pdf  An 18 year old former baby sitter goes on a murderous rampage pdf searchable. The various photos in the articles still need to be uploaded and will be done as time allows. The greater portion of this article has got it all wrong. So very wrong. Such as "But Nash was increasingly consumed by paranoid delusions that agents from the Memphis bar were after him." Sounds good but is total BS. This was the biggest travesty of all ''/>

Glenn Nash was declared insane''

Unsolved Mysteries with Robert Stack, Season 12 -1 , Full episode. Begin Margo Freshwater at 10m 44s.  At this time Margo was on the run and Unsolved Mysteries makes a plea for public help. 

Links to some of history of this Margo & Nash case. This document is in PDF but searchable, ie. the links should be accessable.

The Case of Glenn W. Nash, Attorney at Law and the murder of Hillman Robbins in Memphis, TN

Daniel McNaughton c.1856

The McNaughton rule (pronounced, and sometimes spelled, McNaughton) is any variant of the 1840s jury instruction in a criminal case when there is a defence of insanity:

that every man is to be presumed to be sane, and ... that to establish a defence on the ground of insanity, it must be clearly proved that, at the time of the committing of the act, the party accused was labouring under such a defect of reason, from disease of the mind, as not to know the nature and quality of the act he was doing; or if he did know it, that he did not know he was doing what was wrong. See https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%27Naghten_rules

What's it all about?  Can you sort of summarize it all?  OK

(2022-12-19, Monday)  EXTENSIVE ADDITONS AND DETAILS ON NASH CASE IN I trave; to Kansas City.  Link to Kansas City   

and why he had to kill me and how he planned to do it.  It was all about the derringer and Dr. Harte's potential testimony - but if I was dead then Dr. Harte testimony woud never have come to light.

2022-12-05, Monday. Why Nash killed Hillmon Robbins.  Why I declined. and more. Go to link

Casing the liquor store  on down to bottom half of page.  Later I will recall how to point the link to a specific section of another page. 

1987-10-25 (1) Interview with Asst. Atty Generals of Tennessee   syntax fixed. more responsive page now.

 - Why was this derringer - disassembled - and - left in pieces on the counter top?

1987-01-22 The Four Barrel Derringer and I Travel to Kansas City  14 pgs raw material


Go Here   . . .  for My Life in Kansas City Hospital Chock Full of Nuts

Kansas City, MO. psychiatric hospital, Here I have finally come to the crux of the matter.[the most important part of the whole story]

The four barrel derringer, scattered on the counter in pieces - was the quintessence of the evidence, all that was ever need to prove beyond any reasonable doubt that the murder of Hillmon Robbins was committed with forethought and malice, planned by criminal attorney Glenn W. Nash. It was the, the missing piece of the puzzle necessary AND sufficient to establish that Attorney Glenn Nash was NEVER in any way mentally deficient much less paranoid-schitzophrenic - and therefore not in charge of his mental faculties.  Just the opposite was the case in fact.  Yet it was left on the counter top for all to see - the detectives, the state lawyers - all to see.  But they never asked and never thought to ask - why?

Why was the four barrel derringer, taken all apart, in pieces on the countertop, neglected as a clue to persue?  As it was, Attorney Glenn W. Nash won his trial in the The Case of the Mask of Insanity

It happened 56 years ago.

For the next page which is in development - go to McNaghten Summary Page

What has been provided so far is but a scratch from the raw notes. More to come.  Patience is a virtue, possess it if you can.

(2022-12-04)  I am summarizing letter written in January 22, 2022 which provides most of what happened in the Nash murder case and how I fit into the story.  I have other things I want to do other than dwell on the past; so I decided to summarize events but hold on to the Derringer matter until later.  It is probably obvious by now with what I have already provided. 

Things such as my experience in life in a state psychiatric hospital for three weeks are interesting in so much as what types of people you get to meet and come to know - that you will not experience in such places as riding the city bus to work, etc., or even meet on the streets of San Francisco or LA, other than those places with population of schizophrenics.  Fifty-five - sixty years ago such unfortunate people could be held in the comfort of a psychiatric hospital - which back then was NOT a "snake-pit." 

Jerry Summers, Atty at Law   On 2022-11-28 add ltr to JS and put also contents into general story

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